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Done all this alone
Posted:Jun 11, 2021 4:48 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2021 4:50 pm
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So I can swallow my own and enjoy anal the problem is that I control everything, once in a while if I undo my chastity I do have the ability to knock one , but since I decided to move towards
Feminine I swallow my own so that I can offer this to you, in fact I need to taste another guys , they say diet and lifestyle changes the taste so I want to taste yours !!

Frustration is my thing so after I dress and swallow I know what comes next, again I’m as ready as I can be having used toys to climax, what I’m missing is your hardness and desire, you see during
Play I control how much, with you in charge I’m the object of your desire till your done with me!!

If I’m honest I desire the whole works, meaning I love chastity and frustration but desire more! Just feel like this should be for good! So what I’m saying is if any of you guys feel like you want your
Sissy feminine I would consider having my desire removed, I know and understand this won’t be easy nor pain free, but I do desire my desire removed

So you willing to remove my desire and use me as your sissy slave?

will you enjoy my puffy boobs?
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Don’t know what to expect and this excites me!!
Posted:Jun 9, 2021 5:28 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2021 4:49 am
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Thus far it been dealing with , from an early age I knew I was different sure I liked girls but I also dressed as one whenever I could
I love the feminine form and want this for , but if I’m honest without the mood swings and the monthly’s

So I trained myself enjoy anal I’ve learned how clean myself and over time anal has replaced my normal climax, toys are my best friend
Right now but now I seek a guy who will show me what its like to become a submissive female !

So I need a guy to take charge of me in chastity I get frustrated and pe-cum so during sex I may make my panties wet, but this is normal
I’m an open book right now never been with a guy just doing whatever it takes to be ready for you!

So I want more I need for you to remove my desire once and for all
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Either one or the other
Posted:Jun 8, 2021 5:10 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2021 4:49 am
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So I just don’t get the best of both worlds either you or female, your able give or receive as a sissy I choose receive only
Chastity is great you just can’t under estimate the power of chastity sitting pee make everything worth wild

Chastity has changed my life and my perception of verses female, I’ve never been happy as male what I seek and have done
From the start is becoming female

I know that this won’t be easy or pain free, what I desire is castration this can be done via banding, injections or hormones what
Ever way works

So as you submissive I know your expect some kind of pain, nipple clamps, fisting and all manner of things I’ve not yet thought of
But your in luck I’m as kinky as you like !!

Just think once your mind is set there is only one outcome, I want serve a guy with my body I accept anything that comes with
My choice!
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I would love become more feminine would love be locked into a dress and heels and used as female, if your kinky that would
Be a huge plus

Remove my choice Castrate and let worry about how I may feel afterwards may even consider clit reduction replace chastity
Said I was kinky

So want encounter cock from the other side, get hard I will swallow recover and use my bio pussy don’t hold back baby I want
Feel your warm seed inside !!

spunky kisses Sam
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So I’m 100% novice
Posted:Jun 7, 2021 4:47 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2021 4:49 am
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So I’m a novice but don’t let that put you off, not sure there is much you would require that I’ve not done myself! What I lack is a guys desire
Frustration is a blessing makes desire what I can’t have, also in chastity I have sit pee, this is also a huge deal just makes feel more feminine
I love dress real sexy chastity just makes this even better, while dressed and in chastity I will deliver anything a girl can and more

This isn’t a rush job this has been coming for many but right now I feel I could become the gurl of your dreams, I know during I can do what you
Desire, and enjoy it

My ideal partner is someone who will keep me frustrated and locked, would love be locked into a dress and heels, would love to be restricted to your house
And have to serve your needs !!

I’ve got to this point alone and thus far not submitted to a guy, I really hope my virginity is a turn on? This isn’t a passing fad I’m sissy please use as such

So if your into expanding limits lets talk, would you like to further my frustration by killing or removing my balls? With hormone and chastity I struggle
Get hard, I so want meet the feminine me, ripped of desire and developing puffy boobs

As a means an end remove my boys and turn into your sissy slave!! Been waiting all my life to become an object of your desire treat me mean to keep
Me keen. Take other lovers if you please make me watch a real guy take pleasure

I would consider castration and clit removal if you desire I said I was kinky!!
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What makes you tick?
Posted:May 30, 2021 3:56 pm
Last Updated:May 31, 2021 4:45 pm
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So I’m asked all the time what makes you tick ? So it’s simple frustration is my driving force, it’s what allows me act in a feminine form
Next question I’m asked is how do you know, well I know because of you see I’ve swapped my normal climax for a sissy climax so I only
Obtain enjoyment from anal, being lock in chastity does focus your mind.

