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Posted:Oct 14, 2021 11:11 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2021 7:52 am
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I'm attracted to some men but really wish I weren't. I've never been talked to or treated so disgracefully as I have by most men. How am I supposed to be attracted enough to share intimacy with a man that See's me as a fetish or a vessel for him to use for only his pleasure. Or even worse, you being obsessed with dick and chasing after females when you should be chasing other men.

I honestly think I'm asking too much from a man. Look how badly many of you treat CIS women. why should I be any different... Welcome to womanhood Dianne. Just be a good , take the punches and know your place.

Not sure if I'll ever have relations with a man again. Y'all make it difficult, nasty and hurtful when it should be beautiful, satisfying emotionally and physically.
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Desire, sex and validation
Posted:Oct 7, 2021 1:00 pm
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2021 8:01 pm
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Always having project confidence, tinnacity, and strength... The world will eat me alive if I let it.

It's too much sometimes though, I fall to the ground and get maulled.
I am deeply scarred inside and outside, I just hide it well. Some of the people that smile the most hurt the deepest.

I don't think it's sex that I desire the most. That would be easy. I have this absolute fear of being completely vulnerable, exposed, naked in front of another human being. What I mean by that is to let someone inside and say, you're safe with me. I wonder if other trans women feel these things so deeply too?
Yeah, life's a bitch. Feeling rejection, like a freak or fetish, misunderstood and misgendered, a fantasy, plaything, something to try out, a dirty secret, sexual deviant.. I just want to be human, feel human and have another genuine feminine soul that can embrace that feeling of comfort. I'm clinging on tightly for fear of falling when I really wish to let go.
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