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Posted:Jul 16, 2012 8:02 am
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2012 6:36 am
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Well sorry I wasn't on this weekend. I needed a bit of time. To come to the realization of my dr.'s appt, welcome K home and just relax.
Dr appt went well. I kinda decieved some people...for their own good in a way. A sweet friend who does more for others than herself offered to go with me although it was the dreaded Fri the 13th. But she had already had a long night....so I told her to rest. Mini me assumed (so I let her think it was all covered) that the friend was going with me so she stayed home to get her chores done before going to her dad's (ok, reality...her grandparents).
The dr was very straight forward. He told me the last biopsy was benign. Asked if I still wanted to move forward with the surgery. Yep. So he asked when would be the best time. Well my longest period off would either be summer break (too late this year) or Christmas break. So, it is now scheduled for me to do pre-op mid Nov and schedule my surgery for the first week of Dec. Gonna be doing a lot of relaxing this Christmas break.
K was first scheduled to get home from his business trip on Sat. He rescheduled to get home Fri night. So, he told me his itenirary and I tracked him. He told me he was home, heading home...at home (the last message I was already about 1/4 mile away!)
It was nice to fall into his arms. To have him hold me. To tell me he loved me. We spent Sat. having a late breakfast, then we decided to do a spontaneous trip to my hometown (just a suburb off the city). Showed him the old house, elem school, jr high and finally hs. Where I worked at the Catholic school....Then he wanted to just drive the main strip. And the further he drove...the closer he got to a haunted memory. I took him. We drove by. And drove by once more. It didn't feel so haunted anymore. Onward! Stopped and got him a haircut, then off to the local health food grocery store. I loved it...I would make a mmm sound and he would want to know if I wanted that. He so wants to take care of me. Ended up with a nice seedless watermelon  . Homeward! Dropped off food then headed to the local Wally world to grab some grilling stuff.
It is nice. Nice to relax. No pressure. He is into me just the way I am. Not into me just for sex. He loves me. He likes Mini me too! And she adores him. And the really cool thing? He is into the same things...he loves to just reach across the car as we drive and touch me. Not sexual...we just are touching. (I am a HUGE affectionate person)
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Need it....NOW!
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Posted:Jul 13, 2012 11:19 am
Last Updated:Jul 22, 2012 9:48 pm
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Ever have that moment...
That moment, suddenly out of the blue.
Where you are just suddenly very VERY aroused?
Now is that time for me. I am sitting here at home...mini me playing on her Kindle...and I am like totally in need!
And of course...I will be leaving to go to the hospital for my appt in less than half an hour!
Is this a joke? On Friday the 13th?
Heres a sweet treat...from the vaults
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Friday the 13th
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Posted:Jul 13, 2012 6:23 am
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2012 7:42 am
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Well it is Friday the 13th. That could be a good thing or a bad thing. Just depends on the way you look at it I guess.
For instance...K and I were talking yesterday and he pointed out the our first date was on a Friday the 13th. That was a good thing! Maybe this one will be as well.
Yesterday was not all that great for me. The reality of being a single mom kicked in. Especially a single mom with an ex-hub that really doesn't do his fair share in sharing the financial part of the parenting.
Oh, he sends his support (because the state takes it automatically from his check). But he doesn't pay his 51% of the other parts of the medical. Of course I don't push the issue either. According to the divorce decree we split medical 48.70% me & 51.3% him. I just pay it because I don't feel like listening to him gripe.
Yesterday was one of those days. Over vacation with her dad & grandparents, mini me told her dad to set her up an eye appt. (she has decided that he needs to step up a bit). Well her grandmother told her she should go with contacts. Ok...we'll see. So her dad calls her Tues. and lets her know he set her up with an appt and it was all ready for her to just show.
Eye dr was young and cute...she liked that! Until he told us the cost...when he left the room she had tears in her eyes...and told me she didn't want me to spend that kinda money. (She knew it would be me and not her dad) Well they set her up with 5 pairs to try out....and then we went to leave. He set it up...and left me to pay. Shoulda figured. And to top it off...she goes back in a week. So another big co pay....and the cost of contacts....
