TheMusings of a Jaded Old Lady
These are the thoughts and ramblings of a BBW Domme and Cuckoldress from rural Northwestern Pennsylvania, now living in the Southern Tier of Western New York.

As I have gotten older, I've really come into my own in terms of D/s. At one time, my leanings were much more vanilla than they are now. Its Become a very important part of my life.

I've included erotica, both fiction and non, that I've written. Feel free to comment!
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A True Cuckolding Experience
Veröffentlicht:26. Dezember 2014, 20:26 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:28. November 2021, 19:36 Uhr
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I've posted this previously, but I love it so much, I thought I'd repost it. Remember, CUCKOLDING IS NOT FOR EVERYONE.

John is amazing. He knew going in to our relationship that I desired big cocks. I worried that while the IDEA of being cuckolded was something he found exciting, that when it came down to brass tacks, he'd freak and bolt. I couldn't have been more wrong.

We received a message from a very well hung man. He was around our age, and said he was going to be in the area on vacation if we'd be interested in hooking up. He included a picture of his face (very handsome) and his cock ( fucking beautiful). I discussed the idea with John, to feel him out, and he assured me that he was in.

After a couple of emails, several text messages and a phone call, the wheels were set in motion. We made arrangements to meet at a local motel at 8ish. I would arrive early, meeting John there, so I could shower and so he could get me ready to meet Pete.

Once John registered, we went up to our room. I quickly showered, and laid down on the bed with him to talk about our upcoming plans. I was afraid he'd freak when it all became reality, and reassured him that Pete was merely a vessel; a means to an end. We kissed passionately, and he began working my pussy.

I love when he palms my clit. I don't know what it is, but the pressure he puts on my clit while slightly entering my pussy with his fingertips makes me climb the walls. The only thing you could hear in the room, aside from the air conditioner, was my laborered breathing and the sloppy, slurping sounds of his machinations on my cunt.

I told him I wouldn't cum before Pete fucked me, so he slowed down, and we began kissing some more. While we waited for him, I told John to eat my pussy, which he did willingly. I pushed his head between my thighs and ground my cunt against his five o'clock shadow. My clit was hard and throbbing. I couldn't wait to be fucked.

About that time, Pete texted to let me know he was on his way. I let him know at that time that I had no interest in John being degraded as some sub cucks require. I explained that I considered this a gift, and wanted him treated with respect. He said he understood; that it was about me and what I wanted.

Shortly after, we heard a knock at the door. John got up and let Pete into the room. They shook hands, and Pete peeked around the corner to see me on the bed. I stood up to kiss him hello as we made some very brief small talk. Within two minutes, I was bent over the bed, and he was fucking me with his long, thick cock. I moaned as he pistoned in and out of me, looking up at John's face, telling him how amazing Pete's cock felt inside me. He was smiling at me; I knew he was happy that I was getting what I wanted and needed. My worried evaporated in that moment.

Pete stayed for about 45 minutes. I told him to cum inside me, and after he told me he'd saved it for me for three days, he did. I immediately wanted him to leave; not because I had a bad time, but because I wanted to share my thoughts and feelings, and cummy pussy, with John. He leaned down as I laid on the bed and kissed me deeply. I told him to slide his finger inside me; I wanted him to feel Pete's load inside me.

He immediately complied. He knew what was coming, and I knew he was very nervous about it. He was hard as hell, and I told him to fuck me. I knew he was so horny that he wouldn't last long, so he slid his cock into my well fucked and sore pussy. He came in under a minute, shooting his huge load inside me. After he pulled out, I told him to eat my pussy and make me cum. He put his face between my thighs, and slurped up his load and Pete's. Knowing that he was willing to clean up another man's cum just to please me put me over the edge and I came hard on his face.

We laid in bed together and talked about the events of the evening. Pete had been a perfect gentleman, and fantastic fuck. It was one of the most incredible nights of my life. And I thank John for allowing it to happen.
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Another New Year's Eve, Another birthday...
Veröffentlicht:22. Dezember 2014, 16:32 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:25. Dezember 2014, 20:01 Uhr
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The last couple of years, I've stayed home with my kids on New Years Eve, which is also my birthday. They're older, and have better things to do than sit at home with old mom, so it looks like this year, I can make plans. But what do I do? I'm not seeing anyone, so I can't/won't do any couple of things. I don't drink very much or often, so I'm of at a loss.

