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A HUGE gang bang fantasy for me  

FemBoiWantsMolly 32M
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3/26/2021 5:51 am
A HUGE gang bang fantasy for me

As I sit here in my small, but comfortable apartment looking out at what was once a dreary landscape now transformed by the simple movement of clouds revealing a warm glow of the sun- I contemplate, how did I get here?
Ha, I am such an<b> amateur </font></b>writer. Anyways, nothing deep here. No philosophical tropes or a discussion on human sexuality. Just good ol' ranting of how much I loved my first experience on MDMA a.k.a Molly. It fucking awoke something in me so deep and primal that it was like feeling the earth tremble during an active volcano eruption (not that I know what it's like) my body vibrated and hummed in a way I could never put into words.

Colours became so vibrant and lively. Sounds left me for a moment come back in such harmony that felt like the universe put on an orchestra solely for me. I remember looking at my arm and all my blemishes (freckles, hairs, etc) melted away and my skin was this one singular colour. was like looking at an aliens arms and hands from a POV. I was beyond euphoric and felt nothing but empathy and joy.

Then the real sensations me like a fucking mac truck and all I knew was I wanted be dressed in the sluttiest outfit with cheap make-up and have tens of men consuming me in such a perversed sexual way. I just wanted cock in me so bad. unfortunately I never got it, I never knew what it would do me and never planned for anything do something with it. It was so fucking intense and lasted hours. I even talked imaginary 's and told them what I wanted them to do to me. i couldn't stop touching my body and grabbing my chest and buttocks and thighs in such a rough way. My body danced and thrummed and got so excited over every touch.
I fingered myself in the shower for at least an hour. lol I even wore this raggedy shirt just to tear it, to feel the wet fabric stuck to my body and tear as though it were someone hungrily ripping my clothes off and fucking me. I loved every second of it.

So anyways, it was great- but it also feeds into something I always fantasized about since I was a . Pretty much, drug coercion? I don't know what the fetish would be called, but be pressured by men take drugs and perform sexual acts. 's not just the drugs, I don't even do that many- 's the idea of being in this power imbalance dynamic and be in an altered state of mind that leaves me vulnerable and easily exploitable.
The very idea turns me on, other than crack or heroine, the drugs wouldn't matter as long as they gave a good body high. I would love nothing more than dress up in full on panties, bra, women's clothing and make-up. Even do my nails, and then have them just grope me in uncomfortable ways while they record me sucking their cocks and being penetrated by their meaty, veiny rods. thing I would ask out of that is get some of the photos and videos to post on here. lol I would let them degrade and humiliate me, I would role- in various ways. I would want them spank me, choke me, spit in my mouth, bind my wrists my ankles and take turns on me. me all kinds of female targeted slurrs- me a sissy, me a slut, a cum dump. Then when they feel that aching pressure just relieve themselves of their salty burdens- they could shoot all over my face, chest, back, ass and deep inside me. They could take turns jerking off into my mouth till over flowed past my lips and leaked down my face and neck- I would want them force me gargle and THEN swallow . smile for the cameras afterwards and say how yummy was- whether or nt I thought was is irrelevant.
This, this would be the pinnacle of my sexual desires and fantasies. Something I always searched for but couldn't find. I don't want silver foxes or nice guys, i don't want white knights or kind, thoughtful people. I wanted old perverted men willing use me not release their repressed sexual frustration but just all their frustration on me. Got a problem with us shitty little Millenials? Then literally that generation. Got an issue with some smarmy leftist? I am that slef-loathing masochistic cunt you can devalue less than a human and use as just a sex object empty your sack into. Tired of your wife or girlfriend not giving you what you want sexually? shove pills up my nose and ass (Two ways I never taken anything before, but thus the pressure and coercion) and use me as some dumb little slut. With the right kind of chem and boomer elbow grease- you could get me to do almost anything, I am sure. This of course wouldn't be something I'd want every day- but just that one moment of being desired; not for my body per se ( are better), but for the idea that I am that easy and available and without judgment you could do and say whatever you want me.
the consequences later, the regrets I may have later- 's what I want. Old, balding, heavy set men using their cocks on me. The bigger the better but even if were really small- cares? I am just an unthinking toy for you to abuse for that one night. Ethnicity, Religion, Culture- doesn't matter, just your age and the things you want to put in me.
drugs, Camera, Cumshot- Just a Femboi Thot.


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