Knowing What You Need and Want
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Veröffentlicht:27. Juni 2021, 14:43 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:28. Juni 2021, 15:15 Uhr 4164 Aufrufe
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Well, Hello
I am a very different type of woman, often misunderstood I feel. If I like you, you will know it. If I am not sure, I tend to observe. Probably about the worst thing you can do, is tell you do not have time for me.
See I try not be a bother, and I try accommodate requests. Even answering questions, and being upfront. If you are very special , even photographs. But what I ask for in return is just a a bit of your time.
FWB;
Tell me how your day has been, ask how mine has been. Engage me, be a friend to me. I think too many times the friend part is forgotten in the equation of FWB. Be a friend, I have alot going on in my life but you will never hear me tell you that I am too busy. I might tell you that I will answer your later on, but I will indeed do just that.
NSA;
Tp No Strings Attached means we aren't going change each other lives. But I do want there be some emotions. I am a emotional being. I can't climax unless there are some strong emotions going on too. That is why to me foreplay all starts in the mind. Love me while we are together, then we will both go home to our respective lives. Then we will look forward to the next time. Hopefully we will decide to play with others together, always using safe sex.
I need love, affection, caring and friendship. This is a cold damn world out there and we all deal with it differently. I no longer can stuff my feelings down with food like I used too. I haven't ever been much of a drinker and I haven't ever used hard drugs. So my release and pleasure area is sensual sexual pleasure. With or most often without a partner.
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Oh Those Lonesome Nights
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Veröffentlicht:26. Juni 2021, 23:39 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:16. April 2024, 0:9 Uhr 3511 Aufrufe
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We all have them, why else would we be on here. Or most of us do. Whether or not you are married, attached, or single. We all have nights where it feels like everyone else in the entire world is busy, except you.
You long for any of conversation. If you are married you have already dealt with your spouse. But you want to be stimulated, intrigued, flirted with. Entice me, delight me, make me want to rip all your clothes off, right here, right now.
But alas it is only me and my toys tonight. I really want a e-stim Kegel Wand for my birthday which is actually July 4th. I put a different one on the good advise of a friend to not divulge too much about myself. But in and case I want one so badly, but they are about $80, and you can get them through Walmart dot com. But it is something I will need to save up for. But I had such intense orgasms with that, when a former lover used it on me.
I just want to mainly touch base with you guys before I get to touching myself. No, not going to let you watch, just use your imagination. Add some moaning and groaning and me with my toes curling. You get the drift.
Goodnight Y'all
Ann
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Invisible Posting and Musings
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Veröffentlicht:25. Juni 2021, 12:44 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:26. Juni 2021, 16:30 Uhr 3441 Aufrufe
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I wrote a post last night, but admit-ably I was so tired and had taken my night medication. So evidently I did not post, so I will rewrite it and post it here in a bit.
Yesterday I fought the stomach flu all day, feeling a bit better today. There is no rest here because my husband just sits or sleeps. I can never be ill and lay in bed to recover a bit, but it has always been that way. Not trying to be negative just being very real here. It is just the complete lack of any of even a friendship even. Sitting here in our home, surrounded by my three . They do give alot of love, but I long to have a human to interact with on every level.
Oh update, went down and got the dog last Saturday. Her name is Jellybean, and she was mainly used for breeding, and had just had her pups taken from her. Matted, and still very swollen Milk glands. But next month I will get her spayed and here nxt week I will get a well checkup done on her at the vets. She is very attached to me, and I enjoy her. The other have accepted her, and even the cat has loved her up. I think they all sense that she is a rescue just like they were and so many other pets that have passed on.
So I am going to start making a list of things I want to go do, with or without a human with . Exercise of course, going to museums, festivals, I love listening to live music. I want to experience life. I have always been the one home, doing everything so everyone else could go and enjoy themselves. Well it is now my turn.
So how is your going?
Ann
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Passionate Needs
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Veröffentlicht:22. Juni 2021, 22:46 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:26. Juni 2021, 16:29 Uhr 3678 Aufrufe
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The definition of Passion, or should I say the Hedonistic one of them is :
Engaged in the pursuit of pleasure; sensually self-indulgent.
I tend agree with that, but would like add in the emotional need of passion and all that entails. For at least. If there isn't going be any passion, some of emotions, even if it is pure lustful intent, then why bother. If you aren't going do something well and your fullest ability right then and there, then you shouldn't.
Giving your all, heart, soul, and body the moment. When I am with someone, they get 0 percent of my attention, ability. sensuality and sexually. I make no promises of anything other then being truthful and being serious about whatever of relationship is agreed . Not one that will ruin either one's home life. Just being there for each other as friends, caring and even loving that person right then, right there. Hopefully that is what the man has intents of doing so.