Being self-taught and self-incarcerated I’m able unlock myself once in a while for cleaning and sure sometimes I cheat but if I do I swallow
Anything I deliver that’s how I know swallowing your man juice wouldn’t be a problem

While locked in chastity my lust serves me well I have desire so in my frustrated state I use toys, using toys is very desirable and what I encounter
Is so much better than a normal climax think they it a sissy climax, this climax isn’t just the one off you do as a , this climax just keeps giving
Who wouldn’t enjoy this?

Chastity plays tricks on you mind before your locked up you may have no desire at all but once locked up you desire it so much I so desire climax as a
But I’m unable so I swap my normal climax for the more desirable anal climax and this really does work well

Another thing about chastity is that this alone don’t stop you getting aroused, in chastity I still get aroused from time to time but wearing extreme chastity
The only way this can go is inwards, so my chastity strains and my erection is forced inside me, this isn’t at all desirable and often hurts too, so I did dabble
With hormones to reduce my desire and for the most part my urges to get erect are under control.

So what is next? I need a guy who is just into using me as female. What with my love of dressing sexy, being able to swallow cum and with the removal of
my ability to climax as normal I’m happy to replace with an anal climax

so sure castration isn’t for everyone I accept this but on the plus side for you it will make me more submissive and more obedient sissy and its permanent so
there is no going back, I love the fact I can’t come back from sissy, also love the affects this will take on my body including breast development would love to
develop puffy nipples as I learn to serve my

so the normal goes without saying but what are you into? I have a bucket list and all are kinky can you offer castration and use kinky then please
can we talk would love serve you as a new ,

don't mind while being used by you if you wish take other lovers i would hope you would include , would consider group also if this gets you going!!!

not all my choices have been right but i'm saving myself for that special person who ticks the boxes
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Chastity is now part of my life
Posted:May 29, 2021 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2021 4:49 am
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Think once I discovered chastity my fate was sealed, you see acting feminine and double eing frustrated is just the norm now
Also the thought of flashing so much more flesh than ever before, being forced to wear feminine attire also, remove my
Normal wear and keep dressed in sexy underwear excites , as does makeup, nail varnish and anything feminine

Because I would like to feel controlled I would really like to be locked into outfits, such as heels and dresses

Chastity is fantastic to focus the mind on feminine desires, but it has it’s limitations and can be removed which isn’t desirable
Chastity makes you sit to which is very desirable, and is something I would like to continue moving forward

So a mix of wearing chastity and taking hormones means that for the most part I can’t function as a , my hormones block
The feminine hormones for the most part, but I love feeling of control

My bucket list for years has been to wear feminine full time locked in it would be desirable, I would also love to develop puffy
Nipples and boobs.

Right now I feel like I’ve done everything I can to be ready for this, I use dildos so I’m able to anal climax and when I can I do
The dirty and if and when I can I swallow what I deliver !

I would hope I’m as ready as I can be for this next step I do accept this is a huge one, so I feel like the next step is to have my
Desire removed once and for all, so I want a guy to castrate me, and if you desire reduce my clit so I’m able to get pleasure
From anal. Feel like I’ve missed on so much so if your into kinky that would be a plus, I don’t mind d;t ouble anal sure

Once you remove my desire your need to provide hormones I will provide you the gurl you want and more!!

Take a chance on I’m as kinky as you like I don’t care if you take other lovers maybe you could invite a friend and spit roast
Maybe you would both like to share the same time? Two cocks are better than one

I’m as kinky as you like

Think once I discovered chastity my fate was sealed, you see acting feminine and bdouble eing frustrated is just the norm now
Also the thought of flashing so much more flesh than ever before, being forced to wear feminine attire also, remove my
Normal wear and keep me dressed in sexy underwear excites me, as does makeup, nail varnish and anything feminine

Because I would like to feel controlled I would really like to be locked into outfits, such as heels and dresses

Chastity is fantastic to focus the mind on feminine desires, but it has it’s limitations and can be removed which isn’t desirable
Chastity makes you sit to which is very desirable, and is something I would like to continue moving forward

So a mix of wearing chastity and taking hormones means that for the most part I can’t function as a , my hormones block
The feminine hormones for the most part, but I love feeling of control

My bucket list for years has been to wear feminine full time locked in it would be desirable, I would also love to develop puffy
Nipples and boobs.

