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Posted:Jun 3, 2020 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2020 5:03 pm

So here I am guys a chastity wearing sissy, love dressing and love frustration done all I can to be ready for this but who is really ready? For the last year I’ve worn chastity this and hormones I now take means that if I feel the need and it’s not that often anymore even at climax I’m all but limp, for most guys this would be devastating for me it’s progress its another step towards becoming as feminine as I can be, what I seek is a kinky guy who knows what he wants and is willing to transform my into your sissy sex doll, I’m really open minded up for almost anything
Restrictive clothing and heels are a real plus as is bondage, I can’t double guess what you might want from a sissy, but I will say I’m open minded and with a high pain threshold I would consider anything, well anything to further feminise me, do I need to spell it out? So I wasn’t born a girl but my desire is to become the best gurl I can be and provide you my body to use as you will for your enjoyment!
thus far I have suffered i'm sure I will have to suffer more in my quest to become your sissy so lets just agree to what is expected and please lets talk
My ideal Man
Posted:Jun 2, 2020 4:38 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2020 4:53 pm

So my ideal guy would be an older gentleman, but an older kinky gentleman, me I’m 100% bottom and I’m now taking hormones to reduce my testosterone once and for all
For a year now I’ve enjoyed chastity and the way it makes me feel frustration is my thing so I’m with luck chemically castrating myself, part and parcel of this development is breast enhancement, I do know and understand I can never be female but I would like to be as far from male as I’m able.
So for me further development is welcomed and desired as is a kinky partner nothing too extreme but someone who will expand my limits even further.
Are you willing to develop me into the gurl you desire, I would like to be used as a sissy slave I need a guy to take charge nothing extreme but happy to work with you to be the best I can for you, I like restriction so pencil skirts, would love to be locked into a dress and locked in heels I’m sure you get the idea?
not sure what else I can say I’m willing to be feminised for your enjoyment
just feel like my whole life this far is working towards this goal I know what you want and i'm ready to submit to your desire and i'm now excited to see how this pans out and excited to become feminine for you!
So here I am
Posted:May 29, 2020 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

So for the last year I’ve worn chastity and now I’m taking testosterone blocked between the two it’s had the effect of me being unable to get erect

So now I’m transitioning No longer a male not quite female I know and understand this is a long journey but one I look forward too

Over the coming months and years my body will change my desire too, my hope is that anything masculine will be removed, I wouldn’t object to further work to make me become the sissy you desire

I’m not ever going to be passable and my arse resembles an vagina due to large toys but I’m sure there is a guy out there for me

What do I desire well I’m looking for a guy who is into further changing me to suit his needs and further feminise me, not so much a Dom but a guy who knows what he wants and will take it

So here I am all but in limbo just need that shove feel like I’ve done what I can to be ready now I need to find a guy who shares my passion

It’s a strange feeling being on the other side of the fence but it’s a trip I look forward too can you help me?

A real plus for me is someone who will remove my desire once and for all talking castration
Castration would further my transition and fast track me into the gurl of your desire!!
So why castration
Posted:May 26, 2020 5:05 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

So the new me will become more docile and obedient, My tiny clit Will remind me of what I was, complete emasculation Is what I desire, I need to feel that I’m the object of a guy’s desire, I accept my role as a sissy
Think I will be soooo much happier as the mantras empty my mind of all thoughts as they reprogram my brain to be empty and obedient and fill my soul with a burning desire to be pretty, submissive, and feminine.
my future is where real men have fun deep inside my loins.
I want to embraced my true sissy and my new role my only climaxes shall be experience in the presence of real men
Right now I’m taking testosterone blockers and wear chastity all but 24/7
So finally I think I know my place
Posted:May 24, 2020 4:53 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

So I’m a chastity sissy looking develop into the gurl of your desire, I’m no page 3 gurl and never will be passable in any shape or form
I’ve been this road for longer than I can remember, since my teens as late my desire is stronger serve a male something I’ve desired for so long, with this in mind I’ve done what it takes become the object of a guy’s desire, I can accept objects dildos and other larger objects and I’ve grown love the taste of cum without a guy, gurls are doing it for themselves!!
What I’m missing out is the want and lust of a guy I so desire feel that lust!
As a result of hard my arse now looks more like a vagina than a butt hole
I purchase a chastity device it was a CB600 this left a bulk in my panties so I purchase another more extreme cage, that I could wear but 24/7 Chastity gives the state of mind serve a guy but it’s heavy

