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My First Dildo
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My First Dildo It's been 3 months since my ex and I broke up. 3 months since I've had sex. 3 months since I've been penetrated. And to be honest, it's kinda starting to bother me. During this dry spell I've masturbated plenty of times and I don't have a problem getting off that way. Believe it or not, I've never used toys. I read that you can desensitize yourself to the real thing by using them too much and I worried that once I started I wouldn't stop. But I caved in the other day. I went to Superb Video with a few friends mostly as a joke. Well, one of them wanted to buy a bong, but obviously we checked out all the sex toys and laughed our asses off. I mean, how can you not? I could never buy one of these things in front of my friends, but I went back later that night alone and got a basic 6-inch white dick about the same size as my ex. My mom is super pure and crazy, so I have to hide it. I cut it open and buried the plastic in the trash so she won't see. My first impression: This thing smells like shit! i took it in the bathroom and washed it in the bathtub with lots of soap. It still smelled like bad rubber, a little like condoms actually, but it wasn't as strong. I thought that holding a dick again would turn me on, but this toy wasn't doing anything for me. I had to pull my phone out and look at some sexy guys on to get my interest back. I got naked and suction cupped the dildo to the bottom of the bathtub as I got ready to mount it. I squatted over it and angled the head against my pussy and slowly pushed down on it. Owww! Fuck that hurts! I know I've been out of the game for a little bit but I didn't expect it to feel just as bad as when I lost my virginity. I slid off it and rubbed my clit for a minute, looking at more sexy pics before trying again. It still hurt and I stopped and just finished myself off with my tried and true fingers. I cleaned the dildo again and wrapped it in an shirt and buried it in my closet. I spent a little time reading some articles about how sex can be painful if you haven't had it in a while. feeling emotionally ready for sex and hoping to have it for real again soon, so I wanted to keep trying and work past this so I can have nothing but pleasure with a real man soon. The next night, I brought the toy to bed with me thinking maybe it would be better laying down. I worked it in and out of me slowly for a few minutes and it still hurt, but not as bad. I felt like I was getting used to the feeling of having something hard penetrate my pussy. On night 3, I tried riding it again in the bathroom. This time I was able to get past everything. I rode it for about 5 minutes before cumming all over it. It felt so good and I felt accomplished that I had worked past the pain and was ready for pleasure again. That was a few nights ago. I haven't used it again since, but I might pull it out again soon. Like I said before, I don't want to get too used to something fake because I wanna be able to enjoy the real thing. But it's fun to have my own personal dick to ride whenever so turned on that I more than just my fingers.  |
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1 post 12/8/2018 1:22 am |
Well I think thats HOT , and when your ready to be penetrated with the real cock balls deep inside slow and sensual and work it were your kitty is dripping wet , then i can lick your clit / tounge fuck you as well to your glory hole all night <3 <3
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12/8/2018 3:52 am |
Big mistake, rubber dildo in the tub as its sticky that was. Glass is much better there and warms in the water which is a big plus, for me anyway. Also try some lube but be careful as some melt the rubber depending. The smell never goes away it seem but after much more success you'll learn to put the two together scent/pleasure, then it isn't half bad lol. Lastly, not that I'm crazy about size myself. But remember you loose some as you have to hold on so matching your boyfriends 6 takes 7 or 8. But as long as it's getting you off then great. I enjoy the vibration part as much or more, next time get one that can to see for yourself. Good luck and enjoy
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12/8/2018 7:04 am |
Nice how you enjoy it, don't give up on the real thing yet lol
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You are sweet!! Very nice!!!
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12/8/2018 6:28 pm |
Well im not to far from you hit me up
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Freeone is correct. Never forget the lube and make sure its the correct type.
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The real thing is so much better. Vibrators are the better way to go though cause there are so many ways you can use them and can be really fun if the man is willing to let them join.
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How about a video of you playing with that toy? Isn't it about time to add a new video anyway? I know I would love it and i bet all your fans would. 
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Maddy, dear... When you get to the 15-yr mark, then you'll realize just how freakin' lucky you were to only be at the 3-mth mark.  Solar... #DoMeToo
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12/21/2018 2:43 am |
Post a video of you using it 😋
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Good girl....maybe Daddy can help?
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12/22/2018 7:38 pm |
Built in America
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I would give you the real thing.........if you are interested! Message me sometime......and let's chat!
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Watching you pleasure yourself with your toy(s) would be so erotic. Replacing them with me would be truly satisfying - for both of us. I'd be more than happy to do that. Batteries not required. 
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