As time moves on
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Posted:Jan 31, 2022 3:24 pm
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2022 6:02 pm
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It is an awesome day at the beach, it is fun, and I can not help fall for a 20 year old college guy. He comes over for the BBQ on Sunday; you fall in love with him and consummate your love all night. It is intense, it is one big firework most of the night, and you lose count of how many orgasms he provides. You hardly talk, you let your heart and bodies do the talking.
Ten years later, he is back in town, you are still in love with him, you agree to meet him at dinner at his hotel, expecting a firework when you see him and his smile. At dinner he talks a lot, he listens, but you donâÂÂt see him to be eager to rush upstairs in his room. As it his preoccupation with his business deal, his wife and at home or does he not find you as attractive than ten years ago.
Your heart is pounding rapidly when he takes you by the hand, leans in with a kiss and whispers I LOVE YOU in your ear. Once you in the shower with him, you finally can hold his manhood in your hands and it does show that you are still desirable to him, that he still loves you. The night is over, it was not as explosive, not as intense then you expected. You are thankful for the five orgasms, but you were hoping for many more.
About twenty years later, you find yourself on a business trip in the hotel then where he was staying. You feel somewhat disenchanted that he did not invite you his room right away while you freshen up for dinner, make yourself pretty for him. He is charming, generous with compliments during dinner, you see his desire in his eyes and you donâÂÂt mind when he talks also about his divorce, his . No question, he shows his love you in many different ways, just like in the past. You give every sign that you ready go upstairs, but he orders another bottle of wine, your suggestion the drinks in your suite is not adhered . For days you fantasized about how wonderful, how intense the night with him will be. You yearn for his physical love, you cannot wait get upstairs the suite. It is almost midnight, when you find yourself with him naked in the bed, holding him tightly, full of anticipation.
You appreciate the foreplay, you appreciate the 69, however, oral is what you like with your girlfriends, from a man you are in love with you expect less oral and much being one. His penis is not as hard as you remember and when he finally attempts enter you, is not as easy as in the past, does not feel the . Is his desire, is his fire, is his love for you gone?
You appreciate his gift inside you, despite the awkward delivery, you still love him. He needs a break, he is sweet about it, cuddles, kisses, fingers and more attempts for oral, but you desire another gift, you did not really an orgasm yet  After some time, strokes, tongue and mouth show some affect. If would not be the love him, you could perceive as work, indeed. He deposits one more gift, hardly intense enough for a very light orgasm, he is spent You are burning inside, you want explode multiple times, but you accept the very limited physical love. It almost feels like defeat, the night turned out totally different than you dreamed about.
While he falls asleep, you your eyes wide open, wonder if the love is gone, if his fire for your is extinct or if he no longer finds you attractive show you also physical love in a grand way. While your heart is happy that lies next you, you cannot feel any physical bliss.
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When you found love you do not want to go back
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Posted:Jan 7, 2022 7:02 am
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2022 3:35 pm
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Reflection of the past, is always part of Xmas and New Year for me, it was no different this year. Thinking all the way back to my childhood, my age, my first boyfriend, first sexual experience, first job and the day I figured out what true love is.
They say Once you go black you never go back , it doesnt hold true for me, but once you make love you never want to go back to SEX. This phrase, those words once you make love you never want to go back to SEX apply to me, regardless of the skin color or the penis size. When I love a man, it does not matter if he is 5 inches or 15 inches, if he lasts 2 minutes or 20 minutes, I am in heaven when he is in me 
No doubt, my first boyfriend was not love, it was infatuation, which at that time was not clear to me, in my mind it was love, I wanted to be with him every minute, he was Gods gift to me. Every kiss was electrifying, just thinking about him made my nipples get hard and my panties wet. When I went black, it was not his skin color, his penis size, he was neglected by his wife he claimed, he loved me he said and yes, I was in love with him. It was not infatuation!
His sweet words, his hugs, his kisses made me melt away. No question, I felt bad for him for being neglected by his wife, I had deep feelings for him, and yes I was in love with him. However, I didnt want to give myself away to a married man, wanted to wait until they separated. Without question, I would have married him, once he is free again. Then came the ball game, the alcohol, my desire to be one with him was overwhelming, I opened up for him. It was not a great experience at all; he became and still is the worst men I was with in my life. It took years for me to trust a black man again and yes, I did fall in love with a few black men years later. BlackKing on here was one of them, he left TSdates.com and then I lost my phone, lost his number and K. oh yes, I wish he would have stayed in Cali, but we always meet-up when he is in town.