I need passion, sensuality, and damn it man,I need some sex. Full blown in whatever that entails sex. Doesn't always mean intercourse, or it can. Whatever happens, happens, no pressure. As long as both agree and enjoy is all that matters. And I need some tenderness, because my life is all about everything but that these days.
Passion ~ we all are lacking
Ann
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Squeeze Me Orgasmic
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Veröffentlicht:21. Juni 2021, 22:26 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:28. Juli 2021, 17:38 Uhr 4012 Aufrufe
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So let it be said that every woman indeed has a very different body internally and externally. We are all similar and vastly different in so many ways. From our bodies, body image, how we carry ourselves. Our beliefs, sex appeal and sensuality. And we all have develop what we like sexually and sensually our own right.
I was asked not too long ago when did I learn my sensuality? I had to think long and hard about that one, no pun intended. It was over the I guess. I was very naive, even when I entered my second marriage. Then over the I had a variety of lovers, experiences, and I learned about myself. How exude what I was feeling inside. So I have.
Now that I am well into my 50's, I do know who I am. I do still worry about body image and sex appeal just because I do not like who I am per say image wise. But I do know there is always a man who will like my body type whatever I weigh.
This brings really why I am writing tonight. It is about how to bring a stronger orgasm, and that is simply put - the kegel method. Now hear me out. Not how you are thinking though that is very good to always be doing your kegel exercises, also strengthens your bladder muscles so you won't leak when you sneeze if you do. But when you are in the heat of the moment, start flexing your muscles just like when you do the kegel exercises. It really increases the blood flow to your clit also and can make all your orgasms so much stronger. Both clitoral and vaginal. Just keep doing that and you can have many orgasms and if you are like me, each one gets stronger until you have the crescendo of all orgasms. The big jamma, toe curling, hair pulling, glass breaking mother of them all.
You are so welcome, men tell your ladies
Ann
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Don't Tease Me
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Veröffentlicht:20. Juni 2021, 22:57 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:21. Juni 2021, 6:12 Uhr 3407 Aufrufe
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I was thinking about an old lover I had for many years, many years ago. So I thought would share a bit about this lover.
Now he and I saw each other for around 7 years. Off and on, mainly on. From the beginning he begged to not see anyone else. Finally I relented and agreed to this. Unbeknownst to , he after some time started to see another old lover of his, but neglected to tell me this. It would have all been okay if he had just been honest.
Anyway, one I began to tease him a bit while he was work. Telling him that I didn't think I could wait until his lunch hour to see him. That is when we usually saw each other, during his lunch he would come over and we would have some of the best and funniest sex.
Anyway I kept telling him how horny I was, that I might not be able to wait, I might have to go take care of myself. I thought that would pretty much be the end of it, and that I would see him on his lunch. Little did I know that I got him worked up, and next thing I know he tests me telling me to be ready, he was on his way. He knew my husband was at work, so it would be clear.
He pulls up in front of the house, more like a screech. Comes bounding up the steps two at a time. He worked in the oil filed but at a shop so he had the heavy overalls on. He pointed at me, and said "Bedroom Now!"I let a little chuckle and bit my lip. He walked up to , pointed down the hall to my bedroom and said "Bedroom Now!" A little more forcefully this time.
You bet your booty that I went pronto to my bedroom. He kissed me very deeply, and began removing my clothes, and his. Just about threw me down on the bed, and it was on. All that raw animistic sexual overdrive and passion. I knew I had been fucked long and hard both vaginally and anally. Whew, I miss that unbridled passion and just raw sex. Doesn't have to be full intercourse even. Sure that is nice, but not a necessary component even. Toys, tongues, fingers, passion, desire are all the key ingredients.
I do wonder how he is now. But he is in Wyoming, and I am now living here in North Carolina. But some very good memories there overall.
Ann
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Start of my day
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Veröffentlicht:19. Juni 2021, 3:56 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:21. Juni 2021, 15:09 Uhr 3890 Aufrufe
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I cant sleep! I am so excited!
Today is a important day for .
Why? Well today hopefully we are doing a 5 hour round trip to pick a new dog for . See about 2 years ago we had put down my dachshund Missy-Mama. She was 18 years and it was sadly time. Since that time, there has been a hole in my heart. But I waited, weighted my options, what I though might be best for my existing animals.
But I have always loved my dogs and cats. We wont be getting anymore cats because my husband is allergic them and as he ages the allergic reaction is worse. Funny thing is, he is the one who absolutely loves the cats. I do too, but he is crazy about them. But he does need to breathe on a regular bases too.