Any ideas?
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I love it when they call me a "fucking bitch"!
Veröffentlicht:19. Dezember 2014, 17:27 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:20. Dezember 2014, 4:02 Uhr
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Had another one do it about five minutes ago. Some guy sends me a series of messages. Here is the exchange.

Him: Hi
Me: Hello
Him: how y doin
Me: Fine. Yourself?
Him: good. have pics or cam?
Me: I have pics on my profile.

This is when I get the classic line I get 100 times a day...

Him: i can't see profiles im a standard member

Why should I send pictures to someone based on that? Am I supposed to feel sorry for you? Cuz, I don't.

As I'm typing this line:
Me: Yeah.. So?
He types:
Him: I saw your profile picture. your pretty

Him: wuts your problem?
Me: I don't have a problem. Seems as though you do, though.
Him: Then I guess you're just a fuckin bitch! Bye!!!

Some things never change. Now I feel all warm and fuzzy.

Happy Holidays, fuck nugget!
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What is your ringtone?
Veröffentlicht:18. Dezember 2014, 16:44 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:19. Dezember 2014, 3:14 Uhr
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Pretty straightforward question. I'm just curious what songs/music others have for their ringtones.

Mine currently is "These Days" sung by Nico.
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What is this "sleep" you speak of?
Veröffentlicht:17. Dezember 2014, 23:04 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:28. Januar 2022, 20:4 Uhr
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For the third night in a row, I haven't been able to fall asleep. I tried everything short of counting fucking sheep, and I'm still awake. The worst part? The girl spent the last two nights at her dad's house, so I've been home alone, but too damn tired to see about having some "company" over.

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I figured out the easiest way to get a guy to leave me alone!!!
Veröffentlicht:15. Dezember 2014, 16:18 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:16. Dezember 2014, 11:02 Uhr
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Tell him I want him to pay me for my time!

I get guys who live a thousand miles away who message me on the IM. They want to spend hours telling me how they want to serve me (which we all know is a load of horsehit), which keeps me from talking to locals. So from now on, I'm going to tell them they need to pay me for my time. That should shut em up. It just did a few minutes ago when I tried it the first time!
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Cyber??? Seriously???
Veröffentlicht:13. Dezember 2014, 7:44 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:15. Dezember 2014, 17:59 Uhr
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For the love of all that's holy, it's almost 2015, and I am still surprised when I am on IM and get messages from men who want to "flirty chat".

Cyber is soooo 1999. Back then, I would never have really considered meeting someone from the internet, so cyber was the next best thing. Now, when I think about cyber, it's almost laughable. A guy sitting at his laptop, one hand on the keys, and one hand on his dick, explaining all the things he wants to do to me? Honestly, most times, I laugh out loud.

I would much rather read a well-composed erotic story than participate in cyber. I'm not going to get pussy juice all over my keyboards, nor am I going to type "mmmmmmmmmmm" every 20 seconds so that I don't have to stop getting myself off.

So, what are your thoughts on cybersex? Feel free to leave your comments.
Cyber? Bwahahahahahahaha!!!
I do it once in a while when the mood strikes me, but I would much rather have personal contact.
I have "flirty chat" every night with a different person. Sex isn't regular for me, and cyber beats porn.
As often as possible. It's not like I meet someone in person very often, right?
All day, every day. I have no desire to meet anyone in person, so I'll jerk my pud til it turns purple.
And the old standby.... I'm just here for the blogs. :)
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Married Men (not a bashing post...)
Veröffentlicht:12. Dezember 2014, 17:14 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:13. Dezember 2014, 4:04 Uhr
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I said this wasn't a bash post, and it's not. I'm just curious why I get hit on by so many married men! It's happened to me all my life. I've always gotten hit on by married men. Even when I was in my late teens, they tried to get my attention. I just never understood why. I guess, as a fat girl, I always figured that I was an easy target?
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RandomUsername's profile has been turned.....
Veröffentlicht:9. Dezember 2014, 16:18 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:10. Dezember 2014, 2:50 Uhr
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What the french, toast???

Why would you message someone when your own profile is turned off and expect them to answer you?

I just don't get it. I mean, I understand the concept of turning off your profile. If you've met someone. Work is keeping you very busy and you're just surfing with no real intent. You're going to serve hard time. I understand that. But why message someone, knowing that they can't read your profile and learn a damned thing about you?
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Veröffentlicht:7. Dezember 2014, 11:16 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:9. Dezember 2014, 16:10 Uhr
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Seriously. That's what the message said that I just got from the guy I was supposed to meet for coffee this afternoon.

