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So Long and Thanks For All the Fish
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So Long and Thanks For All the Fish Methinks I'm done with this little adventure. It was fun getting the tiniest bit of attention but I think that's all I'll ever get here. I did get a from someone but alas, I can't read it because I'm a free profile scrub haha. I guess I just lack the conviction to go for the full membership. I've thought about it but honestly, I have zero "game" and still lack the confidence to really put myself out there. So I can only assume that I would just be throwing money away. I only came here to find a few women to sext with, nothing crazy. I wasn't really interested in encounters or dating. I just wanted a bit of sexy attention from time to time. I really don't think I'm going to find it here. I probably won't find it anywhere, if I'm totally honest. My SO and I finally had a great conversation about our sex life last weekend. After ten years of marriage, she's decided to actually want me physically, or at least try to want me. She refuses to do anything in writing though. But hey, beggars can't be choosers right? It would still be nice to be naughty with someone but I think that ship has sailed for me. She's willing to have sex with me and that's about it. No dirty talk, no pictures, no random attention during the day. My SO will never be so horny that she has to me about it. That's marriage for you though. It's all about compromise! We're starting to actually have sex again but I know she'll never let me fuck her throat. I'll never be allowed to cum all over her face, either. We'll just stick to good ol' fashioned sex, I guess. Maybe one day we can explore more but it'll probably be a few years before then. But we really are making progress. She let me rub her clit last night. I honestly haven't been allowed to touch her down there in years! So, that was honestly exciting. So who knows? Maybe she'll turn into the sex kitten I've always wanted in my life. As you can probably guess, I never had much luck in the dating game. I've dated a few women but that's about it. I always assumed that I would marry someone who wanted me as much as I wanted them though. That's not what I did. I married a woman because I loved her mind, her strength and her spirit. I just forgot to ask if she'd want to have sex after the whole "I do" thing. It was my fault for projecting my desires onto her. It hurt so much feeling so alone for so long. I'm sure some of you know what it's like to be constantly<b> rejected </font></b>by your partner. It hurts so much. But hopefully, we've found our rhythm. So, here's hoping that this is a new chapter in our lives. A sexier chapter haha So, thank you! Thank you for letting me join this community for a hot minute. It was fun while it lasted. If I ever come back, I'll be sure to buy a membership. I really hope you find what you're looking for here! I sincerely hope that you find love, lust, companionship, whatever you desire. You deserve it! There is so much pain in this world. So much heartache and misery. Find solace and comfort where you can. Be yourself and explore your desires. You are beautiful! And I hope you find the person (or people) who can make you feel that truth! Have fun and be safe about it!! (If we're totally honest, I'll probably stick around for another day or two to see if anyone reads this. But that's vanity for you!) |
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