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A Sears Catalogue... And Secret Lives of Spurned Lovers... 😮❤️
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A Sears Catalogue... And Secret Lives of Spurned Lovers... 😮❤️ I used to enjoy browsing the Sears catalogue. I'd glance at the pages and wonder which coffee table would define me? Could only one represent all of me? Friends who'd visit would frown, but it was MY space, and I ignored their snotty appraisals. My style was more conformist when I'd go to work. I'd always make sure my belt matched my shoes, and my tie endorsed the shirt and suit I wore. That's a distinction we all share, isn't it? Your public self isn't always your private you unless you decide to make it so. Nobody at work knew that on weekends, I was committed to losing a portion of my hearing. Who'd guess that I was slamming a set of drums on a stage with three other crazies while building an ear-bleeding wall of sound? Those good times and late nights wove themselves into a rhythmic expression of who I am. The hours near midnight? Now they were the most intriguing. People would inevitably morph into various shades of themselves. She did.  Her long-time boyfriend had recently dumped her, and she was wallowing in self-pity. She wept her entire life story to me - in between sets. At one point, she leaned towards me and whispered; "Let's go to my room and fuck." Before I could reply, she excused herself and dashed into the bathroom to puke. Later, as the band packed up, she staggered out of the hall with a friend in hand and waved goodbye. On the following Monday, I was shocked to see her again. She was strutting up the hallway of the office tower I worked in. I did a double-take, and she stopped. She was wearing a designer business suit and carried herself as if she had a position with a title - and a private parking spot. She turned white as we shared an awkward silence. Finally, we traded a few words, and she continued walking to wherever she was going. It's bizarre when someone's public image smacks into their private one, isn't it? Ever have one of those bumps? I never saw her after that. Oh, and my eclectic coffee table? My wife got rid of it when she moved in. She said it was, 'A bohemian piece of shit.' I thought it was a great place to keep my Sears catalogues. Someone still prints them, don't they? .................................  ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O |
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Are your two worlds transparent or is your public you, completely different from your private you? 🤔 Well, most people know that I played in a band. They don't know all the details and I don't share them. I think folks get, that I have a wild side to me. But I stay pretty private with many parts of my life, including the one on THIS site. 😎 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Do you miss those huge glossy paged catalogues? I enjoyed flipping through all sorts of catalogues when I was younger. These days it's all on line, isn't it? It's not as much fun. 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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way back it was the christmas wishbook that was the shit.. woop woop
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I am not transparent. BC.....before covid, I had a lot more fun that my circle of friends, family and co workers know nothing of and they never will. Now, I am the homebody working girl with no fun. It sucks.
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It's great to have friends who understand and accept you on both sides of the planet. I'm sure EVERY band can share similar tales, right? I'll bet you could actually TASTE that buffet Lol 😂 Yep... It was a wild reality. Not ALWAYS fun, but it certainly was real! 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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way back it was the christmas wishbook that was the shit.. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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So true. The Christmas catalogue! I used to hope for ALL the games and toys I'd see there. 😊 It was fun to imagine. 🤗 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I am not transparent. BC.....before covid, I had a lot more fun that my circle of friends, family and co workers know nothing of and they never will. Now, I am the homebody working girl with no fun. It sucks. Things HAVE changed! 🤔😒❗❗❗ Ya think one day thrill) they'll get back to normal? 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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When I first read the title I was praying this wasnt a shitty post . Ya know I dont remember the Sears catalog. I might have been the ads in Parent's Magazine or the one with Norma Rockwell paintings on the cover. My private life stays out of this site 99% of the time- why share some goodies with folks you will never know But I was a hell raiser and have some funny tales (Virtual Symposium Group) use Virtual Symposium Group
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i missed the huge catalogues....heavy and thick....you know??? i used to order by mail...from every department stores...they had everything in them....from furniture to food, you name it...it's in there....lol...so i can take a look at them at home...oh wow...i feel for those mail men delivering them to me...lol...i used to know people who worked for the us postal service, they delivered mail by walking on the blocks in the city...oh yah...they all hated christmas season...lol...
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When I first read the title I was praying this wasnt a shitty post . Ya know I dont remember the Sears catalog. I might have been the ads in Parent's Magazine or the one with Norma Rockwell paintings on the cover. My private life stays out of this site 99% of the time- why share some goodies with folks you will never know But I was a hell raiser and have some funny tales Those Rockwell covers resonate. So many interesting magazines and catalogues, back in the day. 'Life' , was my favorite. 'Châtelaine' had great pics of women in their underwear. lol 😂 I was a kid. You were a hell raiser? Pray... do tell. Or save it for your blog. I'd love to hear an anecdote or two. Ok, tell me one. Shitty post? lol Reeeelee... ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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i missed the huge catalogues....heavy and thick....you know??? i used to order by mail...from every department stores...they had everything in them....from furniture to food, you name it...it's in there....lol...so i can take a look at them at home...oh wow...i feel for those mail men delivering them to me...lol...i used to know people who worked for the us postal service, they delivered mail by walking on the blocks in the city...oh yah...they all hated christmas season...lol... I miss them. The catalogues, not the mailmen. But actually, I miss those guys as well. Things are changing. They've changed, haven't they? So you shop online now? 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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While I do remember the Sears catalogs, I was more of an Eaton's man myself. Just a personal preference.... *grins* I can even remember the odd Bay Store catalog every once in a while...... 