It is Max, who troubles me today, once you have been with him, you want to go back again and again for more. Needless to say, I dont know even one woman who he didnt take to heaven and kept her there for hours, if not for days. Every time he ejaculated, I exploded Massive, intensive orgasms, one after another, it is a Max guaranty. He moved out late last year, I miss him so much. His sense of humor, his sweet heart, his love, skin, muscle, tongue, fingers and about 6 inch rock hard \8 made him special Am I addicted or just truly in love?
He truly loves me and I love him, if it would be addiction, I would not understand why he moved on, would nott understand his desire to have soon. All that said, it is still hard for me to know that he is gone, at least for now, he has a special place in my heart and deep down I still hope he is coming back to visit, to please me, again and again.
Some on TSdates.com are looking for SEX, I for sure do not look for sex on TSdates.com, I want to find love, I want to be in love with the man/men I am with, even on TSdates.com
Oh yes, when I find love all I can think about is OVER 30 YEARS of making love without condoms and not once ended up with an STD risk management & being selective, believing in LOVE & not F@&# every nice looking and sounding man does pay off
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In all shapes and colors
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Posted:Sep 26, 2021 2:10 pm
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2021 4:12 pm
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A Saturday can be a wonderful thing, starting out with endorphin production in bed at sunrise, taking time at breakfast and go for a relax walk at the beach. Watching USC and the surf contest, is on the menu, young well trained athletes are eye candy for any female who feels deep down the natural need of procreation. A day off work, a day with boyfriends and friends, just having a harmonies day, love to be shared between all and no pain at all, just joy.
It should all come different, a crazy man with a gun, gets close to the spectators of the surf contest, living the HB no choice than to shoot at him. Thank God, no one beside the aggressor was hurt, thanks to the police. Guns are so valuable to our freedom, but in the wrong hands of the wrong guys, regardless of their color or shape, it can not only ruin your day, but also end it. Just thinking what he could have done, what he may had planned, shoots down a chill my spine.
USC loses against the Beavers was not only painful, watching the Beavers bite the balls of the USC team created a depressing effect in the house, except for our visitors from up north. To my surprise, the guys from up north could care less about what happened on the beach, could care less about how we females felt about the incident at the pier. They were delighted about the win of the Beavers and were ready to party, empty beer after beer and hoped to get one or the other female of us into having sex with them.
How can men, who appear sweet, kind and considerate only get so self-centered, cold, inconsiderate, when their team wins and their hormones run away with them.
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Heavenly thoughts on a Monday
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Posted:Sep 20, 2021 6:10 am
Last Updated:Sep 24, 2021 5:55 pm
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Does it start with the voice, the scent, the looks, the walk, the thoughts, the surrounding, is it love, sex or is it all or some of it, I wonder often as of late. Is the goal of finding heaven on earth a mute exercise or can it be found in our sometimes cruel world?
When I was a , high school, college years, full of energy a day went by so quickly, always filled with bliss and the next day promised to be even better. No troubles at home, in school or with friends except some jealousies here and there. The quest of finding heaven on earth didn’t really enter my mind at all. Friends, candy cotton or doctor play just came natural, my first boyfriend, was not infatuation, it was true love. Kissing, touching, making him make cotton candy, was incredibly fulfilling. I suppose I felt like I was in heaven.
Losing my virginity was a bless never experienced before, certainly heaven looked differently to me! Intimacy had become a must, feeling the hands of my boyfriend, experiencing skin to skin contact while making love in the missionary style with a lot of eye contact, receiving his seed in my womb, not only made me explode, but also complete. Made me feel I am in heaven.
I was adored, I was admired, I was on cloud 9 without noticing that some men have different needs to get to heaven. Is it natural instinct, is it self-centered thinking, upbringing or nature? Whatever it is, my experience with a neglected husband crashed heaven for me. I loved him, he claimed he loved me, but after I gave myself to him, he went home to his wife without even giving me a goodbye kiss. Only to call me a few days later to tell me how much he loved me and he got to see me and show me his love again. I was crashed, I was hurt, I was in pain and he talks about love when all he wanted was sex.
It took some time to get over it, yes, physical needs, sexual desires appeared deep inside me from time to time, but not even enough to have the desire to masturbate. Love doesn’t require intercourse, love is not monogamous, and love is not limited to one gender, but it is the door to heaven at least to me. With love and giving it time, I found my way back to intimacy and to heaven.
