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I have Top Fans!
Veröffentlicht:11. September 2021, 21:42 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:14. September 2021, 0:18 Uhr
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Wow, who knew!

No one could be more shocked than myself when I glanced down and I have Top Fans!

of people, who would have thunk it. I never would have seriously even dreamed of such.

But I thank you who are my fans, for making me feel so wonderful. I do really appreciate it so very much.

Another long day, grocery order was finally delivered. We have our groceries delivered because of physical disabilities. Especially the heavy stuff, and even though our order was two hours late the nice man who brought them, even carried them into the house. He insisted, isn't that something. Of course we doubled his tip, was so very nice of him. It was a large order too because I tend to shop for the bulk of our needed items a month at a time.

Anyway, thank you again. Like all of you, today was a somber day. Marking the 29th anniversary of 9/11. Never seems to get easier does it.

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Crazy Running
Veröffentlicht:10. September 2021, 23:38 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:14. September 2021, 0:18 Uhr
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Today was a crazy busy day, so I wont be finishing the story tonight.

Started out right away with paying bills, ordering groceries, doing some finanical planning.

Laundry, deep cleaning the kitchen, and cooking dinner. Homemade hash-browns, bacon and scrambled eggs.

I felt better today, slept for 7 hours uninterrupted which is rare for me. I think it helped that my FWB/lover is organizing a two day weekend next weekend. Even asked if I could spend two nights instead of just one. That meant alot to me, nice to be wanted and cared for along with some amazing sex.

Yes we kid each other that we are using each other for sex, but in fact we are. Yes we enjoy each others company but the sex sweetens the pot. I can hardly wait, going to be amazing.

Then I also had to do wound care on my spouses ulcerated toe. Been that way for about 6 months now, even with specialized wound care for months. But even though we are separated I still care and am his part time caregiver. I would never just turn my back on him, we have a long history and part of me will always love him. And yes he knows and even before we were separated, with his okay I have me sexual needs met outside because he can not.

So just wanting to let you all know that I am very very honest about the whole thing.

Keep smiling, the weekend is here!

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The True Value of Honesty
Veröffentlicht:10. September 2021, 0:16 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:20. September 2021, 14:38 Uhr
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As I am turning in, I am feeling very blessed right now. Amiss all the hurt and lies we all face in life and on this site, there are some very genuine real people.

Often you do not even realize what a true friend you have, a friend who extends a caring hand for you to take. Whether it is talking, holding, and any variety of sexual benefits you might entertain together. Helping soothe a broken heart, from a careless person. Making you realize that you are still vital, desirable, and cared about.

To me right now, as I face some medical challenges soon - this is such a wonderful feeling. It is a tough thing as we all age, wondering about our future, the future of relationships, even friends who seem to have evaporated, and family who is often too busy. But it only takes one genuine honest, person to truly help you through the rough patches and celebrate with you on the victories.

Above all, be honest. There is too much drama in life as is, no need to make more. No head games, fake claims, pretending to be anything you are not. If you are honest, most things can be worked out to a degree.

Goodnight my friends,

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For Your Pleasure Part !
Veröffentlicht:9. September 2021, 21:31 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:14. September 2021, 0:19 Uhr
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This is just a tale from the wicked depths of my ever churning mind. Enjoy!

I have been dying all day see you. My body aching for your touch, feeling a fever starting down in my sweet sacred lips, almost dripping with a sweet nectar that only you can dine on.
I watch you cross the parking lot of the hotel. You had arranged for me to meet you there before you arrived. Taking advantage of the Jacuzzi, I took my time enjoying the warm water and the water jets aimed at the right body parts.

Feeling fresh, I took my time applying lotion so my skin would be extra soft and fragrant. Applying finishing touches to my makeup and perfume, taking the time to make sure my kitty was primed and very ready for you. Dressing in a beautiful piece of lace lingrie that I custom made. Easy access to all the important parts of course.

My heart speeds up and I hear you knock on the door. I rush to open it, so excited to see you again. Without a word you look into my eyes and kiss me passionately while pinning me against the door. I love how commanding and in control you are. I begin to wonder what you have in store for me tonight, and you slide your hand down to my brest, while keeping my hands over my head and pinned. I am helpless and you chuckle because you notice that I am a bit breathless and flushed.

You release me, and you tell me to sit down. We do sit and talk for just a few moments, and you tell me to stand up. Without hesitation you tell me to open my lacy frock, and present my enormous breast to you. I do so, and you examine each one slowly. You begin sucking in earnest, knowing I love that so much. Taunting and twisting each nipple, and then slapping each one. The stinging sensation is just enough to activate my clit even more. I can feel myself getting wetter and wetter.

I stand there and feel you sliding your hand down over my stomach and into my pussy. dipping a finger into the folds, you say "What do we have here my slut"? You take your finger and wet my lips with my own juices and tell me lick my lips. Tasting myself while you watch is turning me on even more. You start kissing me deeply again, but slowly while sliding a well skilled finger into my pussy. I moan and you start rubbing my clit which is swollen at the same time. I am dying to touch you, but you will not allow me to do so yet.

