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The Tender Touches
Veröffentlicht:10. Oktober 2021, 0:43 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:10. Oktober 2021, 12:08 Uhr
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So I am changing my dog's diaper, trust - it is a thing. I rescued this poor poodle who had been used a breeder, and she lived her life in a cage. So of course at 6 years old we are working house breaking her. Going well, except for a night, so I do diaper her so we dont wake messes.

Anyway, I would give anything right now for some good tender cuddling. Prolonged kissing, you know the type that takes your breath away. Mmmmm gentle caring touches, slowing things way down needed. Since my body is more fragile then before that is necessary along with a few other precautions.

But doens't everything happen for a reason. Going slower envokes a bit more emotions just for the right then and there. And I do not think there is anything wrong with that at even in a FWB situation.

Tonight I am in some pain, pretty good amount fo pain. The leg infection is getting worse again. I am hoping to be able to wait until Tuesday to have this looked at, but not sure. Cross your fingers for me please, I really do not want to be admitted again in the hopsital.

But still smiling, and wishing for a set of nice strong arms to hold me.

Ann
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Just the Way it Should Be
Veröffentlicht:10. Oktober 2021, 0:00 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:10. Oktober 2021, 12:11 Uhr
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This is not a true story, in my dear friend is the way still in Wyoming. But if he was , this is how I imagine things would be.

It was a uniquely beautiful day out, not too hot, nor too cold. A slight breeze, the refreshing . For a change I felt energized, and very ready to enjoy the company of a special friend. Now we have been friends for many years, just time and distance has prevented us from seeing each other for many years.

My affection for this man has never wavered a single bit. Jut a natural friendship with many different levels to it, each one delic delicious and uncomplicated. Taking each stolen moment never for granted.

Hand in hand we walked amoung the fallen leaves of all different hues. The crunching sound was like a savory chorus being sung to just us. that brought back memories for each of us , many years ago when we made love that old faded quilt ont this very mountain. A canopy of autumns finest colors twinkling and giggling at us and our naked forms.

The years having been far my dearest then I, I notice the laugh lines and twinkle creases around his eyes. A little less hair top, and much whiter. He is still a very handsome accomplished man, and we sit and hold hands, we just look into each others eyes. Still enjoying each others nearness and kisses. Not even a single word needs to be said right now.

Both raising our faces enjoy the warmth of the sun, knowing sometimes life is embracing each and every moment.

It is what it is - just the way it should be.

Ann
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Acts of Caring and Adoring
Veröffentlicht:9. Oktober 2021, 3:42 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:10. Oktober 2021, 0:05 Uhr
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I pondered for a very long time tonight on what I wanted to blog about. Then it suddenly ....

Getting shaved. Now I know many women like the keeping their Kitty wild and woolly. Some women trim the maine, I prefer be clean shaved.

What I really like it have my fwb shave down there. I consider it a act of foreplay. Very intimate and relaxing for the female. I feel if you shave , you will then understand the effort it takes us. Also I love having my lover clean what he will be eating and why wouldn't you want ensure that your lover is smooth. taking some shaving cream or hair conditioner, a fresh razor, warm water and you set it. Admiring your handy works I remind you that I want you clean within my folds, where hair could have fallen.

So many little things can anhance the whole exerience, you are both worth it.

Ann
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Sexy Disabled Sassy Woman emerging again.
Veröffentlicht:8. Oktober 2021, 3:32 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:10. Oktober 2021, 0:44 Uhr
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Ta-Dah,

It is I, Ann returning back to her normal self but alot more embracing each day.

Feeling very sexy and horny, so that is a wonderful sensation. For awhile there I wondered if I was no longer going to have the same Sassy sexiness, but it was being sick

Then I felt as if I could no longer have sex, with my medical. But with the right person, who is caring and loving towards you, you still can. Yes there are some precatuins that have to take place since I have a PICC line in. But there are so many people who are struggling right now.

So if you are disabled or perhaps just due to aging, struggling a bit on still feeling like you are still a sexual, viable human - YES you are. There are so many different way to go about the sae issue.And be good to yourself, and do not over do it.

Shake whatever you got,

Ann
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Step By Step, Never Giving Up
Veröffentlicht:7. Oktober 2021, 22:05 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:8. Oktober 2021, 20:00 Uhr
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Today things were pretty difficult at first, but got better. My home health care nurse came and we went over my infusions and the paperwork, supplies, etc.

