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How Will I Know
Veröffentlicht:20. Juli 2021, 0:14 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:9. Dezember 2021, 6:20 Uhr
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How Will I Know
Song by Sam Smith

Oh it's you I know, you're the one I dream of
Look into my eyes, take me to the clouds above
Oh I lose control, can't seem to get enough
When I wake from dream, tell me, is it really love?

How will I know if you really love me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things

How will I know if you're thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy, can't speak
Falling in love is so bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak

Oh wake me, I'm shaking
Wish I had you near me now
Said there's no mistaking
What I feel is really love

How will I know
How will I know
How will I know
How will I know

How will I know if you really love me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things

How will I know if you're thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy, can't speak
Falling in love is all bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak

If you love me
If you love me now
If you love me
If you love me now
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In The Essence Of You
Veröffentlicht:18. Juli 2021, 23:20 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:9. Dezember 2021, 6:20 Uhr
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Oh baby, I could come on here and tell you many of things.
But I won't do that.
I will tell you that I want to be taken in your arms.
I want you to look into my blue eyes.

I want you to cup my face,
Let me breath in the pure essence of you,
Such a strong viral man
A man who keeps his word

Who knows just what he has before him,
And how to lay me down easy
Watching me reaching for you,
Take my hand and lets make love until the dawns early light.

Falling for you wasn't planned at all,
Just two lost souls among a sea of others
You noticed something that drew you to me
Pursuing me until at last I answered you

Undeniably I want to dance with you
Celebrate the joys of life, hold you when sorrow bends your head so low.
Clasping you to my bosom, holding you to me
Kiss me gently, kiss me like you never want to stop.
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Make Love Even If You Are Alone
Veröffentlicht:18. Juli 2021, 23:08 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:30. August 2021, 21:20 Uhr
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I was laying on my bed earlier, with my little Poodle. Her name is Jellybean, and she is a real pistol. I forgot how nice it is to have a little dog in addition to the big dogs.

Anyway, I was laying there, alone in my room. My dress flipped up exposing my bare ass. Not caring, and just listening to Aretha Franklin belt out "Chain of Fools". I think the title just about says it all, don't you. Shaking all that god gave me and then some. Just being happy that I am coming into my own finally. Slipping a finger onto my already excited and glistening clit, closing my eyes and imagining a certain someone would be there, using his wonderful full lips on my aching clitoris. Heaving my humongous breasts and not caring.

I mean we all are some horny fools. I know I am, though I am very picky. Honestly with the turn of events in my life recently I want more the a FWB NSA. I want the whole deal. I want love, respect, friendship, and a lot of hot sex.

If anyone tells you that sex is not a very important part of a relationship, I call bullshit. At least to most of us here, sex is vital. In some form or the other. Think about it, without some form of physical touch, what keeps a couple close. It is that sweet release that you share with that person, whether you choose to have a open relationship, swingers, or in a vast pyramid of different "lifestyle" journeys.

I want to have a wonderful hot love affair. I want to be loved on, appreciated for just the way I am. I am no longer going to apologize for the way I am. I am embracing all of my sexiness and sensuality. I know at least one man who wants to embrace all of me just the way I am. That is saying so much to a empath like myself.

Whether you are alone right now, be sexy. If you have to make love to yourself - then do so. Do not let one day go by without loving yourself and treating yourself well. Fools will come and go, but a real man or woman will make the time, find a way, and keep you happy, satisfied, and loving them.

Dance like no one is watching, because everyone is watching

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Step by Step
Veröffentlicht:17. Juli 2021, 21:48 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:9. Dezember 2021, 6:20 Uhr
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Baby steps, but still they are steps.

Each day I think I am gaining more peace in my heart and less conflictions.

Today I did decide to buy some more workout equipment. I have been looking around for a few weeks at different systems, and had to go back to what I love which is weight lifting. I used to lift weights for over 5 years, and loved it. Then I stopped and of course it has been hard getting back to it. I had a home gym, and of course once we majorly downsized and moved across the country I did not have any. So last year I bought a really heavy duty exercise bike which I prefer over a treadmill. And some resistance bands.