We met online yesterday morning. He said he wanted me to Dominate him- sit on his face, humiliate him, but most importantly, he wanted fucked with a strap on. That was what he kept going back to, going so far as to buy a dildo before he was even supposed to leave to make the hour long drive here to meet me the first time, and texting me to tell me.

We were supposed to meet yesterday afternoon, but I wound up in the ER with daughter for her ovarian cyst. By the time I got home and cooked dinner for her and my youngest, it was a little late. So I suggested we try today, as he said he had the whole weekend off. He agreed, saying that he could come over as early as I wanted him to. We finally settled on 9am, and that was that. Or so I thought.

At 7:45 this morning, he sends me a text. "Linda i m gonna have to push back the meet time. Didnt get to sleep until 4am. Going back to bed. Will text in a little while." To me, that was code for "I was up all night jerking off/meeting someone else, so I'm too tired". Cool. Whatever. But the more I thought about it, the more annoyed I got. Don't tell me how badly you want to serve me/be dominated, and then pull off some selfish bullshit like that. It was then I realized that he was like many,many others I've spoken to in the past. Full of shit.

So after I changed my status to a lovely passive aggressive little number, I get a message on IM. The nuts and bolts of it were that although he REALLY REALLY wants fucked in the ass, he couldn't be a cuckold. And if I'd been willing to fuck him in the ass when he came to meet me, he would've, but otherwise, it wasn't worth the drive. (45 miles? fucking really?) He did, however, say that if i was ever in his town and wanted to meet for coffee....

Fuck that noise, douchebag.

Why are there so many liars and douchebags?
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Slut - It's not a bad word.
Veröffentlicht:7. Dezember 2014, 4:59 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:28. Dezember 2014, 10:02 Uhr
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Okay, so as far as Merriam-Webster's concerned, the definition of "slut" is as follows:

slut - noun \ˈslət\

a : a promiscuous woman; especially : prostitute
b : a saucy girl : minx

I am both of these things. And I won't apologize for it either.

I was chatting on a vanilla dating site last night when someone told me that because I was a cuckoldress, I was a slut. Like it's a bad thing. I told him that yes, I was a slut and that over the years, I've embraced my inner slut, in fact, fleshing out her desires and needs and fulfilling them the best way I was able. Then he blocked me. Imagine that.

Sluts are empowered women who have embraced their own sexuality. They've thrown off the rules of a puritanical society and chosen to chase after their own desires. Fuck puritans and everything they stand for.

The whole idea behind slut shaming is outdated religious propaganda from old men who were insecure and twisted. What would scare them more than a woman who's had some sexual experience? Because then she might realize their cocks were small, oh no!! Can't have that. No sexual experience for women! Otherwise they might actually know the difference between a good partner and a bad one.

So yes, I'm a slut. And I'm a really good one.
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How soon into meeting someone do you know you're going to fuck them?
Veröffentlicht:5. Dezember 2014, 15:07 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:12. Dezember 2014, 16:56 Uhr
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I believe that chemistry is there or it's not; you can't manufacture it. That being said, I'll often have sex on the first date if I'm feeling it.

When do you know?
On sight.
Within 15 minutes.
Within an hour.
Within 2 hours.
Within 4 hours.
A second date.
Longer than that....
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Anatomy of a Username
Veröffentlicht:4. Dezember 2014, 3:23 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:5. Dezember 2014, 15:45 Uhr
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Since I get messages telling me all the time that I'm "not fat" (which I am), I thought I'd breakdown my username and explain why I chose it.


Fat - I'm fat. I personally thought that was explanation enough, but evidently, I was mistaken. I am a big girl. A really big girl. Just because you can't tell from the pictures I have posted, doesn't mean it's not true. (Like many fat girls, I don't like having my picture taken so much.)

And - I refuse to explain what a conjunction is. If you don't know, brush up on your Schoolhouse Rock.

Sassier -I'm a Dominant woman. I'm mouthy, I can be demanding, but I'm also very funny. I enjoy making people laugh, when I'm not busting their balls.

68 - The year I was born. Which makes me nearly 46. "You don't look a day over 40" gets a response like "The gray hair doesn't show upon camera very well."

Just out of curiosity, why did you pick YOUR username?
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