Had a very nice long with a few friends, one who happens be my FWB. Really hoping that I recover well enough see him, need his kisses and strength.

Have you ever looked at someone that at one time you thought you had something real with, and the sudden realize that they were always fake and phony? That there is no way you would ever fathom a relationship of any sort with them? Yes that happened t , not just today but a while back. Seeing how uncaring, callious, and full of bullshit they really are. I am at the age were I have no desire to any of game. Be honest, and if that does not work, be honest. and if that still doesnt work, still be honest. Yes it might hurt at the time, but in the long run it will bond your friendship, or whatever relationship you have if both want the thing.

So I feel I am in a good place right now. Been dealing with too much medical crap, and not enough pleasurable things. There has to be a balance, and relief of whatever you want. Yes for me, still feeling like a sexual woman in this, is very important. But extra care has be taken. One has be willing accommodate my general over needs health wise, and then we go from there. I can guarantee that you will have fun with in some regard.

Never stop dancing even if it is just in your chair and bed, or head.

Ann
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Positively Spectacular.
Veröffentlicht:6. Oktober 2021, 23:41 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:7. Oktober 2021, 21:51 Uhr
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It is so important to me right now to keep a positive attitude. Yes I do vent like the blog prior. But then I re exam my core beliefs and what I can do to make my time most enjoyable.

Now being realistic, I can not take the hurt that comes with alot of relationships. And I dont want to be that person who is bitter.

i have so many things I want to do, and then the reality of what I really can do given my health.

I want to create more, learn more, embrace the value of a true friend. Laugh, have fun, and see as many sunsets as possible

Each day gives us a new chance to love -----
Us

Ann
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Hospital
Veröffentlicht:3. Oktober 2021, 19:49 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:9. Oktober 2021, 3:31 Uhr
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In the hospital, being treated for 3 different chronic infections by alot of different doctors.

ANN
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Health Issues Call For A Change In Plans
Veröffentlicht:2. Oktober 2021, 23:08 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:5. Oktober 2021, 0:01 Uhr
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Last night I did a blog about assessment of myself. I have since deleted it because in the honest light of day I have had to face some truths.

Right now if I am honest with myself, I am too sick to be with anyone. Yes infections will clear but I have some others issues going on as well that time and tests will tell what they are, and how best to deal with. But for now, my immune system is too weak, and the person I felt was a close enough friend and FWB sadly has decided that he did not to just see me. I understand, it is asking alot, but I only put that if he met someone that he wanted to be involved with, he let me know so I could decide at that time what would be best for my health.

But he is free to choose to have no of commitment and I have to do what is best for me overall health wise. I cant risk getting ill because I am exposed without my knowledge to whatever. I knew getting into this, that this would be just what it is, and was never disillusioned in thinking it would be more. We had some wonderful times, which I will miss greatly.

So I am going to just be here to blog and perhaps make a few purely friends. Nothing more then that, just friends. I could use the support, and the humor.

I will still be thinking naughty thoughts and once in awhile write some erotica. You know I will be using my toys and keeping myself safe. I hate that I have to be this way, but it is what it is.

Ann
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Caterwauling
Veröffentlicht:2. Oktober 2021, 2:12 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:9. Dezember 2021, 4:50 Uhr
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Good Evening,

Yes I should be in bed, but I have to stop in and say Howdy.

The usual for me, Sugar-free Hot Cocoa, and headphones on listening to some tunes. Dont worry, I am saving you all from hearing me usual caterwauling'. Ain't nobody have the need for that - lol.

So I am also saving you guys from having to hear any more details on my health issues. Let's just say I will most likely be going to the er here in a few hours again.

But I want reflect on the beauty of life, in the simplest things. I hear all the time how everyone is so busy with work. Please don't live to work, work to live. Now there are some jobs where you will be working long hours and that cant be helped. First responders in any agency form. Nurses, medical personal, etc.

I have never liked to feel pressure to measure up coming from anywhere. Now it is funny that I am very calm when it comes to my artwork and that competition does not bother me. though it in itself is not a competition because it is in each of our eyes and how we perceive it.