Now I am a bit afraid of bands because years ago, I was not aware that a system of elastic pulleys I had were old. One broke mid row and I ended in the er with many stitches in that hand and I was wearing weight lifting gloves at the time. But now I know carefully check and that they should be replaced often. I did get a newer set of resistance pulleys and a set of dumbbells with a curling bar, collars, and the weights of course. I do not really need a bench right now, I can use a chair for rows, and for most everything else I can use my bed. That way I will also not hyper extend my shoulders or arms which I need do pt . I have decided do that here at home as well because I just do not want yet another medical bill or appointment. I can look different pt exercises and do them here.

I also elected not go the pulmologist right now. I know the restriction they saw is just my asthma flairing . I haven't been taking my inhalers as I should in a effort save a bit of money on prescriptions. I talked with my doctor's nurse and explained this to her and I would like the tests repeated in office before I see another specialist.

We as patients have the right to decide what and when things are ordered and done to us. Never forget that the doctor's work for us essentially.

Anyway, I only cried just a few tears today, and it wasn't out of anger. I will get there yet, step by step.

Thank you to all my friends who have reached out. Especially a certain someone, who I do not know what I would do without.

Muah! Muah! Muah!

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Lonely Hearts Club
Veröffentlicht:16. Juli 2021, 21:19 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:18. Juli 2021, 11:52 Uhr
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Joining the lonely heart club tonight,

We all have been here before, many times perhaps. When you ache to have someone holding you tight, or take your hand and talk with you.

Those dreadful nights when your bed fills as cold as ice, yet the night air is on fire. You throw off your covers and want to go screaming into the night for someone to hear you. Where oh where are all the other lonely hearts tonight. Let's all line up to the bar and belt on for fuck's sake.

I have always played everything safe for the most part all of my life. For the longest time I was the preferable "good ". Heck I had sex with one boyfriend in , one time . Now I wish I had sowed my wild oats before they crumbles away in the harsh Wyoming wind.

So what will I do tonight, well drown myself in Diet Coke and no salt pretzels. And workout equipment I guess. Dream of being in the arms of a lover who is ravishing my scarred body and telling me how much he is loving touching me. Hey a can dream right?

So here's to all of us lonely hearted people tonight!


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Dancing In The Bare Moonlight
Veröffentlicht:15. Juli 2021, 21:16 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:30. August 2021, 21:21 Uhr
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Reaching for you in the dark
Whispering your name across my lips
Needing you like my very breath
Feel my wings fluttering against your bare skin

Take me into your strong arms
Keep me safe from harm ever more
Dance in the bare moonlight with me
Let me embrace you against my plentiful bosom

Feel my heart beating though very battered
Let's heal our souls at long last
Nightly emissions turning into fire and ice
Folded wings of loving mating evermore.
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Being Important Enough
Veröffentlicht:15. Juli 2021, 0:02 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:9. Dezember 2021, 6:20 Uhr
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Though I have cried a thousand tears today, we did not fight. We are still going to be close friends no matter what. I did also get to talk to a wonderful man on the phone today. Was a complete surprise to get to speak with him, but oh it was so much fun. We laughed so much and had really good conversation. Just what I really needed, was someone to reach out and show me that he cares. I need that the most right now.

I feel lost as can be with quintessentially no family to even talk to. Starting over at my age with my health issues will not be easy. But I will do it, and I will push my artwork even more. I am thinking that I should like to work in the art field since I will need a reliable income for sure.

Step by step I will rebuild myself, everything I have gone thru and ma going thru will be a lesson or blessing.

Remember in this life there are no guarantees, but friendship, and caring go a long way. A few moments showing someone you care really matters. We all have time for that and if you have someone telling you that they have no time for you, what they really mean is that you are not important enough for them to make anytime. If you take yourself out of the equation, then they will have more time for what or who is really important.

Trust me, I have felt and seen the difference.

Embrace the suckatoid, with nightly emissions wink

Now I am going to go paint for awhile, and feel very blessed.

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His Confession
Veröffentlicht:14. Juli 2021, 23:47 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:9. Dezember 2021, 6:20 Uhr
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Sometimes in life you are left just speechless. That concept isnt hard for me because face to face I have a hard time sometimes orating my feelings. It is much easier for me to write then anything else unless it is creating.

I find myself at the crossroads of life currently. Feeling rather bewildered and lost, broken hearten a bit, more for myself. I found out tonight that my husband has been playing head games with me for over 20 years out of a almost 33 year marriage. I was so naive, so trusting, so willing to give him chance after a chance.

I asked myself why did I not think more of myself to have the courage to leave. Or the courage to stop myself from giving him chance after chance. Simply put, I wanted to be loved. I wanted to have him show me the love I so desperately wanted. The love I wasn't even willing to give myself. The love I had never felt even as a child from my parents.

