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Blogs > gymrat1974 > ManwranglerJen

Trying to figure me out  

gymrat1974 49F  
1057 posts
2/12/2020 4:10 am
Trying to figure me out

I have said it in passing in my typical flippant manner, but maybe it’s the truth... I want someone to dominate me so I don’t have to control anything. I just want to be there experiencing but not forcing for a change. In my daily world, I make every decision for everyone. My brain is tired. Beyond tired. Maybe for once I don’t want to have to tell anyone what should happen or how to please me. I want someone to watch me and study me and figure it out and then pick me up, carry me to the safest place he knows and then tease me, torture me with my own desires, and take me at his leisure. I am a conundrum to myself. I don’t want to submit. I want to be dominated into submission to where even the decision to submit has been made for me. I want to love it for how much I hate it. I want to find excitement and sheer pleasure in how unnerved it makes me. I want to squirm and yearn and quiver in my delight but also in my lack of control.

This I promise, though. It isn’t going to be easy for all my acquiescence. I will be a brat. I will tell you to go fuck yourself somehow, someway. I will make you want to kill me even as your heart reaches out to me and you can’t take your eyes from my pretty face.

Paulxx001 67M
22642 posts
2/12/2020 5:48 am

 I hope you find what you are looking for. ❗👍😊


gymrat1974 49F  
557 posts
2/12/2020 6:02 am
    Quoting Paulxx001:
    I hope you find what you are looking for. ❗👍😊
I hope I figure out what it is. For now, I just am curious about the possibilities and departures.


ssebas2021 49M

2/12/2020 7:35 am

 Wow is very hot what you have written, and yes I remember your eyes, beautifull.


MrBlue5050 62M
Ask me for a photo

2/12/2020 12:52 pm

 Reading your post, you sound very intriguing. It would be interesting meeting someone like you because of the challenge and the repercussions of your whining of saying no!!!! LOL You sound like a wonderful beautiful woman. it would be nice to get to know you and learn about you.


gymrat1974 replies on 2/12/2020 2:21 pm:
Whining? No. Whimpering, maybe.

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