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Coffee, office idiots and tits popping out. Get jealous much?
Posted:May 15, 2018 11:34 pm
Last Updated:May 19, 2018 12:12 am

Im onto my third cup of coffee today. Although I DO love my coffee, I find that my need for caffeine increases with the amount of bullshit I have to deal with. And don't we all just love work crap. As much as I love coffee, this is spoiling it for me though. Maybe I'll stop after this cup. I hate to call people names, but some people are just idiots

Two cases in point : one
We all need to work together to get things done. That's a given. For that to happen, we need to really give and take. Some people though, just HAVE to use this aa an opportunity to "stake their claim" on certain aspects of work. We are all in different office around the world. I've also heard of trying to own a virtual space but this is getting ridiculous. Someone needs to invent a virtual slap that translates to pain :S. So that's work today, thus far.

Care in point: two
This morning I rode out into town to run an errand. It was supposed to be a quick run down, pick up a few things and back in time for a call. This bitch in a car almost ran me over cos there was a queue going into a single lane and she thought she didn't want to queue, so she cut in at the very last minute, not giving a fuck if I had occupied said particular lane on my motorbike. What. A. Bitch. -_-

Over the weekend past, we met up with some friends and tried kayaking. I wasn't too interested on socialising but kinda got talked into it so, the husband and I joined two other couples and went kayaking in a river somewhere It was fun, and for that point alone, I was glad I went. It wasn't too hard either. Maybe I was just expecting more...? Anyhow.

After we were done, we went somewhere for lunch where we were seated on the floor and the food is served on low tables (Its quite common here). It was your typical Balinese afternoon of scorching sun, rain and high humidity so we were all in shorts and t-shirts mostly. One of the other ladies had on a tank top that was quite loose. Every time she bent over or move, the front kept dropping lower and soon enough, she kept spilling out of her top. She wore a bra, but still she kept exposing herself. I didn't think it was such a big deal, and there were no big reactions from everyone else, but I did catch the husband staring on a few occasions. She kept adjusting herself, but clearly was comfortable with the situation too.

I was just watching everyone talk and suddenly wondered if this lady's husband was comfortable with it. He seemed like there wasn't a big deal or like nothing skipped a beat, but there were also point during that afternoon that I thought I saw him getting a little agitated. I might be wrong, but either way, that's why I wondered.

When the husband and I first started out, he got really uncomfortable with how revealing I wore, which was weird cos it's never consistent. One day its fine, another it's not. I completely understand this. Someone once told me that initially, it's always ok, but as soon as the relationship moved into the next phase, it suddenly changes. LOL I get it. I'm just suddenly remembering once when we were here in Bali on a holiday years ago, I went for breakfast once in a long dress without anything underneath. It was a fairly thin dress and every time I bend over or reach for something, he'd get mad and excited at the same time. LOL
I know I shouldn't laugh at this but damn it was amusing. He's fine now, although I think it's resignation more than anything else

AAAAannnyway. A lotta people will tell you it's ok for their partners to wear whatever they want to wear, dress however they want to dress. But not all of these people really mean it. So, how "okay" are you really with your partner's choice of attire? Be it an evening or in general?
Good vibes and bad vibes.
Posted:May 10, 2018 11:10 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2018 12:28 am

Hola! Happy Friday!!

I logged on earlier and was about to blog but I literally uh...had to step away for a pre-lunch quickie>>!

So yeah, I got laid!!! Finally! I know right?

Before you get excited, it was with the husband. He got back on Wednesday night and took the whole of Thursday to shake off the jet lag (I still don't think he's completely shaken it off but he's better now). We tried last night, we even dressed up and went out and all. I was trying to recreate something in my head (more on that later) but by the time we got back, he was too tired and I kinda had to take a late work call, so that kinda killed the mood pretty quickly. BUT!!

This morning though It all came together (Oh...pardon the pun).

First off, nude yoga is back on the menu!! Yay! The instructor (or is that teacher...? I always don't know what to call her. We're on first name basis so....hmm...) is back from her travels, so this morning was our first class back. I dragged the husband along and, after initially protesting, he enjoyed it. We did a few partner stuff so that got erotic rather quickly. We ran off straight after class and went straight to the beach. It's not the most secluded beach but it was pretty early when we got there so I managed to go topless for awhile. We were fooling around and would have went for it there and then but there were a few people around and we didn't want to get in trouble. So we then ran straight home.

We fucked once on the floor in the front yard. I managed to get him hard again in the shower and that lead to round two. (I came twice so...does that count as three?) We jumped back into bed and fell asleep for about an hour before I got up and had to work. I was on a call when he got up and came straight towards me, kneeled in front me, parted my legs and dove right in. I've always liked that I got off my call and that was round....3? On the kitchen counter top.