To me each step in my life was a little better. I was abused in every way there was as a child, so my first marriage, at least he was only beating me. I left with my babies, with just the clothes on our backs when he started hitting them. So this marriage, at least he was only emotionally abusive and extremely cold. I was left at home with no car, no real friends, no one to talk too. I thought so lowly of myself that I let myself believe that it was all my fault that I should never want sex with my husband. And that it was wrong of me to ever think of sex. I remember the first time I slept with someone else, I cried because it felt so wrong.

Naturally I am a nurturer, and I love deeply. Too deeply because I want to make everyone else happy. I want to show them that I care and I love them. I have put up with alot of abuse all my life because I was taught that I never complain, or react if someone does or says something cruel . Just always take it and act like it does not hurt no matter how much.

Wasn't until the last year that I decided that I was going to love me, even if no one else did. That I would have myself, and that would probably just have to be good enough. I would have never have known all the lies my husband told me, and just how uncaring he was until he told me today. Slowly lately he has been confessing things, things I never even asked about. He wanted to know if I could give him yet another chance, and I told him NO. I will always love him, but I am not in love with him any-longer. He has killed the love I held on to for him, with years of not even the intimacy of holding me. I have trouble relaxing and just being held. I do not know how to just be that way. But in time I will get there.

So in time I will be getting a divorce. For now we will continue to share the mobile home, because we both love the dogs and cat. It isnt fair to them, and I need time to find a job, and get on my feet wherever I move too. I can only continue to heal and long to be really loved for the woman I am.

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Emergency Rest Stop
Veröffentlicht:13. Juli 2021, 21:45 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:14. Juli 2021, 20:37 Uhr
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Not all my encounters or lovers were short lived. I did have a younger lover that I saw for over 7 years. We had many mnay encounters. Usually they were at my house, but occasionally he would get a motel room for us. One time we were going out of town for a day.

I do like to be playful, and had been teasing him sexually all day while he was driving. Even sucking his cock for a bit while he was driving on the interstate. Thing was he always made me feel beautiful, and very wanted. Anyway, he came very close to cuming a few times before he told me to stop before I made him wreack his new car.

I saw up ahead the Independence Rock stop. I knew that they indeed did have family bathrooms. Which were big and roomy and most of all locked. So I asked him to stop so I could use the restroom. I begged him to walk in with me, and then as we got to the door I grabbed his hand and drug him into the family restroom. He grinned and knew what I was up too.

He had me get up on the marble counter. He ate my pussy with a fever within him, and it did not take long for me to cum. I returned the favor by sucking his cock while he was up on the counter. He loved to pull my long blonde hair and guide his cock in and out of me. We had worked for a long time to get my throat trained to not gag as he deep throated me.

He was getting very close to cuming, so he hoped off the counter and spun me so I was leaning over the counter top. He entered me from behind, grabbing hold of my hips like he loved to do. We fucked each other hard, both so turn on by the spur of the moment tryst.
Cuming hard, and then staying that way for a few minutes to let him finish cuming.

Washing up we laughed and scurried out of there before anyone got suspicious. I often wonder what he is doing now, but things turned sour fast and it was best to let go of him.

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Lay Me Down
Veröffentlicht:13. Juli 2021, 21:33 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:14. Juli 2021, 16:50 Uhr
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Just a beautiful song that resonates within me. Meaning nothing to most and something to a few......

Lay Me Down Lyrics
Sam Smith

Yes, I do, I believe
That one day I will be where I was
Right there, right next to you
And it's hard, the days just seem so dark
The moon, and the stars are nothing without you
Your touch, your skin, where do I begin?

No words can explain the way I'm missing you
Deny this emptiness, this hole that I'm inside
These tears, they tell their own story
Told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong

Can I lay by your side, next to you? You
And make sure you're alright
I'll take care of you
And I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I'm reaching out to you
Can you hear my call, boy?
This hurt that I've been through
I'm missing you, I'm missing…

Source: LyricFind
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His Birthday Present
Veröffentlicht:12. Juli 2021, 21:46 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:14. Juli 2021, 16:49 Uhr
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This is a fond memory of many years ago back in Wyoming. At that time I was working as a waitress at a pretty popular truck stop. Lot of the locals frequented this restaurant, including some fellow couples that I had made acquaintances with. I met them thru mutual friends who attend the same swingers parties I did. There were not that many of us that attended these by invitation events. Maybe at the tops about 40 of us. You have to show proof that you were on this site, by printing out your profile page. Single males were not allowed, but single females were of course. I always attended these with a man, one time with two men. Lol, I will tell you about that another time.

