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Yesterday It was a tough day. My mother and father were officially laid to rest. I've had a lot of moments over the course of my lifetime where I've felt a sense of finality.... But nothing quite measures to the overwhelming feeling that you succumb to when you see a casket being lowered into a grave. Thankfully I was not alone, the Brother-In-Law was actually present as well for the lowering of the casket, he cried like a baby. In a strange way, it felt good to know someone out there was able to feel this much emotion for him. I wanted to.... "He went eight years without yer ma." Sobs "I don't know what it was about her, but he sure did love her." More sobs Truth be told, I kind of felt a little jealous and immediately felt guilty.... The likelihood of me ever finding someone who loved me that much is minimal. It would be nice to know the feeling, though. Happy Thursday! |
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It's hard to sort through muddled and conflicted feelings. The finality of it makes you think about your own mortality, and ask yourself if you've done what you planned in life, etc. At least it does for me. 
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Maybe something good will come out of it now that you have met the family members for the first time? 
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It's hard to sort through muddled and conflicted feelings. The finality of it makes you think about your own mortality, and ask yourself if you've done what you planned in life, etc. At least it does for me. Elevate me... 
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Maybe something good will come out of it now that you have met the family members for the first time?
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It is a lonely world!! Hugs!!!!
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Don't quite know what to write except Best Wishes for you in the days to come secret_lade. I've got a lump in my throat now.
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It is a lonely world!! Hugs!!!!
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Don't quite know what to write except Best Wishes for you in the days to come secret_lade. I've got a lump in my throat now.
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That would be a tough day. A funeral makes it so very final...like you're forced to admit that person is gone and nothing you can do will change it. And I think we could all use that kind of love.
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That would be a tough day. A funeral makes it so very final...like you're forced to admit that person is gone and nothing you can do will change it. And I think we could all use that kind of love. Pagan  Hmmmm....I know I left that wand around here somewhere!
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Oh, yikes! Never thought of it that way.... I am an orphan. 
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They lived their lives. Now you have your life to live. You do know what's it's like to be loved You just don't see it Your kids love you . Your friends love you . Your co worker love you. We jus met and I can say I Love You. For what you write . You are true ,honest and real. You just need to get out and she yourself LIVE AGAIN let someone into your life. He or she is out there.. XOXOXO Thomas
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A major chapter in your life closes. I try to find something positive. It helps me.
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Jesus loves you, this I know. A bunch of people tell me so. 😶❤️
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Sorry for your loss.
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That's the way my mother was when my father died
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That's the way my mother was when my father died
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Sorry for your loss.
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Jesus loves you, this I know. A bunch of people tell me so. 😶❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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6/24/2021 4:59 am |
A major chapter in your life closes. I try to find something positive. It helps me.
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They lived their lives. Now you have your life to live. You do know what's it's like to be loved You just don't see it Your kids love you . Your friends love you . Your co worker love you. We jus met and I can say I Love You. For what you write . You are true ,honest and real. You just need to get out and she yourself LIVE AGAIN let someone into your life. He or she is out there.. XOXOXO Thomas
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