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Fetish or Kink  

Insertable 84M
6 posts
3/16/2021 1:25 pm
Fetish or Kink


As I said, in my first post, I am not sure if or for how long I might pursue my blogging effort. Perhaps, if I go on blogging for a long enough time, I will see a direction and purpose to blogging. At the very least, blogging seems to be a way to publicly think out loud. I am not an expert keyboard user nor am I a writer, so please bear with me and forgive grammatical or spelling errors; the latter is the result of straying fingers, not knowledge.

So, on with the show. I have a fascination with object insertion, as a giver but much more so if I am on the<b> receiving </font></b>end of said penetration. To me, insertion of sanitary and safe objects into the vagina, anus, and urethra are fascinating and enjoyable. As a receiver of penetration objects, it is on a level of a fetish. It doesn't provide me with arousal se, but it does give me immense satisfaction to be the passive object of another persons pleasure at inserting objects into my anus and urethra. So is it a fetish or a kinky aspect of my unique sexuality?

The difficulty with such a fetish (kink), is finding someone(s) who truly enjoy this kind of . For many years I have been mostly sexually dominant with my female partners and am a sadist who is aroused their submission and masochism. I still am. But I have had a couple female partners who introduced me to ass and pegging. That began an evolution in my understanding of myself and my sexuality. As one might expect, pegging is great but I began to wonder what a real penis might feel like when inserted and stroking my anus. Finally, in the last couple of years, I ventured to find out. It was not only great but led to a desire to have more, much more. It also led to discovering that I really desired to be an 'object' for others to use as their 'toy', an object to be used for their experimental and enjoyment. I am okay with bondage and even moderate to a bit more of CBT. Gender, to me , is not relevant except that men have a living 'tool' to insert in my anus and I really like that. I'm not attracted to men sexually but have had some experiences with gay and bi-sexual men that were fun. In the vernacular of the genre, I am a non verse bottom.

So now I find myself in a very small sexual niche. I am okay with that but would really hope to find a suitable playmate(s) or even a partner, I suppose. I would love to be an anonymous 'party favor' glory hole for a large orgy or swingers party. Or maybe just a passive recipient of a gang bang, used solely as a cum dump. Use me, fill me up, and be on your way. Crazy huh? Females into this sort of ass play are few and far between, especially for men of my age. Men are a bit more available but are either gay of bi and want a reciprocal play session, you know, the 'boyfriend' experience. So just how does one find the right play partners for this fetish and kink? Keeping in mind, cleanliness, good hygiene standards and freedom from any STD. I think I am what is referred to as a pan and poly sexual. Where oh where are the women and men who have a desire to make use of one such as myself?

I ponder all of the questions and desires I have for use and keep hoping I find the people who fit my particular kinks or they find me. It seems this is all one can really do. Very few people on this site, thus far, seem to be genuinely seeking a RT hookup. I do a fair of 'navel staring' and wonder if I am just an oddball. Are there others like me out there? If so, are they too shy to be open about their wish to make use of a human toy such as myself? Where are they? I have no choice but to keep looking, waiting, and hoping.

If you have read through my post, feel free to make positive comments or share your own thoughts and ideas. Flamers and haters will be ignored.

I hope your days are all you could hope for. Namaste.

HAMONMAN 64M
13128 posts
3/16/2021 5:30 pm

Flamers and haters will be ignored.

You can actually block those types from your blog.


tomwiibottom 64M  
3 posts
3/23/2021 10:47 pm

Very well written and I share most of the same desires that you wrote.


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