So at the moment it sucks being a single mom...with a very tight income.
Oh...back to Friday the 13th. I go for another medical thing today. So lets hope it is one of the good ones...and I don't drive home crying again.....And the one good thing is K comes home from GA today.
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Celebrate...no bra!
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Posted:Jul 9, 2012 8:22 pm
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2012 8:12 am
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Today July 9th is National No Bra Day.....
So I figured I would join the movement. No bra today! It was a chill out at home kinda day. Mini me and I both went braless.
We took a "lazy" day. Watched movie. Had easy lunch...PBJ's & Chocolate milk. Then vegged out on my bed playing yahtzee. Then of course was the obligatory nap.
To top it off....My sweet baby girl fixed dinner. It was simple but she did it all by herself. Spaghetti with simple jar of veggie packed sauce (she confessed she added shredded mozzarella to the sauce as it simmered). I so love my mini me!
So...I snuck a picture while she was in the shower. I didn't think you'd mine if I showed a little nipple. 
And even a shot of pussy too!
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Who Knew?
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Posted:Jul 3, 2012 11:01 pm
Last Updated:Jul 9, 2012 8:46 am
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Who knew shopping could be so fun!!!!
Tonight my K and I went shopping. He is looking to replace his mattress on his bed. At the moment he has what looks to be a king (two twin adjustable beds). And he is now looking to either get a king or queen mattress to replace.
So I met him at his house, and after a few kisses and a phone call from mini me  we headed off to mattress shop.
We stopped at the first store and the salesman right away took over. Here lay down on this and we will "read" your body to tell you the best mattress. Of course K fills out the screen and it asks if he shares the bed...he put yes!  I couldn't believe that!
So here we are laying on this bed...and everyone is walking by. Then it tells us we need a "red" mattress. Okie dokie artachokie! Lol...so off we go. The first one we look at, K loves....the salesman is checking to see if they have it in stock...I say "K, NO! You need to look around, do a little research...try a few mattress out before you decide."
Onward to the second store where I know I must have looked at beds with SOMEONE before . And we looked at mattress there. Laid on quite a few. And he kept trying to pull me into a spoon position...lol!
Then we decided on a late dinner at a local pasta place. Very nummy! On the way back to his place...we pulled into his work's parking lot and watched the local fireworks display. It was nice.
Now, must say as a side note...about his bed. It is not fun to be making out (laying sideways instead of up and down) and have your butt start going down the crack!!!!
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Second job?
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Posted:Jul 3, 2012 7:13 am
Last Updated:Jul 9, 2012 8:52 am
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Ever hear something and it makes you wonder? Or blush? Or it excited?
I love to read. I love to be reading to the classes at the school I work at when my boss isn't there to teach. It is wonderful to me. To sit back in the chair and imerse myself in the book. The love it as well. I tend to slip into the characters.
Well, I sometimes do that when I speak on the phone. In the past when I would talk to a guy late at night (when mini me wasn't at home), I would get very seductive. My voice would get all sultry. I would go into great detail as to what I was doing to myself.
And usually I wouldn't be doing anything. Not touching myself. Nada.....
So that makes me think. I could probably be a sex phone operator. I could....I would never "see" the man. Just talk dirty.
On a side note though....I usually ended up masturbating after I got off the phone....
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The heat is on...
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Posted:Jul 2, 2012 10:15 pm
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2012 7:04 am
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As I lay back upon the bed...
My hands begin to wander. I close my eyes and just clear my head. No thoughts. No worries.
I lay here, clean from the shower. The cieling fan above me whirls a slow melody.
My fingers begin to trace a slow path across my breasts. My nipples slowly peak. And harden..
Next my fingers begin the slow journey down my supple tummy. Down between my thighs...
I part those thick lips that are already beginning to moisten. Anticipation...wanting...needing.