Right now I feel like I’ve done everything I can to be ready for this, I use dildos so I’m able to anal climax and when I can I do
The dirty and if and when I can I swallow what I deliver !

I would hope I’m as ready as I can be for this next step I do accept this is a huge one, so I feel like the next step is to have my
Desire removed once and for all, so I want a guy to castrate me, and if you desire reduce my clit so I’m able to get pleasure
From anal. Feel like I’ve missed on so much so if your into kinky that would be a plus, I don’t mind d;t ouble anal sure

Once you remove my desire your need to provide hormones I will provide you the gurl you want and more!!

Take a chance on I’m as kinky as you like I don’t care if you take other lovers maybe you could invite a friend and spit roast
Maybe you would both like to share the same time? Two cocks are better than one

I’m as kinky as you like

Think once I discovered chastity my fate was sealed, you see acting feminine and bdouble eing frustrated is just the norm now
Also the thought of flashing so much more flesh than ever before, being forced to wear feminine attire also, remove my
Normal wear and keep me dressed in sexy underwear excites me, as does makeup, nail varnish and anything feminine

Because I would like to feel controlled I would really like to be locked into outfits, such as heels and dresses

Chastity is fantastic to focus the mind on feminine desires, but it has it’s limitations and can be removed which isn’t desirable
Chastity makes you sit to which is very desirable, and is something I would like to continue moving forward

So a mix of wearing chastity and taking hormones means that for the most part I can’t function as a , my hormones block
The feminine hormones for the most part, but I love feeling of control

My bucket list for years has been to wear feminine full time locked in it would be desirable, I would also love to develop puffy
Nipples and boobs.

Right now I feel like I’ve done everything I can to be ready for this, I use dildos so I’m able to anal climax and when I can I do
The dirty and if and when I can I swallow what I deliver !

I would hope I’m as ready as I can be for this next step I do accept this is a huge one, so I feel like the next step is to have my
Desire removed once and for all, so I want a guy to castrate me, and if you desire reduce my clit so I’m able to get pleasure
From anal. Feel like I’ve missed on so much so if your into kinky that would be a plus, I don’t mind d;t ouble anal sure

Once you remove my desire your need to provide hormones I will provide you the gurl you want and more!!

Take a chance on I’m as kinky as you like I don’t care if you take other lovers maybe you could invite a friend and spit roast
Maybe you would both like to share the same time? Two cocks are better than one

I’m as kinky as you like
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You into a gurl?
Posted:May 25, 2021 5:38 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2021 5:46 pm
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So this Is a question I’m asked all the time but the honest answer is I just don’t know, you see so far I’m self-taught
First came dressing, and as a natural progression anal , this became my go climax
Then I discovered chastity and my world changed for the better in chastity my desire remained but I wasn’t able
Access this because I was retrained down below, so for anal became my only way climax and it felt good
Since I was young I deemed I would wake up feminine, I’ve dreamed of a white wedding and the wedding night
As things have progressed with chastity and hormones this has rendered me all but sissy I can climax but when I do
It’s mostly as limp, for me the next step would be castration I know it’s extreme and irreversible but for me that’s the
Appeal, you see I feel like castration is my way forward, not going you I have no clue how I will feel once the deed
Is done but I’m excited no longer have these feelings
I’m not short on offers but I so feel like I should save myself for a guy who understands and wants use as the obedient
sissy slave you desire, kinky as you like make your sissy and I will make everyday a cum day!!!

guess you might say i've saved myself and my body for the one who desires as feminine you my guy?
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Castration is complex
Posted:May 20, 2021 5:00 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2021 4:55 pm
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So this whole process has been a very slow process it’s taken steps all be it baby steps, and has been more of a natural progression
cut a long story short at some point I discovered chastity, Chastity changes your mindset with your ability removed now you and
Only climax as a sissy, sure frustration is your driving force you desire to do things you may not have before chastity. If you like its
Like if you get what you desire then maybe your release me and I will get what I so desire.

So you might say I’ve felt a better way to climax and I have chosen anal over a normal climax, sure I accept this means becoming a sissy
And submitting to a guys wants and desires but is humiliation, emasculation worth it maybe not but for an anal climax I will all day!