I just want to stop in and say Hi mainly. I know I am not writing erotically much anymore, but trust me I will be getting back ot that. I just need to get all this medical stuff sorted out so I can once again feel sexy. Grrrrrr, sex - yes please.

Stop to Enjoy the Day,

Ann
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When The Buzz Dies
Veröffentlicht:1. Oktober 2021, 3:08 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:2. Oktober 2021, 3:09 Uhr
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I will admit that there are times I struggle to retain my sexiness through all this medical bullshit. Yes I said bullshit because the doctors all make you feel like you could potentially drop dead at any moment. Not That is true for all of us, but shouldn't we be embracing life each and every day, squeezing every drop of joy, vibrancy that we can? Then they wonder why their patients are depressed.

I am not dying any more so than the reat of you. I am a real person, just because I do have some medical issues, so be it.
At least anyone involved with me, knows exactly what is going on. Accepting of the situation and still find e as sexy as hell.

Because you know that, I am when I want to be. When that certain feeling comes over you, then you are on the prowl. You can feel it in the way you move, the way you move your hips, lips, and etes. You are hungry and you know exactly what it is that you want to devour. That fine man over there, the one who thinks you haven't noticed him, but oh you have indeed.

I do want to thank all my friends again. Next week will be a action packed week for sure, but not all doom and gloom for sure. Some very nice mixed in with the rest.

Oh and my favorite vibrator broke that felt so damn good on my clit. Apparently it did that to alot of the models because you can no longer fine it. How am I supposed to get my groove on with out my favorite vibe. Sigh.

Buzz buzz buzz
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Ghost Towns
Veröffentlicht:30. September 2021, 0:25 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:1. Oktober 2021, 2:32 Uhr
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As I am getting ready to call this a night, I am with this thought.

There are nights when you come on here that it seems like everyone in the world wants to communicate with you. Other nights, the nights you could really use a friend or two, there is not a soul to be found. Like a ghost town, and the sad little tumbleweed is the last partier leaving the dust bowl.

Right now I really need my friends. I have a number so scary things all coming up next week. I am hoping there will be some good things too. I am not scared per say, well maybe a little. But it is what it is, and there is nothing worry will not help it.

My friends, the communication you give me does indeed help me power through the rougher days and nights.It keeps me sane, and smailing. I reminds me that there is nore to this work that medical offices, and scowly crabby receptionist, etc.

Anyway thanks to all that have reached out. It does mean so much.

Ann
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Blazing through Squeezing Butts
Veröffentlicht:29. September 2021, 22:03 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:1. Oktober 2021, 2:25 Uhr
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This has been such a rollercoaster of stupidity as of late with the medical doctors. I understand that no one wants to get their hands dirty , but someone had decided something.

I went back and forth with numerous doctors, and so did my husband who is my psa. Finally boiled down that they could give me a medication that took care of the problem. But the staff in the ER were so rude. I mean we are all people , scared people at that. be treated like we do not matter is just horrible. Now this wasn't the nurses at , they were great.

Next week the fun begins over again. I have one day that is not dedicated a doctor or procedure. Hoping that day is a good one, but remains to be seen.

I feel like I am a specimen in a petri dish, just growing cultures for the mad lab techs to exam and note. I want to be a sexual vixen, and have some fun. I just want to cum athen cum some more.

Anyway, I am home, bag unpacked from the hospital, and getting back to normal.

Hugs,

Ann
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A Prefix to Me
Veröffentlicht:28. September 2021, 8:41 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:29. September 2021, 22:07 Uhr
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As I am repacking my laptop, getting ready to again do this insane journey because my very life depends on , or so they tell me. I do want say that even when I am ill, I am still very much all woman and very sexual. I am still every bit the woman I prottray, with the sensuality and sexuality.

It does take a special man understand that I do have some medical issues. That sometimes we have postpone a potential date. But oh honey trust me, when I am well I so make up for . I will say one thing about myself, I do know that I am one hell of a lover, fwb, beneficial friend however you wish term .

I am , attentive, enthusiastic, I give my all and then some. I am that loving woman and that naughty for the right fwb. I make sure that you have just as good of a time as I do.

So please never discount anyone has some medical issues. I have had men have been very unkind about . I them children, and they werent worth my time anyway.

Okay my firends, time shit you down and pack you up until I am in my abode at the hospital.

Muah

Ann
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