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My heart was broken yesterday
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Posted:Feb 1, 2021 4:08 am
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2021 7:30 am
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I’m just gonna blog a little about my sex life n Fiona. Why at 5:51 in the morning on a Monday u might ask. Well because I was dumped Saturday. It hurts pretty fuckin bad. And I just got off a very tears flooding pathetic phone call with him n so I’m just trying distract myself a lil
I lost my virginity at a whopping . New Year’s Eve 2007 in my bedroom a y/o man slut I met at the mall with my then bestfriend the night prior. I thought it was love at first site. He went and broke my heart several times for years come. After that I continued having sec with people random people sometimes guys who were my boyfriend. Sometimes strangers that would c me out n about strutting around like a slutty cat n heat crying out for attention. I don’t kno y but my self esteem was total shit back then. So basically I started screwing anyone I could. Sucking lots of dicks. But too shy still to enjoy receiving oral. I’d had it a couple times n it was good with one guy but then I didn’t like it again till I was almost 19. By the age of I had my first daddy relationship going with a guy older than my parents with a huge cock that owned a mortuary home.
to be continued...
feel free to leave any questions y’ mayb wondering. I’d love answer em and will b sure as well!!
Thanks everyone
💋💋💋
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Yandy.com Valentine’s Day Sale
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Posted:Jan 27, 2021 9:55 pm
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2021 4:41 am
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Just a couple things I really wanted from yandy.
If anyone wants order any of this hmu for my shipping info or my chime or Venmo or cashapp! Please n thanks guys!!
Anyone who orders me anything will receive hella photos n videos of me n whatever. Lemme kno....
These r the things I cannot live without atm
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ADTR
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Posted:Dec 19, 2020 1:22 am
Last Updated:Jan 2, 2021 7:46 pm
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But should I write it off?
U SHOULD’VE KILLED WHEN U HAD THE CHANCE.
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Retarded (please no offense to mentally handicapped)
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Posted:Dec 18, 2020 5:25 pm
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2020 4:49 am
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Am I fuckin retarded?
I recently started believe that maybe I wasn’t fuckin retarded. That I was just literally fuckin retarded people. Until even more recently I started c maybe I really am retarded. So many things now I’ve started changing about myself. And yet so many things I’ve started trying change about myself yet gotten no where. I’m really good at suppressing things as opposed getting thru something. It’s probably how I started living in this alternate reality I’ve made my home. My coping mechanism that’s gotten me thru all this self inflicted trauma I’ve put myself thru. Because why? Because I’m RETARDED.
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Devious Dirty Dainty Slut n PROUD
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Posted:Dec 14, 2020 8:12 am
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2020 4:50 am
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That crazy urge I sometimes feel. It’s a drive more than a feel. Something inside me starts creeping in. Engulfing everything I am inside. Slowly bubbling up to the surface. I feel like a bottle of fizzy pop being shook ready to explode... UNLESS I rub something or my hand on my clit. Then migrate down to my opening of my vagina and begin really masturbating. Rubbing my prominent clit, pulling and kneading while rolling my fat pussy lips thru my fingers, then penetrating my tight vagina. Senses of pleasure shooting thru me stemming from my juicy center. Will I cum or again walk away, arms sore n tired, feeling dissatisfied. I try not to imagine the misfortune too closely. Instead I think of whatever is my fetish for the day. I begin focusing on relaxing so I can open up and my orgasm can b all that it can b. Once I finally cum and my little petite body is trembling I soak the bed underneath me. Because I’m not a squirter, I’m much more like a monsoon. I love watching myself n the mirror or with the camera of my phone a lot. Seeing what a dirty devious slut I really am. I enjoy dressing up for it at times. Or maybe before hand or after I’ll walk around my apt naked picking up n cleaning or rearranging furniture but I always start with my tail butt plug n first. I sometimes wish someone would keep me one day as their devious pet. But at the same time I def enjoy my freedom n independence. Anywho. How’s everyone’s day going today? Anyone else feel the need to release the demons?
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Opinionsssss not Onions
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Posted:Dec 2, 2020 2:02 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2021 11:59 pm
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Ok so I’m looking for some new kinky lingerie
There’s so many different kinds so this blog is more of an open ended discussion. I wanna kno what u would wanna c me n, pls?
1.) Leather (color)
2.) Pleather
3.) Wet look
4.) Vinyl
5.) Lace
6.) onsie lil girl outfit
7.) naughty school girl
8.) other ______________
What color or fits do u imagine? Is it boy shorts or a g string? Maybe crotchless panties. Maybe it’s intricate maybe it’s simple. Maybe it’s a dom or sub outfit. I’m super curious. Let’s hear it.
I feel like a lot of u will answer something about a birthday suit. I love my birthday suit too. This is IF I had to pick something sexy or lingerie or costume out with u what would u pick?
S. Sunshine
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U don’t c me anyways
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Posted:Nov 17, 2020 7:28 pm
Last Updated:Dec 11, 2020 3:23 am
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How The inside of me lives everyday
The way my minds constantly n disarray
The decisions I make leave me n constant dismay
How I keep demons constantly at bay
It may all b n my mind
My heart is shattered
My life has been so short yet it’s broken n tattered
Stuck n a spot where my brain refused to still grow
Maybe it was all the excessive drinking or blow
And all those years I fooled myself into thinking I still had a youthful glow
Always fighting the current refusing to ever go with the flow
All my life has been a giant waste this I now know
Draining the ones I love so fast
Their energy time money n affection never was gonna last
I take n I take n I never give back
Physically and verbally I start to attack
Until I break u down to ur core
N make u hate me more n more
Sorry just needed to vent but didn’t kno where else to post this. I don’t want my family and friends on Fedbook to worry about Me or ask what’s wrong. If it’s not what ur expecting or ur style pls leave mean or negative comments to urself. Fr. Pls. Thanks guys.
S. Sunshine
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WANTS vs NEEDS
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Posted:Jan 21, 2020 11:32 pm
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2020 9:31 pm
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This is not a blog for someone to come and correct me on what they think my
needs as opposed to my wants r. If it seems more like a want than a need then understand that u r not me. U don’t live my life and u have no clue what might make that a need n my life although it’s only ever a want for u.
Right now I feel like I NEED this dress n a xsmall or a small ASAP as n yesterday. As opposed to my want for philicheesesteak dominos pizza 🍕
https://m.romwe.com/us/Snake-Flower-Print-Contrast-Lace-Ribbed-Cami-Dress-p-529701-cat-767.html?scici=productDetail~~RecommendList~~1~~You%20May%20Also%20Like~~RMProductDetailYouMayAlsoLike_matcgroup~~0~~0
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Forever Young
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Posted:Jan 21, 2020 9:27 pm
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2020 4:51 am
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Well I’m a little over 27 and 1/2 now. And on this below freezing drizzling rainy night I can’t help but to think back to a time I was barely 18 working as a head hostess at Outback Steakhouse. I was sleeping with my kitchen manager at the time and he was 27. I remember when he would joke around and pretend to still b with the shit and cool and I’d just giggle at his non sense. Now I’m that old kitchen manager. Omg. Disgusting. Fml.
This photo was when I was 19 cuz it’s around the same age ball park as I was n when I mentioned above.
#rayofsunshine
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