Chastity makes getting erect somewhat painful and since I dabbled in hormones I now struggle to climax any other way than limp at best

So I so desire anal over a normal climax, chastity is at best painful but makes me feel feminine and I love just climaxing anal only and the
Fact I can only just act as male makes me feel like castration is just another natural progression, you don’t need to tell me most ways aren’t
Very desirable there is surgery, banding, or injections

Everything I’ve read says that castration will make me even more submissive and obedient and renders me no longer male in fact renders me
Sissy forever sure I’m scared and apprehensive but this just makes me more committed to do this, thus far I’ve not been wrong and I’m committed
To do this as my last step towards being a gurl forever

So why me over thousands of others I hear you say, so I’m committed to becoming a gurl and will serve you in the ways you expect I accept the
process won’t be easy, I’m also very much into kinky so almost anything goes, as a submissive I’m there to serve your needs all thoughts I had
are removed, so I don’t care if you take other lovers please just include me in some way

everything I’ve learned is self taught with toys or larger objects as yet I’ve not been used as a gurl by a guy so I’m new to this, not short of offers
but I’m saving myself for you

can you see a submissive sissy in your live will you remove my desire once and for all do you desire me as a gurl and use me as such if you do
then lets talk please I only desire to climax as female for a Daddy who will take charge and use me

seems castration will transform me into the gurl you desire and render me unable too climax as normal, so not only without the hormones i need i will become more submissive i will transform into the gurl you desire and without getting off anal will be my only way to climax
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Huge leap of faith
Posted:May 16, 2021 5:29 pm
Last Updated:May 16, 2021 5:41 pm
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So I hope you understand this is a huge leap of faith for , your see frustration is my thing I love the feeling of frustration it makes want to do things for
Things that don’t feel 0% natural but very desirable, during play lack of normal climax and the joy of anal has replaced this feeling,
I know I will swap normal for a anal climax in a heart beat it’s better and lasts longer and is so much more desirable

Think it’s fair to say thus far I’ve taken steps towards becoming feminine, first just dressing then anal play then frustration via chastity during anal play and now
All in, in this whole process I’ve restrained myself from encountering the real thing, not because I’m scared far from it I so want to become the object of a guys desire

Rightly or wrongly I feel like the guy who is willing to invest in my future should be the first to enjoy the goods as it were

I feel like the next step for me is being castrated, you can do this anyway you please you might just want to remove them right at the start, you may require to band me
And watch me suffer as my balls die, or maybe you will keep me in chastity and inject my boys for a of weeks till they die

Either way this does require an of commitment on both sides your need to remove my boys and provide me with HRT to remove the negative affects of such an
Change, castration will take its toll on my body I will become more submissive and obedient will no longer get erect and will slowly develop a feminine form

You may think me writing this I’m just playing for my own enjoyment, your wrong I wear chastity 24/7 so I can’t get erect and if I do it’s not enjoyable as everything is forced
Inside so far from being enjoyable this becomes painful. Chastity and hormones makes an hard on a thing of the past for me
Type
So I won’t lie I’m apprehensive and nervous to offer what I offer but for me it just seems like the next step, I know and understand what is involved and what I can suffer but
For my love of anal and frustration it seems like a chance I’m willing to take

I’m into almost anything kinky, bondage, BDSM, wax, the list goes on, I’m not the jealous type so keep locked up and invite lovers home sure I would like to be included
If you’re a couple sure so long as I’m kept sissy

So this is a huge step I hope I know what I’m getting into but if not I guess I need to just suck it up because like it or not going to become your your sissy slut your slam piece
My balls are in your court

take a chance on you your enjoy all the i am!