Anyway this couple came in to have coffee with their friends, who were on this site as well. So they introduced those that I did not know, and the male counterpart always flirted with me outrageously. I would flirt back and then talk with his wife who I was pretty good friends with. One night as they were leaving she asked if she could talk to me alone for a few minutes. So we got to talking and she asked me if I would consider coming over to their house and being with them both. That was what he wanted was to be with me. So she was going to surprise him for his birthday.

So we arranged when she would like me to come over, and the address. I arrived right on time, all dolled up and ready. He answered the door and let out a cat call. He liked plus size women and he had heard about how I was in bed and specifically my oral skills. She slid up beside him and said "Let her in already." It was October and already very cold and icy.

He held the door open further for me and I walked into their living room. He helped me off with my coat and was surprised that I was wearing a very sheer top, and no bra. I did have a long skirt on, but no underwear. He twirled me around and said - "Oh man, am I dreaming?" His wife told him right then that I was his birthday present. He asked "When do I get to unwrap her?" She told him that he needed to go shower first, and he almost ran into their bedroom.

I was a bit nervous, because I had never been with either one of them, though we had been friends for almost 5 years. She fixed us both a drink of rum n coke, and we made small talk while he was showering. I could feel the effects of the drink because I seldom drink, and it was relaxing me. Anytime I have a drink, I tend to get even hornier. I lose my inhibitions, and I am very ready.

We could hear him whistling while he dried off. Then we hear him saying "Oh Ladies, come here." We both started laughing because he did it in a real high pitched voice. So we grabbed our drinks and walked into their bedroom. He was laying dead center of their waterbed clad only in a towel wrapped around his waist. Now he was a very well built man. Tall and he had huge hands. We both got on either side of him, and I leaned down and kissed him with full tongue. His wife then did the same thing. Then we leaned over the top of him and started kissing each other while he watched.

I leaned back and with that he leaned down and took off my top, and then started to slide his hand up my skirt. Once he realized that I was wearing nothing else, he pulled my skirt up. Exposing my bald pussy, he again whistled, licking his lips. His wife told him to go ahead and enjoy. With that he started kissing in a outline from mu lips down to my lips. He traced the outline of my pussy lips with a big calloused middle finger, then tasted my dew from his fingertip. He moaned a bit, and then leaned down and started working on my clit. He took his time which I love, savoring all of me. Then he told his wife to taste me, which she then bowed her head and began licking and sucking on my clit. I felt her slide two long fingers up inside me, locating my g spot. With that he climbed up by my head and undid his towel.

He already had a raging hard on, with some precum leaking. I reached out and brought his cock to my awaiting lips, knowing that he had been wanting this moment to happen for a very long time. So I started to lick each side of his cock and then slide all of him into my mouth, all of what I could fit because he was bigger then I thought he would be. He was on his knees and was guiding his cock in and out of my mouth. He kept going on about how good I felt, and how good I was at sucking cock.

His wife had me cumming over and over again , and suddenly he pulled out of my mouth and laid back on the bed. He told us that he needed to clam down because he was too close to cumming. So we girls did what we do so well. We laid there kissing each other, and sucking each others nipples. The we decided to eat each other out, so she climbed on top of me in 69 . I had never eaten pussy, and she was nervous about me going down on her. So I just rubbed her clit with my thumb while my fingers were deep inside of her pussy. She was eating my pussy and doing a great job at at. Pretty soon both of us were cumming, and this in turn turned him on even more.

He asked me to get on my knees doggie style. I did as he asked and he slid into me deeply. I felt him pumping me, and she was sucking on my nipples. I reached down and began fingering her some more at the same time. I know it probably did not happen all at the same time, but it felt like we all came around the same time.

After that we all laid there and talked, us girls still fingering each other. He was playing with my boobs, and he said it was the best birthday present that he ever got.

They moved away a few years after that, and I wonder where they are now,

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It's the Wearable Art
Veröffentlicht:12. Juli 2021, 21:01 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:13. Juli 2021, 10:09 Uhr
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So I have been thinking about my own body image, and frankly in the stark bathroom lights with huge mirrors, it does not make me feel sexy at all. But you know what does?

