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Full or empty?
Posted:Nov 7, 2019 5:56 pm
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2019 6:19 pm
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So question you guys is do you desire a gurl’s sack full or empty? I guess this will depend on how you plan use your gurl.

The way I see it is that I enjoy dressing but I enjoy feeling frustrated too maybe even more than dressing alone

Then you have to consider the benefits of being empty firstly this is total submission, and over time shrinkage it’s a whole new mindset

Having surgery is the best option but it very hard to obtain the other option is banding this isn’t the best option and can be painful and even dangerous but seems like it’s the norm

desire of tight restrictive feminine clothes hasn’t gone away nor has desire of being frustrated sure chastity does this for right now but its cumbersome and sometimes painful if I get aroused

I just wonder what I could develop into if desire was removed, this said I know and understand the risks but I do feel like the risk is worth the benefits just need a guy share vision

would like develop boobs at first they will be perky but this is such a sexy

Everyone says don't do it he's after taking your balls then he will dump you this maybe the case but its a means an end and worth the chance I think maybe i'm wrong but I desire this and seeing the gurl I can become

regret in life is that I never considered this sooner but better late than never! Sure right now hormones make desire this so much but I love and hate chastity love the frustration but hate being locked up, and as kinky as you like the more kinky you are the better not extreme just kinky I’m willing commit castration question is are you willing take on a gurl like ?
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what i'm into
Posted:Nov 4, 2019 5:02 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2019 4:39 pm
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So I kind of know where I am, most guys will just use to get what they want and this given I will give a time limit, too deliver just to get to their goal, Chastity and frustration is my thing so I guess to enjoy myself with a guy until I surrender my balls, I kind of accept once he gets what he wants then I will be kicked to the kerb, everyone I spoken too says don't offer this but to me this is me, some people will see this as a something negative but thinking about my development maybe forced feminisation is my way forward with less testosterone I will develop quicker as a female so it’s a means to an end, for me I only want to gain pleasure from anal, want to be a submissive female, funny how things change wasn’t that long ago I was you! I can’t do this without you, my guy is into kinky he will want to have me dressed real sexy and want and desire me as a submissive but you need to have an desire to feminise me further!! so if your into lets talk please
kind of know how wrong this is just giving my manhood away but I so desire to be and act female I seems to the next step so if your into a gurl like we should talk !!
not a gold member so contact me via IM
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what i desire
Posted:Oct 31, 2019 6:03 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2019 2:45 pm
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Guys here is my thinking right now time is ticking I really enjoy dressing and I really enjoy chastity but I want more! Thus far this is something I enjoy a few times a week now I want to enjoy these feelings more so looking to do this full time
So full time dressing as female and full time chastity just want to be an object of a guys desire
I’m into kinky so anything agreed is up for grabs thus far I’m a arse virgin in name only your not be my first if you include dildos!! I’m not passable and no makeup will improve this and due to extreme arse play my arse looks more like a pussy but I need you to enjoy my bio pussy look past this and I’m happy to serve a guy I know what to expect and I know I desire this so if you’re a guy in working order then please lets talk, kinky is a plus extreme maybe desirable just ask long term is what I desire like what you see and want to use me as a gurl would love to chat

Sam
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Guys what do you desire?
Posted:Oct 29, 2019 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2019 2:45 pm
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Guys just love the fact you see as a sexy gurl, I love to feel frustrated hence Chastity I find it serves well, I find I’m not quite there yet, kind of the story of my life, not quite the gurl I desire not quite the shape I wish to be and not quite where I want to be!!
You will need to past my looks and inexperience but what I lack I do so make up for in Kinky
So after years of working towards this the question is what do you desire and how can I make this work for you?
I fully accept I may not be all you desire right now but give a chance to develop into the gurl you desire I know and accept this isn’t going to be easy and will need life changes and some maybe extreme but I’m up for the challenge, so what I would say is that I do feel like I have done all I can do myself to be ready to be the gurl you desire. What I can’t predict is your want and desire nor how kinky you are, I’m into kinky and extreme so let’s talk you may be the guy I need in my life, I love frustration and chastity and dressing sexy and feeling emasculated what do you desire?
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where i'm at
Posted:Oct 21, 2019 5:52 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2019 2:45 pm
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Guys I’m just overwhelmed with your cocks, I always thought I was quite large but after seeing photo’s of your members I know how inadequate I am.