But last night my husband was looking for a small dog for . I really didnt want a puppy because they are so much work, and a very hyper puppy with my big dogs who are both 9 years old, might not be a good thing. So I wanted a full grown dog, that is in their adulthood. I was even open adopting a senior special needs dog because I have many times before. Bur we found a 6 year old poodle, that needs be re-homed due a divorce.
So cross your fingers for today that this is legit and pans out. She is a sweet looking dog, would make a nice companion dog for . I miss having a lap dog, and I know I can incorporate her into out fold. I have a way of doing that.
Big hugs,
Ann
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The Stupidity of Me
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Veröffentlicht:18. Juni 2021, 20:54 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:27. Juli 2021, 21:52 Uhr 1699 Aufrufe
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I sit here feeling stupid
I know better
I know better then to look to forward too much
Looking way too forward to hear from a certain man
Why did I let myself open up so much
More then I have with any man before in my life
Sometimes it feels like I am jumping thru hoops
Wanting to please him.
But what about pleasing me
Letting me see more of his soul
Showing me how he looks forward to hearing from me
A simple good morning,
How was your day
Goodnight
Why did I let him see the bare essentials of me?
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The Ravishing Surprise Part 2
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Veröffentlicht:17. Juni 2021, 22:06 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:21. Juni 2021, 15:10 Uhr 4067 Aufrufe
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You are kissing the lightly biting the nape of my neck , while we sway the imaginary music. Why? Who knows, it just happened that way. I moan your name just quiet enough that you can't hear it, so you ask me what I said. "Nothing Lover", and with that you pull soundly with a large handful of my hair, not enough hurt , but enough get my attention. "What did you say" , you asked again. "I moaned your name", I said a bit louder this time. "It's about time", you nonchalantly replied.
You let go of me, and I excuse myself go the restroom. I grab my bag and tell you that I want go freshen up. As is my habit, I do like freshen up all the important regions even though I had just showered. I like make sure I am fresh and clean and smelling very sweet. I spray on some of my favorite perfume, and put on the one piece of lingerie that you have seen pictures of. Brush my teeth again, use some mouthwash. Apply fresh lip-gloss, and its show time Ann.
I am nervous, and you are suspecting as much. After all, I have never been with someone like you. A man who knows what he is doing, what he likes, and is well versed in the arena.
I still am in awe that you are wanting someone like me, but I do know that there is someone for every body type. We seem be so in sync chemistry wise, and when we kiss. That is what movies are made of.
You take by the hand and walk over you. Stand here and let look at you, you tell . That is very hard for do, but I do what you asked. Next you ask slowly turn around. As I turn around I see you lick your lips. You tell that I am beautiful you, and again take my hand. Standing in front of a mirror, you wrap your arms around , making look at myself. Slowly you start take down the straps of the lingerie piece, First one breast is exposed and you cup the bottom of it, rolling the nipple in between your skilled fingers. I lean back into you. Next the other strap, until the whole piece falls to the floor. Still making watch us in the mirror, you cup the other breast, doing the same thing my nipple. Both are responding like they have never before any human touch.
"Spread your legs for ", you command. This is the giving of myself you. The freely giving my entire self you, enjoy, touch, taste, devour my nectar. Slowly you slide both hands down my body until you reach my freshly shaved smooth mound. You can see a few glistening drop clinging to life on the out edges of my swelling pussy lips. As is beckoning you to come heather. Dare to touch the sweet fresh dewiness, until the secret dwellings of my ecstasy.
Do you dare continue, into my lair?
To be continued.............
Ann
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The Ravishing Surprise
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Veröffentlicht:15. Juni 2021, 23:09 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:21. Juni 2021, 15:10 Uhr 3117 Aufrufe
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You have me meet you at a new spot, telling me to leave my car. I almost object but know better then too. When you make up your mind, there is no swaying you. Besides I do not ever tell you, but I like you being in control most of the time. I climb into your car, and you hand me a rose, but this time it is red. The most perfect rose I have ever seen, even more full then the pink rose from the previous time. You lean in and give me the longest, deepest kiss, running your hands into my hair, holding firm in the-nape of my neck like I love. You hear me let out a little moan and you know you have me captivated once again.
You tell me to buckle my seat belt, and we are on our way to your secret destination. You tell me that you have been planning this for awhile, and this is my birthday celebration in part. I start to ask you where you are taking us, and you hold a finger up to my lips. I kiss your fingertip and gently suck on it, ,just to remind you that I am eager to please you also.