Spunky kisses Sam
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Climax and chastity
Posted:May 15, 2021 4:59 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2021 4:49 am
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It’s said if you in chastity and frustrated during anal play you can climax as normal. I know for sure during play I tend pre-cum a lot making my panties damp
From what I’ve read the same thing can happen once your castrated the only difference is that no sperm is present so you climax clear
My balls produce testosterone this blocks the hormones I’m taking to become more feminine,
Castration removed testosterone and enhances the effects of hormones within my body, this means that once I’m castrated my fate is set in stone there isn’t any
Coming back from this,
The affects of castration are well documented please take the time to read up on these, but you will receive a gurl who is committed to this way of life and who will
Develop further into the gurl you desire, I will become more submissive and obedient, in fact the changes to my body and mind are dramatic
I’m sure there isn’t any gurl who wished they wouldn’t wake as female but we live in the real world most of the time right? So sure being put to sleep and waking castrated
Would be a dream come true, but I think I know how you think and the prospect isn’t so desirable, but feel is more desirable for you, I know they guys that desire a sissy
For the most part more extreme and enjoy suffering, so maybe my fate means I will suffer for my goal of a feminine body?
Option one is banding sure I’ve encountered this and its not desirable you will need to retrain me, I won’t enjoy this much but it’s a means to an end so what ever it takes
The other option is injections over a number of weeks
I know once the deed is done it’s irreversible and that is the appeal to me and my commitment to you I only wish to serve you as female I don’t understand my desire to do
This but I know I wish to become feminine and to be used by a male
Work with me baby I;m sure I can be all the gurl you want and desire I don’t expect anything in return there should be only one erect cock in any bedroom if you desire to become
My Daddy lets talk and agree on the terms of my submission
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Years in the making
Posted:May 13, 2021 5:50 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2021 4:49 am
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So if you follow you will know I wish become sissy, seems like my whole life I’ve been missing something I knew I like dressing
I knew I was different just didn’t know how, during I discovered so much about myself, by and quite by chance I’ve found
Myself. And it’s not what I expected at all, seems I like anal and I enjoy it in a frustrated state this helps serve you in the way you
Expect, for being sissy means your unable act as and only wish serve as female
So I’ve trained myself act feminine, and be desirable for a enjoy, first came anal at first it wasn’t easy but over time became
Enjoyable, knowing this got me thinking what would a guy desire lucky enough I felt like one once so I knew I desired a gurl who would swallow
So while I was able I would swallow my own cum, just felt like I needed know what I could expect should I become sissy
Alas over time chastity and hormones ripped me of a climax at best I could only climax limp and as time has gone on these moments are few
And far between, so I’m as ready as I will ever be become the gurl of your dreams!! However this is a way street if you want use as
Your sissy gurl you need render sissy first
Right now I have pierced nipples and navel my guess is you would like my tongue pieced also so better please your oral experience
So the way forward for scares and excites so much, you see for this is real I can’t act feminine without first becoming feminine
So for this is real, how kinky are you? Want remove my desire?
This can be done by cutting, banding, or injections after all your in charge !
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remove my desire once and for all
Posted:May 11, 2021 3:57 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2021 4:49 am
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Options for castration may excite you more than you think there are 3 ways render sissy
1) Visit a cutter a small incision is made and my balls removed under local
2) Banding, where small elastic bands are placed on my sack kill blood supply (extremely painful)
3) Injection, you inject my balls over a number of weeks with 0% proof liquor this slowly kills them
The plus in this is that you will be rewarded with a more obedient submissive sissy and without testosterone
I will develop boobs too
Right now I know what you expect and I’ve trained for this but haven’t indulged because I want to save myself
For my , I’ve trained my arse and I even swallow my own when I’m able be ready for this life
And for times isn’t around I found a expandable lockable butt plug keep gaping for ’s cock
And will render locked any surface via my back pussy
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I wear chastity
Posted:May 7, 2021 5:47 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2021 4:49 am
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In fact I wear extreme chastity which means my bits (clit) is held tightly to my body, if I get excited my hardness grows within me and not outwards
This makes getting excited painful, and what with the mix of hormones very unlikely also

Over many years I’ve been in training I hope I’ve covered all you might expect of me, as a sissy I can act as fem, I have no desire to penetrate anything
Ever again

Chastity is my commitment to you that I want to become the object of your desire I will dress sexy and have you use me as a gurl, my love of kinky means I
Could be whatever you desire!

So here goes thus far I’m self-taught by this I mean I wear chastity to increase my frustration, while frustrated I feel I could serve you as sissy

I knew that as sissy you would desire me to suck you and swallow all you give, not saying this was easy but when I felt the desire to climax as a I swallow
My own

So I also know your expect to use my arse so I used toys, during play I encountered a sissy climax so sure have lay there and feel your lust or have ride
You to climax these both work for

I’m forever expanding my limits so I hope you desire this too, seems like to one guy is enough this said I don’t mind if you invite others into the bedroom

Being kept locked up in feminine attire is a huge plus as is being locked to a wall via my arse ticks so many boxes. Lockable dresses and heels also
Thus far I’ve kept this to myself just feel like a gurl who don’t have any man time would be a plus, frustrate me and unleash my inner sissy and anything goes !!
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