Men are not all the same, we just need to figure out which ones are not for us and with the right man or men, any touch, kiss, sexual position is a step to nirvana. While I could not imagine I would ever agree to anal, I learned that it can lead to elation, if you love the man and he loves you. Anal in connection with a DP results in ecstasy, with the right men it just happens; when love is involved it takes me to heaven.
Most men just want sex, while I very much appreciate missionary, mermaid, nirvana & DP positions, may it be in the bed, at the beach or any other place. Touching, cuddling, kissing prior, during and after love making are the ingredients for me to go to heaven and stay there for a long time. Reaching the nirvana level for any woman or teenage girl is my great wish today, because it is so different than were you can end up at the best with sex. It is just heavenly!
Have men manipulated us females, is it society or was it the pill who allowed us woman to accept men to give us one or more orgasm and live us feel empty just a few minutes or hours later? Is it not love what makes any position or almost any position special, allows cervical stimulation and actually provides incredible orgasms, heavenly bliss? Making love to me is to bless your partner, at least for ourselves for the rest of our life.
Is intimacy controlled by nature or is it a combination between our brain, emotions and nature, I wonder today. Sex is for now, love and making is forever. Love only knows a beginning, but never an end, only sex does!
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Just some thoughts after a long night
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Posted:Sep 14, 2021 11:29 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2021 4:15 pm
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Don’t we all like be desired, appreciated, and pleased by someone we love? Does age make a difference, I suppose not, as I feel the today than how I felt about when I was still an adolescent. While many males are different, based on the few I met during the decades, you also have some have the needs I do. Unfortunately takes some time in some cases until your truly get know them. surprises me all the time that deep down many men would like a monogamous female, while they want have the freedom sleep and fall a few times a month or year. “ just happened” is a phrase I recall so well.
No doubt, if I love a man, I would like please him emotional and physically. If I am not incorrectly informed, seven of ten men cheat in relationships or marriage, while one in ten is honest about , if he trips and falls on another women. Is possible monogamies for me, I am not sure.
Is the intention of nature that a satisfies a female totally, emotionally and physically, provides her and her offspring’s with all they need in their lives and society interferes with nature? It is not easy for a male to provide for a woman and her today, many are not able, and we don’t have many Bill Gates in our wonderful land. The other question is, are many men are able please a female sexually?
While I have met a few men got close on a regular basis, most fail short big time. This is why I consider myself very luck that I have boyfriends have no need for a monogamous female. Is not of paramount importance for men open up during courtship and initial dates, prior becoming intimate, if they seek a monogamous female? would avoid emotional pain for men and females.
When I was a , was not fully aware of my sexual desires and needs, monogamy was something desirable. Not so much today anymore If I would fall in love with a man today, requires an exclusive relationship in order be happy, I would pass on any intimacy, in order not hurting him or myself.
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Love doesn’t discriminate, nor do I Married or single, you love me & I fall in love with you, I shall do anything 4 YOU It is not about 88b size it is all about LOVE What is Your position on DP Very and steel hard is what I desire, but twenties and early thirties will not be refused when love is part of
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Self-Doubt into Self-Believe
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Posted:Jul 23, 2021 8:11 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2021 4:33 pm
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Have you ever doubted yourself? When I was a , self-doubt was the center of my life. My school grades were not the best, dad gave me the feeling, he would have had rather a boy and when a girl, got be the smartest, the prettiest, the most admired one. When we played “cotton-candy” they boys always preferred the girls with a bush, which I didn’t have yet. Even at the doctor games or any other game, I was not first choice.
When I was about , my favorite uncle took me camping for a weekend and while staring at the camp fire, I broke down; I finally shared with someone how I felt. He held me in his arms, whipped away my tears, wash gentle, caring and started to take away my self-doubt, layer by layer. He made me understand how my father felt, that school grads can be improved by studying rather than playing with the other in the park or woods. is nothing wrong not be the most desired girl in the group.
I felt wonderful on the way home, looking at my dad different and understanding his wishes and taking time study rather than playing all the time made me feel much better. About once a month, my uncle would make time for a weekend or day, practice with me more and it was always wonderful, very special. It didn’t take long and self-doubt was a thing of the past. I believed in myself, a test in school did not turn me into a sweaty pumpkin and I became to be known as the best cotton-candy maker in our neighborhood.
Have you had a mentor in your life?
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