We arrive after a bit at a beautiful motel, and you tell me to stay in the car while you go in. I do as you have asked, just inhaling the sweet aroma of the rose. You come out and drive to the side of the motel, and we gather our bags to go in. As you open the door, and am astonished. Such a beautiful room, complete with a Jacuzzi tub. I squeal in glee because it has been years since I have gotten to soak in one, or do anything else.
You come up behind me, and I feel your hand on my back once again. I love the feeling of your hand, and you brush my hair away from my neck and lean down and kiss the back of my neck. I begin to melt because that is one of my weak spots, that really turns me on. We begin to sway to the imaginary music, and you tell me that you cant wait to ravish me over and over again.
To be continued......................
Ann
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The Day From Hell
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Veröffentlicht:15. Juni 2021, 22:53 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:16. Juni 2021, 21:48 Uhr 3009 Aufrufe
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Today was a day from hell. From beginning to almost the end.
Just one of those days were I felt off enter. I hadn't gotten anytime in the past few days to do any artwork. My husband has been a real ass as of late. Taking out his frustrations on me. Well I am not going to be his target and have let him know this.
Last night he complained that I did not answer him fast enough on whether to leave the small lamp by the bed on. Well actually between our beds. We haven't shared a actual bed in about 20 years because he doe not like to be touched in any fashion when sleeping. Now this lamp is usually left on, so I didn't see what the problem was.
So I am moving out of the martial bedroom and into my own. WE used to have separate rooms and then when we moved to Florida we had to share a bedroom again. So we thought we would try here in North Carolina. But I need a reprieve from him, and need to be able to be me. I need to be able to touch myself, to love myself on those cold lonely nights.
Or at least have the memories of my sweet lover to hold me over while making myself orgasm. Is never like when you have a man making you feel ways you never dreamed you could, but better then nothing.
Life is so fleeting, never let someone take their self loathing out on you.
Ann
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The Desire To Experience
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Veröffentlicht:14. Juni 2021, 21:57 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:15. Juni 2021, 14:51 Uhr 2854 Aufrufe
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I thought I would complie a list of things sexually that I have always wanted experience, but never have. Even though in total between marraiges I have been married over 38 .
1. I have always wanted be woken up in the morning with a man touching , kissing , pressing his cock against my ass and letting nature take its course.
2. be woken up in the middle night with a man's unbridled passion and need for you , have sex
3. go on a picnic, and make love
4. go skinny dipping
5. have sex on a boat
6. have a gangbang with my lover watching mke sure no one hurts
5. let go of control and let my lover bind , trusting in him and the safe word. Knowing he will take the edge and even push it a little.
6. A slow dance while my lover slowly undresses
7. A erotic massage from head toe
8. A fmf with my lover, doing whatever he wants
9. a mfm with my lover, with him
. have the support of my lover, on my journey be healthier, which I do not get from my spouse
I am sure there are more, but I am just starting on this wonderful journey that I hope lasts for a very longtime with my lover. I can't explain how blessed I feel have him in my life.
Thank you Again
Ann
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The Right To Do What You Want
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Veröffentlicht:12. Juni 2021, 23:45 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:27. Juli 2021, 21:55 Uhr 2952 Aufrufe
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You know what I find so funny, is people's all mighty moral compass. They seem to forget that no one should be judgmental of anyone else. We all have our own personalities, believes, and just basic societies influx already.
I guess maybe I am to the age where I know that i need to live life to the fullest because you never know when it is your turn to leave this world. I do not believe there is anything wrong with seeing someone outside of your marriage as long as you are honest and open about it. I love my husband dearly but he has some psychological blocks and now physical ones as well. I know we will never make love again, which is very sad. If only we had known that the last time was just that. There is so much more that has gone on in my private sexual marriage that I only share with my special friend/lover.
My husband struggles with me seeing someone outside of the marriage. Finally I think he understands that I will always love him and be there for him. But there is a side of me that needs that human touch, closeness, caring and even love. I need that BFF/FWB. I need to feel like I am wanted and desired. That there is a man out there dying to see me, kiss me, and make love to me. That special person I can fly high with, whether we are talking on the phone, or able to see each other.
Having that makes me happy, then I am even a better wife. Why? Because I feel fulfilled. I feel alive again, because just being home all the time with no plans other then going to the next doctor appointment. Just being there to clean, and help my husband with his needs, wear on a person after awhile. But even being able to leave for a bit, or talk to my babe on the phone, makes me become better centered and realize that there is still alot of life to live.
So dont let anyone judge you, on your choices. WE are all very different. Once in awhile you meet someone who you click with so well and that is a miracle. You need to do what is right for you, bottom line
Ann
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