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How long is too long?
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How long is too long? The lava lamp in my living room has been on for..... Good lord, knows how long now. Long enough that the colored wax is one solid mass that slowly moves from top to bottom in one, endless rotation. Time to shut that thing off before it becomes a safety hazard! I sit here and wonder, this morning, how much of what I do is because I want to do it and how much of what I do is of habit. I'm going to venture to guess the majority of it is of habit..... Routine... I feel apprehensive today as I'm going to be breaking my after work routine. My meal-prepping work friend and his girlfriend have invited me to try out their gym today as I'm considering a membership but want to check it out before I make the commitment. I'm not new to the gym thing.... I'd done it for years in the past. The problem is, it's no longer my routine. My anxiety is on high alert. Every part of my being is saying... Stick to your routine! Wish me luck. |
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so, how was visit to the new gym??? Going to make it part of your NEW routine?
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so, how was visit to the new gym??? Going to make it part of your NEW routine?
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1/31/2020 2:29 am |
I wore black yoga pants, a black tank top, and a pink tshirt over it. LOL Nothing real exciting.
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I would love to see you in your work out clothes....what are you going to wear?😘
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Sounds like it's time to replace the lava lamp! lol They're fun to watch. Good luck with the gym. Hopefully it will be nice and you'll feel comfortable enough there to add it to your routine.
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so whats your routine that your anixety doesnt want to give up in making room for the work out??? only you can tell if it doesnt feel rite to you Pick daughter up after work, chat with son and ex-husband for a few minutes at his house, run any errands that need to be run, go home and cook dinner. Doesn't sound like a lot, but feels like a lot. Anxiety issue - don't pick daughter up first, doubt myself as a parent because I didn't make her a priority. Think about it the entire time I'm doing whatever I'm doing. Because I'm late, I miss talking to my son because he is now at his friends house. Think about that the rest of the night because I didn't get to see him.
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Oh, I thought you wanted and answer like "anything over 8" LOL 
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I get plenty of exercise at work, it's all about walking. I like my routines, I feel like I need them.
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i think if you make the first step (again too) the next is easy and can give you much more fun back
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You are absolutely correct. I'm glad I took action.
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Geez it's only exercise... 
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thanks for sharing sometimes I take different routes to get to where I'm going, just to change it up keep that feeling of unpredictablility make the day your day hmm Sheryl Crow - "Change" Ten years living in a paper bag Feedback baby, he's a flipped out cat He's a platinum canary, drinkin' Falstaff beer Mercedes rule and a rented Lear Bottom feeder insincere Prophet lo-fi pioneer Sell the house and go to school Get a young girlfriend, daddy's jewel A change (A change would do you good) Would do you good (A change would do you good)  I was thankful to have a couple of friends with me yesterday.
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thanks for sharing sometimes I take different routes to get to where I'm going, just to change it up keep that feeling of unpredictablility make the day your day hmm Sheryl Crow - "Change" Ten years living in a paper bag Feedback baby, he's a flipped out cat He's a platinum canary, drinkin' Falstaff beer Mercedes rule and a rented Lear Bottom feeder insincere Prophet lo-fi pioneer Sell the house and go to school Get a young girlfriend, daddy's jewel A change (A change would do you good) Would do you good (A change would do you good) To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!! 
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Breaking routine can be very trying . Do it once and maybe an entire new world of options will open up..And the stress level will go down. Luck!!
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Don't sweat it. I'm sure you'll slip into a new one easily enough. 30-days... and it's an old routine.
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Yes, I do tend to stick to the same routine. I want to change that but first I need to get out of the rut I'm stuck in.
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Yes, I do tend to stick to the same routine. I want to change that but first I need to get out of the rut I'm stuck in.
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Don't sweat it. I'm sure you'll slip into a new one easily enough. 30-days... and it's an old routine. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Breaking routine can be very trying . Do it once and maybe an entire new world of options will open up..And the stress level will go down. Luck!! (Virtual Symposium Group) use Virtual Symposium Group
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1/30/2020 5:31 am |
Geez it's only exercise...
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i think if you make the first step (again too) the next is easy and can give you much more fun back Lust was zu schreiben? [post Privater Briefkasten Privat Mailbox (private Mailbox)
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1/30/2020 5:06 am |
I get plenty of exercise at work, it's all about walking. I like my routines, I feel like I need them.
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1/30/2020 4:39 am |
Oh, I thought you wanted and answer like "anything over 8" LOL
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so whats your routine that your anixety doesnt want to give up in making room for the work out??? only you can tell if it doesnt feel rite to you
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Sounds like it's time to replace the lava lamp! lol They're fun to watch. Good luck with the gym. Hopefully it will be nice and you'll feel comfortable enough there to add it to your routine. Pagan  Hmmmm....I know I left that wand around here somewhere!
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1/30/2020 3:22 am |
I would love to see you in your work out clothes....what are you going to wear?😘
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