This just drives my desire to become a sissy, my chastity reduces my clit to around an inch but as much I like and enjoy this not sure this is the way forward

Chastity is my one true love it restricts my desire makes me feel more feminine and what with dressing make me act as female!! But Chastity isn’t my best option moving forward as it’s sometimes painful when I get excited

I know it’s extreme but my thinking is castration this removes my desire and makes me lust anal climax even more!! Anal climax is my way forward as is dressing, just love that fact that after castration my bits would reduce my cock would become a clit unable to get hard and the only climax I could enjoy would be via anal penetration

I’m never going to be a page 3 gurl but I know what you want and desire so please bless me with you hardness and restrict me of mine and let me serve you as Female
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masturbation
Posted:Oct 17, 2019 5:14 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2019 5:08 pm
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Guys I understand masturbation it’s a release, makes you feel good right? And I’m all for it!
Many ago I dressed mostly for my gratification, I loved the way I felt in feminine clothes
It made me excited and good just dress, over the this has just got more extreme I guess the way you get addicted drugs I got addicted dressing this was my release!

Quite by chance during I included objects at first this was cumbersome then day I the spot, this for me was a turning point, then I discovered an anal climax and my life changed

Always felt strange dressing and enjoying myself as a gurl, but this is me then quite by chance and with a guy interested I agreed chastity this just made me more into feminisation

I’m not sure any gurl wants to go throw this and with what is desired but no likes a dirty gurl
Well unless it’s in the bedroom!! so a cleaning routine is needed. This wasn’t easy either felt so wrong at first but now feels so right!

At some point you need accept yourself for you are I feel feminine and I know what is expected and desired and I know I can deliver for you

Right now I know what expect my chastity keeps me grounded I know I’m a sissy gurl and I so desire cock!! I’m also very into kinky so guys what are you waiting for?

As with any addiction I’m sure this won’t stop here I want and desire more! I love how I feel dressed and in chastity I finally feel myself, would like find how I would develop as a so castration maybe an option

I just think that the removal of my lust and desire is something I would desire I no longer wish act as a alpha instead I want be the submissive sissy you desire and move towards the submissive you desire i know there isn't an easy fix but whatever it takes right?

a true sissy should be able climax via anal

Your thoughts?
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Where i'm at right now
Posted:Oct 14, 2019 5:42 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2019 4:22 pm
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So the closest thing I’ve ever encountered was a meet with a guy in a car, we met outside Argos
Clearly CCTV around there so maybe not the best move!
Unknown to him I arrived fully dressed underneath my normal wear I so wanted him to make a move on me, but alas we just chatted and nothing came of the meet I remember feeling excited and apprehensive but I’m sure if that guy had taken charge I would have been used by now!
Since that close encounter I’ve changed now I feel so much more feminine and maybe more kinky too, these days I wear Chastity most days love how it makes me feel!! Even if I wasn’t feeling horny before fitting my device I’m instantly turned into a wanting slut.
I tend now not to masturbate as I so love feeling frustrated think the more frustrated I feel the more feminine I feel and up for serving a guy..
Another thing I enjoy is cleaning myself I do this most mornings no one likes a dirty gurl and recently I’ve started wearing a butt plug, not sure how but I lost my first one and the replacement is much more extreme it’s a stretching plug and I love how it feels fitted and how it makes me gape once removed.
Really thought about how I would develop as a female I know it’s kind of extreme but I would consider castration either actual or chemical just love feeling frustrated the thought of feeling like this every day is very desirable.
At this stage of my live I would so welcome a submissive role and become an object of a guys desire, some would say why would you commit to this before you have encountered the real thing, the truth is that don’t knock it till you have tried it, for me it’s a natural progression at first came dressing then came anal play and then an anal orgasm, then denial love feeling frustrated! Love feeling emasculated and excited to see how I would develop with out balls
Looking forward to my next step into feminisation what ever it takes!! Thus far I’m a cock virgin but I’ve swallowed my own and encountered many anal climaxes, so my development is up to you use me as a gurl and develop me into the gurl you desire, if your keen lets talk
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what do i expect
Posted:Oct 11, 2019 5:34 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2019 4:23 pm
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Guys I know what you want and I so desire the same just want to be used as a gurl in return you need to be uncut, horny, and kinky, who ever said size don’t matter was clearly mad!!
Thus far I’ve not been touched by a guy this don’t mean I’ve not spent many hours enjoying an anal climax, because this will be my first time you need to be the one, and very understanding looking for a NSA meet but we need to like the same things, and you need to be large won’t consider smaller members, I’m no page 3 gurl but I do have two working holes so I’m ready willing and able to offer you what you desire, I’m very much into Chastity so I will turn up locked up and will remain locked till you have enjoyed me! Want to get into my kickers just be understanding and kinky and let me open up for you!!
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not sure what to expect
Posted:Oct 8, 2019 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2019 2:45 pm
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Baby so you like what you see, I’m well into giving this a go! I’m new to this very new so I don’t have a clue as to what you desire, sure I know what you might expect the normal right mouth and arse? But when you get to it everyone is different. Spent my life getting ready for this moment, think I know what you like and willing to suck and slobber all over your hardness till you bless me with a mouthful after this your want intercourse, Me I’m into Chastity so any meet is all about your wants and desires, I’ve encountered an anal climax before so this is my desire so let me dress sexy for you in chastity and have you enjoy me if I’m not able to get a climax then all I ask is that whatever it take I get to climax! Fucking, fingering, toys, or fisting !!
I’m very much into chastity love feeling frustrated and retrained won’t double guess what your into me I’m into chastity, bondage, fisting and anything that turns you on!!
Further feminisation or even banding or castration may be an option for the right guy!
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Would you trade your balls for boobs?
Posted:Sep 9, 2019 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2019 4:33 pm
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So here are my thoughts think I would be willing to exchange my balls for boobs
Either the natural way via hormones or implants, would like to be able to see what
I would become the natural way! Just love the look of pert nipples I’m sure the process
Won’t be easy but nothing worth wild never is, with my love of chastity and climax denial and anal play do so think that a sissy should only get to climax via anal!