Forever I’ve had male desires but now I desire these gone, so I would consider chemical castration or even the real thing, in an ideal world I would like surgical castration, after I would even consider banding
So after serious consideration I’m looking for an American guy take , you will require be castrated right at the start, I will surrender my passport at this stage I’m an illegal I will have no way return home and will start my new life as a submissive
Keep me captive for your enjoyment and feminise me further
After discovering an anal climax I’m willing trade a normal one for this!
I’m looking for a male top/dom maybe a couple who is willing to use as female I’m as kinky as you like!!
Suspect my story is the same as others
Posted:May 23, 2020 5:33 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

So I started dressing from an early age just for my enjoyment
At some point a guy had me and another wank him off
This got me thinking but I did nothing about it
At some point dressing wasn’t enough and I started using toys
At first this wasn’t easy but I worked this it took a while
This is when I encountered my first anal orgasm at this point there
Was no turning back!!
So at this point I knew what I wanted and that was a guy to use I had
know what expect so I worked enjoying anal
At some point I encountered chastity and my life changed forever this is what was
Missing in my life, this is when I discovered frustration for the first time
Once in chastity regardless of how I felt before I was horny but being so was painful
But what I purchased wasn’t for everyday wear just bulky
But by now I was hooked I needed this in my life so I purchased the most extreme I could
This once forces everything into a couple on inches and again I did struggle getting excited was a huge problem and very painful but I persevered, another bonus was while wearing this I had the need to sit to pee made me feel even more feminine!!
Nearly one year on I love frustration so much but now I desire more, just want my desire removed once and for , so there is a number of options, chemical which I now take but again I want more, so injections, banding and injections or castration
So here I am I suspect this is yet another huge development in my quest be feminine but it’s one I need take thus far I’ve only been delighted with my development don’t expect this be anything different, so help become your sissy slave I know you won’t regret it
So what I’m looking for is a guy who knows what he wants and isn’t afraid of taking it kinky is a huge plus so lets talk my only desire is serve a guy!!
I understand my choices have a consequences
Posted:May 19, 2020 4:18 pm
Last Updated:May 19, 2020 5:27 pm

So with my love of restrictive items I picked Chastity at first just a cb600 this was good but could only be worn at home due to the bulge it formed, but I used it for a while and enjoyed it I enjoyed how I felt, from the moment you put it on your then desired something you could no longer have a climax, instead I used toys to obtain one in my eyes a better one!
It became clear this device wasn’t for me I needed to be able to wear it for longer so I picked a somewhat extreme one that forces everything into around an inch and is fitted with a urethral tube this can be worn for longer and forces me to sit to pee which is also nice, but with no bulge I could wear panties and chastity under normal gear
A year on and I’m wearing it as much as I can one development is I’m no longer able to get hard even at climax which I have to do once in a while
In my constant state of frustration I’m seeing things in a new light, so I’m planning to take testosterone blockers to chemically castrate myself, this is where you come in I’m looking for a guy who knows what he wants and wants to use me in this state
Just today I found out you can be locked into a dress and they do heels that also lock, feminine forms even silicone feminine masks they think of everything, so if you into a complete novice but a keen one, I am up for further development so if you want to lock me up and use me as your kinky play thing we should talk relocation would be a plus
overstaying with my passport removed i'm trapped this is a plus also
So at last I have some clarity as to where I go from here,
Posted:May 17, 2020 4:46 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