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Omg! I totally remember that catalog.... I used to go through the toy section and circle the letters of all that toys I wanted. As for my public self and private self... I keep them as separate as possible because I'm completely different when I'm at work than when I'm on my own time.
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10/15/2020 5:21 pm |
Those Sears catalogs were my 1st "porn". I spent a lot of time "shopping" the bra section.
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I used to dogear that catalog to death each christmastime... I want this and this and this and this and this and this! My public self (who are we kidding, there's no public self at the moment) and my private self are pretty much the same... partly because I work for myself, but really that I'm not wild at all much any more lol!
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While I do remember the Sears catalogs, I was more of an Eaton's man myself. Just a personal preference.... *grins* I can even remember the odd Bay Store catalog every once in a while...... I would always flip to *those* pages. lol 😂 Ahhh... Youth. 😊❗ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Omg! I totally remember that catalog.... I used to go through the toy section and circle the letters of all that toys I wanted. As for my public self and private self... I keep them as separate as possible because I'm completely different when I'm at work than when I'm on my own time. Completely different? 🤔 Hmmm... I'm sure parts of you slips out from time to time. 😎❗ Or at least under your mask. 😊 That's an advantage isn't it? Your true expression can linger right in front of the person you're speaking with, and they won't know. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Those Sears catalogs were my 1st "porn". I spent a lot of time "shopping" the bra section. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I used to dogear that catalog to death each christmastime... I want this and this and this and this and this and this! My public self (who are we kidding, there's no public self at the moment) and my private self are pretty much the same... partly because I work for myself, but really that I'm not wild at all much any more lol! True about the public /private self... especially in these times. Wild any more? Or perhaps - you're not wild, any less! ❗❗😎 So... ya gotta story ta share? 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I MISS catalogs! I dreamed my way thru all the Sears and JC Penneys catalogs for years. Oh to be able to have the pretty things pictured in them. My sister would sneer at all of it. Now I shop thrift and if its eclectic, it is going home with me! LOL
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mom must have thrown them away as i kept my dad's books. but he had some old sears' catalogues. the ones selling houses. it was a fascinating read as a child.
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I looked at that Sears catalog as a kid. Now my private life no one knows about. Not many on here know that side of me. When I did work I had two friends who knew about my Submissive side but no one else did. For the most part I was quiet and still am today. The Light is shinning and she is lonely and waiting in the darkness. 
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I MISS catalogs! I dreamed my way thru all the Sears and JC Penneys catalogs for years. Oh to be able to have the pretty things pictured in them. My sister would sneer at all of it. Now I shop thrift and if its eclectic, it is going home with me! LOL Ahhh... the dreams those pages held. lol 😂 All so perfectly displayed! 👍😊 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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mom must have thrown them away as i kept my dad's books. but he had some old sears' catalogues. the ones selling houses. it was a fascinating read as a child. They were littering the house. lol 😂 😮 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I looked at that Sears catalog as a kid. Now my private life no one knows about. Not many on here know that side of me. When I did work I had two friends who knew about my Submissive side but no one else did. For the most part I was quiet and still am today. Quiet is a peaceful place to be. And everyone HERE knows. I guess you can trust us. We all have our kinks. ❗❗😎 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I really love this post because: 1) my dad worked for Sears for most of his career (a store manager at the end) so of course we ALWAYS had a big Sears catalog in the house. 2) I've often felt like I lead a double life with a straight job but an un-straight life after hours. My first job out of college, I was a bank examiner yet spent weekend nights listening to punk rock bands. Much later it was the combo of having.a straight job but being on this site and Fetlife.   
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I really love this post because: 1) my dad worked for Sears for most of his career (a store manager at the end) so of course we ALWAYS had a big Sears catalog in the house. 2) I've often felt like I lead a double life with a straight job but an un-straight life after hours. My first job out of college, I was a bank examiner yet spent weekend nights listening to punk rock bands. Much later it was the combo of having.a straight job but being on this site and Fetlife. Dja ever get a chance to race through the empty aisles, after store hours? Isn't there something special about a public place when no one else is there? Bank examiner? Wow... If they only knew. I was always shocked when I'd accidentally let something slip and that co-worker would pick up on it. Not like I was hiding anything. I think many of us are just so careful about what we share. Bank examiner? 🤔 hmmm... I'd have outted you.. lol 😂 😮 Dja ever catch yourself and bite your tongue on someone else's remark? If they only knew... Yep.. Sears was a classic! 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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It's nice to have friends who you can trust. Quiet is a peaceful place to be. And everyone HERE knows. I guess you can trust us. We all have our kinks. ❗❗😎 The Light is shinning and she is lonely and waiting in the darkness.
