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Just... Like A Warm Scarf... ❤️
Just... Like A Warm Scarf... ❤️ As she stepped into the empty house, sadness rushed to greet her. She closed the door and listened, to the gloomy silence and her own breathing. The keys in her hands jingled cheerfully, as if to mock her. Her heels clicked across the dark grey, stone tiled floor and echoed, off bare white walls. She reached the kitchen and paused. Slowly, she pulled the keys off the brass ring and threw them, on the black marble counter. He ... had already been there and had left his set... neatly stacked and perfectly labelled. She sighed, as she glanced at her watch and realized she was early. The real estate agent, wouldn't be there for another hour. She'd linger one last time, in a home where she'd lived, for more than thirty years. Imagined voices and giggles called to her. She followed them... down the hallway and up the stairs. She walked into rooms, once littered with toys and dolls ; where clothes had been strewn, in piles on beds. She smiled to herself, recalling all those silly , motherly complaints. The walls, with all their tiny holes and scratches and scribbles (in pencil and pen), offered clues... that someone had lived there. Time had been measured in inches... as they'd grown. "My gosh. Were they really, that little?" she thought, as she crouched down to touch her daughters' initials. They were squiggled in red and blue crayon and had nearly faded, into invisibility. In another room, she closed her eyes and could almost smell - the fresh paint. She'd always loved that shade of green and was proud of her efforts with a roller, and a brush. He , would never forget to remind her... just how much he hated - chartreuse. Eventually, she wandered back into the kitchen. An open drawer, drew her closer. She peered in and... tucked at the back... found something, that had been left behind. It was a picture. A small one, framed by the people who sold it to her. You've probably seen them - those pictures, that is. They're the ones snapped as you roar down the steep angles of 'epic' rides, at amusement parks. The image, was of the four of them - her family. Their mouth's were open, hands raised and laughter frozen, in that moment. She recalled... it had been raining. The park was deserted and there were no lines, for any of the rides. They'd actually ridden the giant roller coaster, four times in a row ! " That ... was a really great day," she smiled. She held the photo closely, while peering into the expressions, of her . "The girls look so tiny. We all look... so young. Everyone's happy. Even him ," she thought. "... even him." Her live a thousand miles away. They're adults now, with family's of their own. They call... occasionally. That amusement park has been closed, ages ago, torn down... and replaced with condos. She brushed her hair with her fingers... and glanced at her watch. Tears welled up in her eyes. She fought hard, not to blink. Ever have one of those days, when sadness and nostalgia wrap around your throat, like a warm scarf... that you just don't want to take off - even if you know, it's choking you? She stood there... clutching that photograph tightly, with both her hands ; afraid to let it go. She blinked. Tears fell... on cold black marble... in tiny mirrored puddles. ...................................... . .. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O |
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Today is Remembrance Day or Veteran's Day. There's a lot to be thankful and grateful for. There's even some room in the day... to get a bit sad. For whatever reasons you have... go ahead. Tomorrow is a brand new day. ❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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It's all right to get sad once in a while. As long as you don't let it consume you. 👍😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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What a heart felt story, yes I have those days sometimes. But I try not to as I hate crying and when I do have days like this I cry a lot. I hope your enjoying your Day of Remembrance there..
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I feel those moments all the time.... My daughter gets off the bus every day at her dad's house.... which used to be my house too. So every day I revisit my old life for just a brief moment when I pick her up after work.
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What a heart felt story, yes I have those days sometimes. But I try not to as I hate crying and when I do have days like this I cry a lot. I hope your enjoying your Day of Remembrance there.. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Thank you. True... 'Lest we forget!' 😊❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I thought you like another part of me? 🤔 lol 😮 Thank you. ❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Thanks for popping in. I'll be funnier... next time. 😊❤️ It's a mood that I was in. You know what I mean? 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I feel those moments all the time.... My daughter gets off the bus every day at her dad's house.... which used to be my house too. So every day I revisit my old life for just a brief moment when I pick her up after work. I totally, understand . ❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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It's the mood that I was in today. It just fit. I thought I'd see if I could improve it. I chopped forty words and added 32. Thanks for reading it, twice. Take care. ❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Reeeelee? 🤔 Hmmm... Thanks... for saying - 'Hello' . ❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Take care. 😊 ♥️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Have a great day. Today, is fresh one, with a blank canvas ! 😊 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Wow! That's an overwhelming number of importance dates. I understand what you're feeling. ❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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A wise and pragmatic strategy! 👍 😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Part of what makes us human is the range of emotions that we have and feel. Music, words, photos, beliefs and memories can evoke those in me. Even though I don't have any direct ties to our armed services, yesterday, I cried like a baby while watching the services from our nation's capital. Perhaps it was my own way of being grateful and thankful.
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You have a talent of telling a story! Why not publish a few.
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You have a talent of telling a story! Why not publish a few. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Part of what makes us human is the range of emotions that we have and feel. Music, words, photos, beliefs and memories can evoke those in me. Even though I don't have any direct ties to our armed services, yesterday, I cried like a baby while watching the services from our nation's capital. Perhaps it was my own way of being grateful and thankful. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Paul........ one of your best posts.
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Echoes from the past ..... Yep Paul have def been there! And such a good idea writing this for "Remembrance Day"! ..... And always 'hold onto all those sexy thoughts'! (Remember if you feel like taking part in some sexy fun then click here!) Come on Some Sketch Fun And Now How About 39Me39 Watching 39You39 If you39d like that Please Comment - So if you would like - click here as well!
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Paul........ one of your best posts. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Echoes from the past ..... Yep Paul have def been there! And such a good idea writing this for "Remembrance Day"! Been there, huh? Yep.. I understand. Here.. this'll cool ya down... Over here we've had 20 cm of snow and it's minus 15.... Hang on... I'll open the door and let you feel it. ♥️🔥💦😮 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I really like this piece. It reverberates with events and emotions we've all felt at some time. Never ignore those who care for you you will have lost diamonds while you were collecting stones
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I really like this piece. It reverberates with events and emotions we've all felt at some time. Thanks for popping in and sharing your thoughts. 😊 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I thought my days of sadness were healed and gone until I read this. But of course you had to add some humor just for me- chartreuse (Virtual Symposium Group) use Virtual Symposium Group
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I thought my days of sadness were healed and gone until I read this. But of course you had to add some humor just for me- chartreuse Ya noticed the 'green' reference? lol 😂 Yep... Well, today is a brand new day. Cheers 🥂 ❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Now let's flip that frown... upside down! 👍 😊 True... As long as there are some smiles there. ❤️ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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