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As time moves on  

BiSussi 61F
731 posts
1/31/2022 3:24 pm

Last Read:
2/1/2022 6:02 pm

As time moves on


It is an awesome day at the beach, it is fun, and I can not help fall for a 20 year old college guy. He comes over for the BBQ on Sunday; you fall in love with him and consummate your love all night. It is intense, it is one big firework most of the night, and you lose count of how many orgasms he provides. You hardly talk, you let your heart and bodies do the talking.

Ten years later, he is back in town, you are still in love with him, you agree to meet him at dinner at his hotel, expecting a firework when you see him and his smile. At dinner he talks a lot, he listens, but you don’t see him to be eager to rush upstairs in his room. As it his preoccupation with his business deal, his wife and at home or does he not find you as attractive than ten years ago.
Your heart is pounding rapidly when he takes you by the hand, leans in with a kiss and whispers I LOVE YOU in your ear. Once you in the shower with him, you finally can hold his manhood in your hands and it does show that you are still desirable to him, that he still loves you. The night is over, it was not as explosive, not as intense then you expected. You are thankful for the five orgasms, but you were hoping for many more.

About twenty years later, you find yourself on a business trip in the hotel then where he was staying. You feel somewhat disenchanted that he did not invite you his room right away while you freshen up for dinner, make yourself pretty for him. He is charming, generous with compliments during dinner, you see his desire in his eyes and you don’t mind when he talks also about his divorce, his . No question, he shows his love you in many different ways, just like in the past. You give every sign that you ready go upstairs, but he orders another bottle of wine, your suggestion the drinks in your suite is not adhered . For days you fantasized about how wonderful, how intense the night with him will be. You yearn for his physical love, you cannot wait get upstairs the suite. It is almost midnight, when you find yourself with him naked in the bed, holding him tightly, full of anticipation.

You appreciate the foreplay, you appreciate the 69, however, oral is what you like with your girlfriends, from a man you are in love with you expect less oral and much being one. His penis is not as hard as you remember and when he finally attempts enter you, is not as easy as in the past, does not feel the . Is his desire, is his fire, is his love for you gone?
You appreciate his gift inside you, despite the awkward delivery, you still love him. He needs a break, he is sweet about it, cuddles, kisses, fingers and more attempts for oral, but you desire another gift, you did not really an orgasm yet After some time, strokes, tongue and mouth show some affect. If would not be the love him, you could perceive as work, indeed. He deposits one more gift, hardly intense enough for a very light orgasm, he is spent You are burning inside, you want explode multiple times, but you accept the very limited physical love. It almost feels like defeat, the night turned out totally different than you dreamed about.


While he falls asleep, you your eyes wide open, wonder if the love is gone, if his fire for your is extinct or if he no longer finds you attractive show you also physical love in a grand way. While your heart is happy that lies next you, you cannot feel any physical bliss.

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BiSussi 61F
1405 posts
1/31/2022 3:25 pm

Have you ever experienced something similar, has something like this also happened to you?

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69ereatwetpussy 60M
6778 posts
1/31/2022 9:17 pm

You can not say your in love because he had you orgasmed countless time. It sex crazy wild sexy with a 20 year old.
If he live you for that he would have marry you. Now he's older of can can still get it up but yes he love you for your will ING to fuck with him when you see him next your still in your in your prime he may only get you wet but still say he love you.
Find a 20 now have him fuck you I bet he knock your sock off will you be in love with him too. He will love you for the lesson for you know what you want he has the tool for you to show him. But it still wild lusting sexy.


HughJardon62 60M

2/1/2022 4:23 am

There is so much that could be discussed about your post! You describe the natural progression of male sexuality over a lifetime. It happens at different rates for each man, depending on general health, etc. Then compare your epectations with what he knows to be the limit of his present abilities. Imagine the performance anxiety for him. I know how that works, because I have lived it! It is sad to feel your sexual prowess wane, but that doesn't change the love one feels for another. It simply changes the way that you pleasure your partner.

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DiscreteSlowRide 52M
384 posts
2/1/2022 5:24 am

In my experience the feelings that naturally transcend to desired and passion for a former lover is never there for me from 20 plus years prior. There are warm feelings that are mostly nostalgic about the past. I am happy we had what we had but I cannot feel what I felt after I have moved on. 20 or more years is a long way to look back.
I wish I could feel more for someone like that, but it simply is never there for me.


citizen4722 64M  
74582 posts
2/8/2022 9:18 am

Maybe next time will be different and more full-filling....for both of you?


DiscreteSlowRide 52M
384 posts
2/10/2022 8:00 am

...by the way, I responded to your comments on my blog. Go have a look.


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