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My sexy friend, not everything. I have to keep some things a secret 🙂🎃💀 I misspoke. 😊 Everyone keeps SOMETHING from everyone. 👍❗❗❗ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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10/18/2020 6:30 am |
First, being in a band is awesome, the situation with the lady was akward for here, I know the Sears catalog was finally, but the band, the women that got dumpped, flirting, and then she a business woman in the morning, is materiel you use on a script on "Skinamax"! You can tell a hell of a story!
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First, being in a band is awesome, the situation with the lady was akward for here, I know the Sears catalog was finally, but the band, the women that got dumpped, flirting, and then she a business woman in the morning, is materiel you use on a script on "Skinamax"! You can tell a hell of a story! I'm sure - if you've ever been to a wedding - you could relate. People have a tendancy to let their hair down at parties and weddings, don't they? 🤔 Thanks for popping in. 👍 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I think every Canadian adult remembers anxiously thumbing through the Christmas Wish Book. Later it was the regular Sears and Eaton's catalogues. As a young adult, they were replaced by Consumer's Distributing. Anyone who has met me will confirm that the person I present on this site is the same as the one in the 'real' world. My closest friends know that I have met people through an online site...they just don't what 'type' of site I use 
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You def write "food for thought" stuff Paul! Hey, and you played in a band, absolutely great stuff! As for your "public versus your private image", guess I am that way - and I'll be Cinderella again when at home, barefoot jeans and t-shirt free! Fun to be able to dress up and look good as well cos it makes the being comfy soo much more relaxing - that make sense?! I've been wondering if "Reader's Digest" is still around - used to be hounded by em but not any more!  ..... And always 'hold onto all those sexy thoughts'! (Remember if you feel like taking part in some sexy fun then click here!) Come on Some Sketch Fun And Now How About 39Me39 Watching 39You39 If you39d like that Please Comment - So if you would like - click here as well!
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I think every Canadian adult remembers anxiously thumbing through the Christmas Wish Book. Later it was the regular Sears and Eaton's catalogues. As a young adult, they were replaced by Consumer's Distributing. Anyone who has met me will confirm that the person I present on this site is the same as the one in the 'real' world. My closest friends know that I have met people through an online site...they just don't what 'type' of site I use So, you've met someone? Good for you. I hope it works out for you. 😊 👍 The same here as out there? I imagine that as we mature we care less what people think about us and what we should keep to ourselves. I'm sure there's a drawer of stuff you prefer to keep locked up. 😶 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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You def write "food for thought" stuff Paul! Hey, and you played in a band, absolutely great stuff! As for your "public versus your private image", guess I am that way - and I'll be Cinderella again when at home, barefoot jeans and t-shirt free! Fun to be able to dress up and look good as well cos it makes the being comfy soo much more relaxing - that make sense?! I've been wondering if "Reader's Digest" is still around - used to be hounded by em but not any more! I don't know about Readers Digest. Online perhaps? 🤔 Did you not get those big store catalogues sent out your way on your side of the pond? Yep... It's good to keep a few secrets to yourself. No secrets here though... lol 😂 Yep EVEN here, I'm sure most remain secretive. No? 🤔 Happy Sunday. 🍷🍷😎 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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True about all those catalogues and the Xmas wish list they provoked. I never really cared if I got them as gifts. It was fun to look at the pics. So, you've met someone? Good for you. I hope it works out for you. 😊 👍 The same here as out there? I imagine that as we mature we care less what people think about us and what we should keep to ourselves. I'm sure there's a drawer of stuff you prefer to keep locked up. 😶
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I said I had met people that doesn’t mean that I am currently seeing anyone. And no drawerful of hidden items, unless a selection of favourite CDs 💿 in my bedside table counts 😊 No... it certainly doesn't. Especially if they're too far to touch. They - those cd's - only count if you're fearful of misplacing them. And ya wouldn't do that, woodja? 🤔 Nope...🍷🍷😎😘❗❗ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I understand what you mean about the toys 'wish list'. I also get those OTHER pages... lol Yep! And they were hot. 'Perverted', is a state of mind and I don't think people will judge you here. Enjoy your an anonymity. And feel free to pop back in here any time. Cheers 🍷 🍷 😎 ❗ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Now its the Walmart magazine and toys r us and canadian tire for shopping for toys for the kids.
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Now its the Walmart magazine and toys r us and canadian tire for shopping for toys for the kids. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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That's true but I don't even get those magazines anymore. Still fun to look through them. 😎 ❗ ❗
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they all come inside the weekly publi-sac. Silly me. Ask me when was the last time I actually looked inside. I know - my bad! 😮 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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True... Silly me. Ask me when was the last time I actually looked inside. I know - my bad! 😮
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Your independently wealthy. you have no need to look for the specials in the publi-sac.. Lol... Ooops... Where did I leave THAT impression? But those bags don't really have much that I can relate to inside. How many aluminum windows or cheese burgers does one really need? It's rare I find anything in those sacs. Do you? 🤔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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True about both. Good picks although, I've never seen either? Are you a catalogue expert? 🤔 Thanks for playing along... drop by any time. 🍷🍷😎❗ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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