Stanidn there you feel me start to tremble, as I am getting close to cumming. I had been saving up my nectar for over a week and being so horny for you, I am begging to cum. You tell me no, and demand that I not cum until you tell me I may do so. You feel me start to tighten up in my pussy, and you remind me once again that I may not cum until you tell me I can. I cant control myself and you feel me cumming all over your fingers.

You sit down and tell me to come over to you. I bite my lower lip and do so. You tell me to bend over your lap. I know what is coming, You tell me that I must be punished for no obeying you. You expose my bare ass, and tell me to spread my legs.

To be continued......
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Pent Up Sexual Energy
Veröffentlicht:9. September 2021, 18:23 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:10. September 2021, 20:00 Uhr
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What does one do with pent up sexual energy. ?

Well of course there is always masturbation, but even that gets very old after awhile. My clit and fingers are no longer speaking to each other it seems - lol.

So for me, I need a outlet and I am not going to just pick anyone to lay down with. I have to be friends with you first and foremost. Then after we do a firdt meet say for lunch, we can decide if we woul dlike to be benefiting.

I do like to fantasize and write erotica and it seems that some of you enjoy reading such. So that is what I will be doing until me FWB and I are able to meet once again and get down to the proper and not so proper business of fuckery.

I also like to look at the toys, seeing if there is anyting new that I might want to save up and buy. You never know what might just be your new favorite toy. So many different ones and of course the old true and true ones as well.

Well the two days prior to this one have been very rough my friends. Way too much fighting with my separated spouse, who wants everything his way. He is used to the old me back when I would give in and just do whatever he wanted. But as I have aged, I have become much more vocal about my wants and needs. He is very unhappy about this, but I have just this one life. I plan on squeezing every bit of happiness out of it.

Never let anyone tell you how to be, what to think of feel, or what you should be.

We are all unique and special.

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My Tryst To Finding My Groove Once Again
Veröffentlicht:7. September 2021, 21:43 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:18. September 2021, 7:46 Uhr
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One week ago today I was spending the night with a dear friend, now a dear FWB.

You never could have told me how amazingly we would get along in and out of the bed. But it was amazing to say the least.

See this was the first time in 8 years almost that I had felt a man cum deep inside of me. I had forgotten how good that feels, and how wonderful he would be. From the first kiss right when I walked in the hotel room, to the last kiss as we said our goodbyes, just could not have been better.

Handsome, Charismatic, Charming, and dont tell him, but the very best that I have ever been with. He was wonderful to talk with, wonderful to be with in no uncertain terms. He was gentle when and where he needed to be, controlling in just the right way. Such a huge turn on each and every-time, all 4 times lord almighty.

He had me cumming right and left and then right some more, I had him spell bound with my oral skills as I was with his. We left each other craving more as soon as we can arrange it.
It easy, and relaxed while being exciting. No fighting, no trying to change each other. Just natural and fun, the way making love and sex should be.

I feel like a full fledged woman once again. After all this time, I thought perhaps I had lost my groove. Well he found it, again and again and again.

Oh to be replayed again soon!

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Nodding Off
Veröffentlicht:7. September 2021, 1:08 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:10. September 2021, 13:59 Uhr
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I've been sitting here thinking I was groin gto write some profound words of wisdom/ Then every so often I nod off. I hate that, I always want to squeeze every ounce of each day out.

I have dfriven at movie threat res, long time ago at work, recently while talking with a very close friends. I hate that I do indeed do that. Not anything I can help.

So yes I am teh nodding off woman, but I am very enthusiastic in real lie too.

Tell me, where is teh strangest place syou have fallen aasleeo at or doing>

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Midst Of Sexual Expression
Veröffentlicht:6. September 2021, 13:10 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:7. September 2021, 22:59 Uhr
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I always been a free thinker, just who I am. Any real surprise that I am a artist? Didn't think so.

I really think it is just such a pity when you know people who never let loose. They hold on for dear life the conservative lifestyles they were brought up to have. I was brought up by very conservative parents myself, I just have been the odd man out there. I have always felt like God gave me a brain to use, that I didn't have to think the same way everyone else does.

I want to know at the end of my life that I enjoyed myself on whatever plain I could. That I gave it my all. Like sexually, I do not hold back once I am in the midst of it. I let myself feel, and be totally in the moment. I wish everyone was like that because there is such beauty in the different area of sexual experiences.

Just let your guard down and enjoy!

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Branching Out To En Vibe More
Veröffentlicht:5. September 2021, 21:26 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:6. September 2021, 13:02 Uhr
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So I thought tonight's post would be about our own perceived body images, versus what someone else might see.

It is so true that there is a body type that appeals to everyone. But for the most part society seems so judgmental at a certain age on body image. Thinking we should all be a certain weight, height, and even how we dress.

But as we age,and we all have things heading south faster then we can take notice, I think body image starts to not be as important. We take into account the overall person, personality, and how they treat others. Are they truthful? Or do they lie to themselves and everyone around them?