My fingers slide in gentley. I begin to increase my pace. One hand once more finds my taunt nipple. My hand slowly, passionately tweeks...pulls...teases. My other hand begins a slow love making progress.
The wetness is a welcome to the fingers. Gliding in and out. My small cherry swells with wanton need. As my fingers slide in they flick upon the cherry...and I gasp. My thumb takes a mind of its own and with my fingers making love to my dripping wet pussy my thumb draws circles upon the swelling cherry clit.
I feel myself begin to arch and I know that as the first explosion hits I will soon need another shower.
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Still around...
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Posted:Jun 28, 2012 6:37 am
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2012 10:48 pm
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I'm still around. Just been on the go non stop with mini me and her activities this week.
Quick snynoposis...
Picked mini me up Fri night at her dad's church from camp. Sat. we just hung out. Sun. see other blog....lol
This week-so far we have been at a youth activity every night. The organization she belongs to is working a fireworks stand. So since she will be leaving to go on vacation Fri...we are working every evening before she goes so that it can't be said that she didn't do her share.
All in all it's been good. I have gotten the chance to see my good friend twice this week! Hanging out...chit chatting. Even got to share in their dinner last night...it was way yummy! Just been coming home and literally falling into bed every night.
But i'll be back....like I said mini me leaves tomorrow. So be patient....have some sultry stories in my wee little brain....
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Closing a chapter
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Posted:Jun 24, 2012 12:50 pm
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2012 6:17 am
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Well....that was totally out of the blue.
I awoke yesterday to a text. Then two phone calls. And followed by two voicemails.
From the one person who could have a life changing effect on my life. The person that could make me throw everything away...
The jock. The man who I have cared deeply for for three years. The man who stole my heart. Loved me like I had never been loved. Listened. Talked. Held me. Pined for me when he swore he wasn't. The whole shebang. Drunk texts telling me he loved me. And yet...
I knew from the very start that he never wanted a relationship. I was ok with that....or so I thought. I fell in love. And like a stupid girl...I told him about a year ago. And it fell apart. Our friendship changed.
Last Nov/Dec he informed me that we would always be friends but that he had found someone. So...my heart broke.
Yesterday he informed me that he was moving to Houston, TX. In about two weeks. He wanted to stop by and say hi....and a final goodbye. I listened to those voicemails. I cried. And then, my sweetheart texted. At just the right moment.
Mini me & I spent the whole day with K yesterday. Lunch, the mall, back to his place to teach him to play rummy. Then dinner and back to his place for a movie. We needed that. All of us together.
When I got home last night...the jock was on skype and asked me to get on. I had not seen/heard from him since last Nov/Dec. He has lost about 35lbs. Defined his muscles. He looked every bit of the jock as I had always imagined him being in h.s. And he teased. Oh, how he teased me. We chatted. He showed me his kitty girl (who I adored and miss). And he begged me to meet him one last time to say good bye.
I laid in bed last night thinking about the jock...and K. I love K. He makes me happy. He makes me smile...all the time. Mini me told me repeatedly not to see the jock. (She is the one who has pined along with me the last 3 years. She adored him) I explained I needed to do this. I needed to close that chapter of my life.
The jock came over. He looked amazing. He tried. Oh, how he tried. He whispered sweet things in my ear. Tried to kiss me, I turned my cheek. He tried to slide his hands under my dress, I moved to another seat. He tried to take my hands and put them on his cock...I moved them to my lap. He tried. And I resisted. All I wanted was to be with K. I kept making conversation. Asking about his move. Asking about his step (from his previous marriage). Asking about his job. And he continued to try to get me to go with him to my bedroom. To go with him on a drive. To just give it one last time together for old times sake. I wanted to so bad....but I wanted to with K. I told him over and over that I wasn't going to let him do that to his WIFE and I definitely wasn't going to do that to K.
As he left, and I shut the door one last time behind him....I began to cry. I have loved this man for 3 years. I have pined. I have cried. I have waited for those words. And today they were there...and they didn't matter anymore.