So last I have some clarity as to where I go from here, with my love of frustration and chastity
I know now I only want to serve as a gurl, Chastity is great but it’s uncomfortable and heavy
So I wear chastity almost 24/7 over time this has caused me to remain flaccid Even during excitement, so now I desire more I’ve purchase products that should render me chemically castrated, but I still desire more! Just feel like I would like to encounter the world from a different prospective so would consider injections, banding but my choice cutting that’s right I want to be castrated, further more I want to submit to a guy and be used with nothing to gain
If this isn’t enough I want to relocate so that I’m further trapped in your world total submission is what I desire, if you’re the right guy for me you will understand my desire
I’m as kinky as you like so if you’re a red blooded guy into a gurl then we should talk please
love and kisses Sam
you willing to help me?
Posted:May 14, 2020 4:24 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

So with my love of chastity there has been a new development that maybe because of erectile disfunction or chastity and how painful I can become getting aroused I no longer get hard if I pleasure myself, so some this would be a worry for most for me it’s progress
So just today I’ve purchased two products that claim to lower testosterone levels, reduce hair and enhance breast development is it this easy? I suspect not while hoping so
I suspect this whole process won’t be easy but things that are worthwhile often aren’t
So I now seek a LTR with an understanding guy who will further my development while enjoying and embracing my journey, I’m into all things kinky but not extreme
Right now I feel like a teenage gurl just need a guy to dominate me and enjoy my mouth & boi pussy
want to form me into your sumissive slave?
Posted:May 11, 2020 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

With my balls and sack removed I’m not quite a gurl but I’m not male either, it’s a known fact that castration will further enhance my submissiveness and I know you desire a sissy slave!
And it’s easy to tuck what is left inside my body making for a smooth feminine form in panties or bikini, once I’ve been in the sun my tan lines will show I’m sissy even when naked
This is still a huge step for me a leap of faith you might say, My chastity device shrink’s my clit to just a couple of inches so desire isn’t desirable if I get aroused it’s painful so I tend not to get excited anymore, having worn this for around a year when I do unlock I have a problem getting hard and often ejaculate limp, so I accept castration is extreme but seems to be a natural progression, I know I don’t know much but feel my willingness to please will be enough for a guys needs, lets face it if your as kinky as I like what choice do I have?
so what are you into?
Posted:May 10, 2020 3:10 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

I’ve been wearing chastity and panties but full time for but a year now. Do sometimes wonder if the frilly top of my panties show above my jeans while out and about, Summertime it the worst just less layers, what if a man or men notice my panty or bra line - and make me show them what I am wearing then find out I’m locked too?

I’ve been dressing since I was a in varying amounts to suit my needs at any one time I do accept Chastity is quite extreme and that for most guys this isn’t what they are looking for.

I would like to mention at this point that there is the danger that I can’t go back to normal sex or orgasms after this experience. Since any anal orgasms are much more intense and fun, just feel that ‘normal’ cumming is boring and just waste of time
On the odd occasion I’ve had the need to I’m no longer able to get hard so climax limp this is either erectile dysfunction or it just less desirable
you into me?
Posted:May 8, 2020 5:32 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

Who knew a few years ago I was the predator I saw the female form as an object of desire and just an object for my desire!
Now I find myself there the object of a guys desire! How things change right?
My love of chastity, humiliation, submission, and servitude means I could be the gurl of your desire this excites me, my love of sexy feminine underwear, chastity and kinky. places me right where I was a few years ago but on the other side of the fence.
So I was there I know your wants lust and desire and accept these changes so if your into a kinky gurl I do think I could be her, your need to desire kinky!! How kinky well the sky is the limit I would so trade a normal climax for a anal climax my question is what does this take?
love Sam
share my thoughts
Posted:May 8, 2020 4:59 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 7:28 am

I really feel like I should share with you where I’m at right now on the odd occasion I feel the need to relieve myself I just can’t get hard, so I can climax but I’m soft! And can only do this on tip toes, this could be down to erectile disfunction or my love of chastity, you see in chastity it’s painful to get erect and when I’m feeling frustrated I’m for the most part in heels combined it don’t bode well to continue as is! My willingness to trade isn’t an easy one but seems like a natural progression, so for me a normal climax is over and done with and an anal climax once achieved just goes on and on!! Dressed I do feel venerable, sexy and kinky I need the lust of a guy now just to achieve a climax!!

Kisses Sam

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