You never can tell how a person really is until you meet face to face. Usually after a few moments of talking you can tell if there is a attraction or not. Especially if you are sitting and talking. I always say that I like everyone until they open their mouths. Then quickly you can tell if this person is someone you would get along with, or the big no.

I ask each one of you though to step outside of your normal comfort zone. You never will know if you would like someone that is not in your normal appeal. They might blow your socks off and everything else too. They might leave you breathless, twitter patted, and craving more.
And what if you hadnt taken the chance.

Don't judge by looks alone,that is a very immature thing to do.

Each person,each person's body's unique.


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Sensuality and Sexuality
Veröffentlicht:3. September 2021, 21:10 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:7. September 2021, 8:26 Uhr
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Sensuality is
the enjoyment, expression, or pursuit of physical,

Sexuality is about your sexual feelings, thoughts, attractions and behaviors towards other people. You can find other people physically, sexually or emotionally attractive, and all those things are a part of your sexuality. Sexuality is diverse and personal, and it is an important part of who you are.

Those are the official definitions on the words we all throw around so freely. But are you really in tune to what and how you portray yourself.

I love to be sensual, and if you are lucky enough to be with me you will know that I am enjoying myself. I tend to move my body and vocalize very much that I am enjoying my time with you. I also love to caress, run my fingertips over your body. Kissing, licking, showing you that I am intune to your desires too. I love to give as good as I am getting.

I am also very sexual and I think there is nothing wrong with a woman being sexual. It does take the two of us, or at least two of us to have the best of sex. I mean I can masturbate myself into a coma, but it is and will never be the same as having a man holding me, kissing me, caressing me. And then when it gets down to the brass tactics, a real man knows just how far to take it, pinning and controling my body which is now squirming. That is something that is so to .

So dont hold back, give it your all my friends. You deserve a rich sex and sensual life. We all do. Let your fingers do the walking and talking - lol

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The Want and Desire, and Even Need For SEX
Veröffentlicht:2. September 2021, 15:37 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:3. September 2021, 20:23 Uhr
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I will admit it.

I think about sex all the time.

I do not know why, and at my age, but I do.

I would love to have sex daily, at let once. Mmmmm to be woken up with it, which by the way was wonderful. Can check that off my bucket list.

I would love to have quickies, longies, in between foreplay and fondling. Yes just like teenagers at times. But I do crave it, think about it, want it.

We all know that there is a sexual window that unless we prop it open will shut. Do not put off doing the sexual things you want, because you may run out of time.

That being said, one has to have spent some time being my friend, and us getting to know each other before I ever think about laying down with you. And trust me, I am damn good in bed, just saying. I may lack confidence in some areas like my body image. But sexual performance, this girl doesnt hold back at all.

So go do what you want with the right sexual partner.

And have Orgasms galore.

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Sex As We Age
Veröffentlicht:1. September 2021, 21:54 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:3. September 2021, 20:25 Uhr
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I have been thinking about what this blog might be about. Then it finally .

Just a fact of life, we age it is usually harder cum. Just like it takes more energy do anything, sexual activities are in that boat too.

It takes more of starting in the mind, then flirting, kissing, foreplay. Not being in a hurry, relaly listening to what your partner likes or dislikes.

As long as whatever you are doing each other feels good, that is that matters. Maybe you will cum, maybe not. But there is no shame if you cant cum, yes I am talking you men. It is not a sign that you are broken. You are still very sexy, and very capable bringing and having pleasure. Sometimes there needs be a adjustment in the activities. perhaps stimulation, toys, cock rings.

Just remember that not everyone can one out of the ballpark.
But long you both are enjoying the moment, that is all matters.s.


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Standing Up For Yourself
Veröffentlicht:31. August 2021, 10:12 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:1. September 2021, 11:02 Uhr
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Sometimes in life, you get caught in a relationship with someone that turns sour. All the sudden there is nothing about you that they like. Nothing that you do is good enough. You find yourself afraid to be yourself. Afraid to be the person you thought they found wonderful.

Red flags,
Red flags big time.
Red flags already been down that road of being controlled.

Then you have to gather all the strength from your boot straps and stand up for yourself.

Now I know there is always a lot of room for improvement in myself. We all can always improve, no one is perfect. But at 57 years old, I am who I am. I fought long and damn hard to get to where I even liked myself. I have overcome so much, and still am overcoming even more.

I am standing up for the woman I am now. I couldnt as a child, but I do now. I even told my child self that nothing that happened to her was her fault. I realized that inner pain.

But I do like the woman I am. I am , loving, caring and will have your back. But I am not going to be told how to be. My husband finally understands that I do have needs that he hasnt been able to and now cant meet. He wishes he could, but knows that I will occasionally have a lover that I see to fulfill that part of my life.

No one is a bad person. Just sometimes you find that your lifestyles and the people you are is too different. I am not going to morph into someone else's idea of who I should be. But you do always learn and take away something positive.

Everything and everyone is a lesson or a blessing.

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