I closed the chapter on the jock today. I will hold him dearly in my heart. But now I am truly free to move on. With K....♥
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Nice to be needed~
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Posted:Jun 21, 2012 10:36 am
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2012 12:51 pm
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Earlier this week, was laying on my bed playing with mini me's kitty cat, missing her. Was getting ready to get back around to doing odds and ends around the apt. Then I noticed a message on the Bookface place.
It was from my little niece. Ok, so she isn't technically my neice. Her mom and I are first cousins...but she calls me Aunt. She is a month older than my oldest. They were actually born at the same hospital, half an ounce different in weight, quarter inch in length and they both have the same middle name. Funny... My cousin and I grew up having the same first & middle initials and same last name...fun going to middle school like that~!
Anyway...she needed someone to listen. She thought she might be pregnant! So...I headed her way. Stopped and bought a pregnancy test at the local Wally World. Got there...she did the test...and it didn't take the 3 minutes for it to pop up POSITIVE!
So she is freaking out. Her husband will be mad. Her mom will be pissed. Life goes on...not your fault really. Takes two to do the deed! You're an adult....21! Now...she has a almost 5 y.o. , an 18 m.o. ....and was supposed to have knee surgery on 7/2.
AND she asked her OB in March to fix her. To do the deed. To tie her tubes. She has been battling female issues for years. In pain most of the time. The doctor kept putting her off. Finally ok'd the plan. Now look where she is at!
Personally...I told her she should hit the doctor up for support!
It was nice to be needed! I miss my baby girl in GA. I miss my mini me. Although...mini me will come home to find lots of voicemails from me!
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What's your kink?
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Posted:Jun 20, 2012 12:30 am
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2012 12:52 pm
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So got the chance to see my sweetheart tonight (ok, so technically it is now LAST night  ). And we got to talking. I tend to do that alot....talk.
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(sorry...but this pic just cracked me up!!!!)
So we are snuggled up on his couch and somehow we got to talking about toys. And I let it slip how I masturbate. Ok, so I am an odd duck!
For me, I have never (confession time) really masturbated ! I mean not in the "true" sense. I have never just let my fingers do the deed. Hell, until the last couple of years I had never even played with a toy or watched porn!
So back to my way... I tend to play with certain toys. I have my hummingbird (kinda like a rabbit) that a dear friend gave me for my birthday a year ago, my SirWade (hitachi) and the occasional other toy. Now I also have to be listening to porn. Not watching.. No I listen! I love the sound...
So...tell me you naughty boys and girls out there in blogland... What's your kink and how do you do the dirty deed?
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Good time
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Posted:Jun 18, 2012 7:56 am
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2012 7:08 am
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I had a pretty good weekend. Pretty good for the most part.
Of course Friday sucked major with all the hospital crap! Mini went to the dr for her camp physical so her dad had to take her. She was adamant that he would sit in the waiting room (she called me to fill out the forms via cell).
Later when I got home I was a bit down. I mean that kinda news kinda hits you in the face! So was hurting (physically, mentally & emotionally) so me and my big comfy bed were getting close. My oldest called from GA just to chat. Nice to relax and chill. While talking I was getting texts from the bf. He had said earlier in the week that he thought maybe us not getting together on Fri. night would be good. That way he could have some time to himself, okie dokie! Well after hearing about my bad day...he wanted so badly to comfort me. He is very big on comfort.... And he talked me into coming over and letting him take care of me...that and he promised chocolate!
So after oldest got off phone I grabbed my overnight bag and headed his way. He held me, hugged me and loved on me. Then he sat me down on his couch...put my feet up...and brought me a plate of choc chip cookies (right out of the oven) and a cup of milk.