So would I trade my balls for a whole new way of life sure I would consider this for the right man
I love feeling feminine in stockings and suspenders love the feeling of chastity so this would be a huge step but one I would be willing to take, never going to be a page 3 gurl not even close but if you like what you see and see potential lets talk.

if like me you think that a gurl with boobs and without nuts is the bees knees i'm willing to consider castration and relocation

Sam
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Anal joy
Posted:Sep 8, 2019 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2019 2:45 pm
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So I guess I discovered anal joy a few years back and for there was no looking back, as a guy a climax is the end of things, as a gurl the climax is so intense and just goes on and on who wouldn’t desire this, in chastity I’m able to encounter this and I love this and want and desire more
Why choose chastity it’s because it’s my commitment to you I desire nothing other than being a gurl for your enjoyment, it means sucking your hardness and having to swallow your load also means you enjoying my arse and me having to encounter this time and time again
moving forward chastity may not be the way forward, I really want to commit 100% for my guy
so castration maybe the way forward, if I were never to climax again and only be able to climax as a gurl via anal this would be my dream this and dressing really sexy for my guy!!
So if you are into a gurl who want’s nothing more out of life than to serve you as a gurl lets talk !
And if your into making it permanent then I would consider castration for the right guy
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Anal joy
Posted:Sep 8, 2019 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2019 4:25 pm
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So I guess I discovered anal joy a few years back and for there was no looking back, as a guy a climax is the end of things, as a gurl the climax is so intense and just goes on and on who wouldn’t desire this, in chastity I’m able to encounter this and I love this and want and desire more
Why choose chastity it’s because it’s my commitment to you I desire nothing other than being a gurl for your enjoyment, it means sucking your hardness and having to swallow your load also means you enjoying my arse and me having to encounter this time and time again
moving forward chastity may not be the way forward, I really want to commit 100% for my guy
so castration maybe the way forward, if I were never to climax again and only be able to climax as a gurl via anal this would be my dream this and dressing really sexy for my guy!!
So if you are into a gurl who want’s nothing more out of life than to serve you as a gurl lets talk !
And if your into making it permanent then I would consider castration for the right guy
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Who knew it would be this hard
Posted:Sep 7, 2019 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2019 2:45 pm
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so I really did think this would be easy, I hope I offer a guy what he desires sexy in underwear and a can do approach, i'm into kinky but alas most guys are turned off by chastity? the few who like it don't seem keen to meet up, what am I doing wrong?
back in the day a gurl offering what I am would be snapped up

Guys what am I doing wrong?
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