Lingerie, specifically lacy things. Now I can sew, make my own clothes that make me feel pretty and sexy. I need to do that. So men, while you may like to be naked, a lot of us ladies do not. Whether you are super thin, or big bold and beautiful like I am, we like to feel pretty and sexy.

Once we are feeling that way, you will see a difference on how we act, our sexual energy goes up, we are ready for all that passion, romance, and raw sexual prowlness that you men love. So let us wear what we feel comfortable in. Whether it is crotch-less panties, to bras with holes for the nipples. To camisoles, or lace like I adore.

I want to not have to think about my very flawed body. I want to thin about your body and how I want to taste every inch of you.

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Ride Em' Cowboy
Veröffentlicht:8. Juli 2021, 23:05 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:11. Juli 2021, 18:52 Uhr
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I wanted share with you another story about a cowboy I had a involvement with. It was a short relationship, that turned into friendship.

But the time we had was a blast. This time, we met at my house. My husband was at work so we went to my room. Now seriously the man was a cowboy who worked long hours on the ranch. So we sat on my bed and started kissing and of course I had to do it. I had to reach down and rip open his shirt. It was one of those cowboy shirts that snapped together. Nothing I love more then doing just what I did. He started to lift my shirt . I stood help him with this task. Now I did not bother with a bra, since we were just at my house and I knew I wasn't staying dressed for long.

He grabbed hold of my abundant breasts and pulled him. He began running his calloused hands all over them, which ironically felt good. He began suck one nipple, and then the other one. The he put them together and sucked them at the same time. He stood and now he was a tall man. Well over 6 ft and I am 5'3", so he pulled my hands together and held them there against the closet door. He leaned down with his other hand and began to run his hand under my skirt. his surprise again , I hadn't bothered with panties. I knew they wouldn't be long either. He presses my back into the closet door and starts to kiss very deeply, and a bit rough too. He playfully sucked and pulled my lip with his teeth.

"Girl, I told you that I am going to have my way with you. Now come here" , he said in that gruff voice of his. He was laying back my bed which was covered in a dark blue velour spread. He had removed his belt, which made a bit afraid. But I walked over there, stepping out of my skirt before I climbed the bed. Just then I noticed that he had also removed his boots. Very worn, weathered cowboy boots. I removed his jeans, and his briefs.

Out sprang a very nice tool if I do say so myself. That was of a surprise. Not the biggest, but I am not a size queen. But it was shaped very nicely and he had trimmed the hedges nicely in that area. I reach out and lovingly began stroke him. He told come lay down with him.

We laid there talking, telling each other fantasizes while touching each other. He had found my clit with no real trouble and I was alternating between his balls and cock. I would comment the leaking pre-cum and rub it around the head of his cock. Before long I could feel that he had slipped two fingers deep into my very wet pussy. Pushing he found my g-spot.

Now if done right, most men can make a woman squirt. That is if she is willing let lose and let it happen and if she has hydrated herself well enough. Let's just say everything was a go that day. Before long he made squirt, my surprise because that is the first time I recall ever doing that. This got his so excited that he dove head first into my gushing pussy, not caring how wet he was going to get. He lapped my cum, and set lapping, licking, and sucking my clit while still working my spot. I came and squirted some more and he loved it. I handed him a hand towel to wipe his face off.

While He was standing , I set work his leaking cock. He was already the verge of cuming from squirting, so I knew I had be careful not make him cum. I wanted him cum in , so I took it easy. Every time I would feel him begin to tighten, I would ease off.
Finally he could take it no longer.

He had me lay down and he grabbed my ankles. Now even though I am a large woman, I am still very flexible. He told me to but my ankles his shoulders and hang . I exclaimed "YeeeHawwww", which made him stop and laugh. He remarked how much fun I am. He positioned himself and slipped inside of my tight pussy. He hammered into me and almost came. Then he decided we should do it doggie style. As he entered me, he swatted my ass a few times and then grabbed hold of my hair. Back then my hair was long and blonde, and he pulled it. Now I like my hair being pulled so that was no problem. He continued to pump into me until the sudden I had one more massive orgasm which set him over the edge too. One finally push all the way in and I felt him emptying into . I love feel a man cumming in .

We spent some time cuddling and holding each other. Talking about our sexual bucket list.
We saw each other a few more times, then he got a girlfriend. Last I knew they moved away, and I hope they are doing well.

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