Saturday...he bit the bullet and we went to purchase his new infrared grill & patio furniture! This was an all day adventure. We were in search for a new steering wheel cover for his car (leather is hard to find!!!!!), the grill, patio furniture and the rental truck from Home Depot. Along the way we stopped off at Target and I got some note cards that I wrote notes to mini me to put into her suitcase so that she had a message from me everyday this week while she is away at camp. Lunch then we were ready to rock!!!! Got the grill, furniture and truck. Got it unloaded into his garage, took truck back....now it was time to buy his dad a Father's day card & gift card from the mall. Then a quick stop at the local Wally World to pick up some grilling equipment. Final stop at the local healthy grocery store he frequents for some fresh steak & potatos....homeward bound!!!!
Got the food put away, and got started on putting together his furniture. It was fun. All done...and he was ready to grill! He made me my first meal of steak and roasted potatoes (potatos in a packet on the grill) other than toast & bacon!
Sunday was another day of fun. We had to stop off at church to say good-bye to mini me (she wanted to say good-bye to him!). My ex-mil introduced herself to him (I was trying to figure out the best way...). Then a quick stop at a Wally World down by where he grew up and onward to his parents house....yes...he took me to meet his family. I think it is so cute that everyone he introduces me to is..."Hi, i'd like to introduce you to "Baby" my girlfriend). I mean his parents, siblings, in-laws, nephews...neighbors...I love it!
Had a great time with his family. Being around his mom made me miss my grandmother. Especially when as we were leaving she told me to stop by anytime...and went down into her cellar to get me a jar of homemade relish. I also left with a bag of tomatos from their garden!
Wonderful drive home....when my sweetheart is smiling. When I asked him why? He replied...."Just happy you are in my life. And thinking of what it would be like in the future when our relationship continues to grow. What it would be like....step daughters."
Have I mentioned that this guy has stolen my heart? He sends me a text...I smile. He calls me...I smile. We are together he opens my doors. He holds my hand....and he tells me he loves me.
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An up and lots of downs kinda week
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Posted:Jun 17, 2012 9:29 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2012 4:03 am
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That is the way my week went it seems. A good couple of ups but more downs! 
A very good friend lost his mother early this week. After a battle with cancer his mother finally passed away. My heart and condonlences go out to him. Hugs sweetheart.
I had to go to the hospital this week for a follow up from my cancer scare almost a year ago. The check up went ok on Wed. then as I was getting dressed I asked the dr if something that had been going on was something I need to worry about. She said that it was probably nothing but wanted to go ahead and do an ultrasound to make sure. So along with making me an appointment for a mammogram she set up an ultrasound appt......for FRIDAY...two days later.
Well....mini me's dad sent me an email at 6:01 that evening to let me know that the camp mini me is going to needs for her to have a physical. No biggie usually....but since she was leaving on Sun...kind tight schedule! Called dr, they said that since her last physical was 2 days shy of being a year I might wanna check with insurance to make sure it was ok and not deny it. Well that's where the fun started. Insurance informed me that since I am not the one on the insurance I have no rights to any information pertaining to her insurance benefits. Even though I am her custodial parent. So called ex...told him. Told him to call insurance company to get it fixed. Needless to say she got an appt for Friday.
So had to make my appt trip alone (yes I had Pony offer to go along). So had to drink alot of water for ultrasound. The plan was mammogram at 11:30, ultrasound at 1:00 and check with dr at 2:00. So....really looking forward to getting my boobs flattended while trying to keep my legs crossed while my eyes are floating!!!!
Well, they did ultrasound first! The tech ended up doing an outside one and then did an internal one as well. Then they did the ultrasound. Off to see the dr. (This is the point where I REALLY wish I had taken Pony up on her offer to come along) The doctor had looked over the ultrasound and found a 2cm fibroid in my uterus. His first words were "We usually would recommend a hysterectomy to women with a history like yours". Ok.... So, tell me...How long do I have to be on restrictions? Cuz I go back to work 7/25, lol.
He ended up doing a biopsy (really hate those surprise biopsys) with no meds. Lucky me! Made for an even longer drive home.
So, go back on Friday the 13th for a check on the biopsy results as to whether it is cancerous. And then we will go from there. I am ready. Of course....may have to fuck like a bunny on crack before I do the deed! Just sayin....
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