So yeah. A veeerrry good first half so far. Gotta give him credit though. Not bad for a 50+ year old fart LOL

So yeah, now I'm on my weekly department call/meeting I be, blogging away trying to multi task . This is stark contrast to what happened earlier this week. Oh! Before that, the husband and I were technically still arguing, cos we still haven't settled what we were arguing about. But I suppose that's what its about...? Live and let live?

Anyways. Back to earlier this week.

Tuesday night, I went out with a friend of mine and her husband. Against my own better judgement, we actually went clubbing And I gotta admit, I quite enjoyed it. LOL. But I digress, back to this. So this couple, I met them early this year or late last year, I can't recall now, but I met them then, we got along really well and even played a bit, and it was enjoyable. They're both in the late 40s/early 50s and they're both really fit. They're basically really really nice people and they have very clear boundaries, and we communicate well. So they were here for a few days to visit and only called me very late. They only had Tuesday night to spare and had asked me out so, I really couldn't refuse.

They also had another friend in tow, this guy. I wasn't too thrilled to meet anyone else aside from them but they were gonna review him to see if they wanted to take him back to their room, so I went along with them. We were supposed to meet this guy at the lobby of the hotel they were staying at, but I had gone there a little earlier so I went straight up to their room. They were both ready when I got there, just some last minute make up touches (I admit, I WAS hoping I'd caught them in the midst of dressing or something so....well, I have been horny all week ) But anyhoo, nothing physical happened. We chatted for a bit and off we went.

Met this guy in their lobby and he was quite good looking. He was a friend of a friend of theirs or something, we chatted for a bit before we all set off. It was walking distance to the club they had picked. We got there, and had a few drinks, and I kinda left them to do their interview. The female half of the couple got me to accompany her to the bathroom and I figured her husband must want to speak to him alone, so I went with her. We had to cut through the dance floor so I grabbed her hand to stop her and we danced a little bit. This is after a few drinks so, we got to rubbing up against each other pretty.....vigorously. I leaned in to kiss her and immediately tasted her tongue in my mouth. I didn't even realise how long they were doing it but I looked around and there was a group of three guys rubbing themselves against us. I wasn't ready for that so she grabbed me and we headed to the bathroom.

The toilets were full and while waiting, we told each other how nice it was to see each other again (we weren't drunk, honest LOL ) A cubicle opened up and without a word, we went in together. She still needed to pee, which was a little odd, cos that's never been my thing, but we both took turns peeing. It was a tight squeeze, so she went first, I stood in front of her with my back against the door and when she was done, she stood up and we had to circle around each other, and I went. I stood up after I was done and she leaned in and kissed me. In hindsight, it definitely isn't the most.....ideal of...uh...places to be making out, but heck, we made out. I pulled her tighter into me but she pulled away slightly, only to make space for her hand to slide down between my legs. I didn't cum, but she got me really, really wet ;P

When we got out of the cubicle, I was telling her she got me so wet I was soaking through my undies. She was laughing and I thought, fuck it. I pulled them back down and took them off and chucked them in my purse. She took hers off as well and we went back out. We went straight back to our seats and joined the guys. Now at this point, I thought, yeeaaah....things were going pretty well. So we joined the guys and she went back to her husband and they were doing something to each other with their hands so, I got left with the other guy. This was where it went sour. Like bad milk sour

We started talking and it started out quite normal. He was telling me about how he got into the lifestyle and I was telling him about mine. I must have mentioned a few things that I like sexually, cos he then started asking why I like them. Fair enough question. He then suggested the possibility of me liking what I like was maybe, due to me being violated when I was young. I mean, like really?! What the cooking-fuck?! I tried to keep calm and replied but he kept driving the conversation in that direction aaaaand needless to say, this motherfucker got creepy really quick. I told my friends he was creeping me out and kinda left. I told them they might want to consider including him in their post clubbing fun. He literally killed the mood for me and I couldn't run Hom fast enough. What. A. Weirdo.

Even thinking about it now is kinda killing all the good vibes from this morning.
A sexually frustrated post. Hey, it is what it is 🤷🏻‍♀️
Posted:May 6, 2018 8:08 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2018 12:28 am

Tried logging on earlier but had problems. What’s up guys? Haven’t you solved the issues yet?!? 😑

So Sunday mornings are usually my workout time and I’ve tried to keep it consistent. This morning was no different.....but it was kinda....distracted. So I wouldn’t count it as a proper workout, but at least I got my ass outta the house and perspired a little (from the humidity mostly 😝).

I started my workout with a run. I used to run a lot more but ankle and knee pain have kinda made me look for other things to do. I don’t detest it. This morning my Indian Friend called and asked if I would like to join her for a run. She’s in the process of figuring out what she likes to do so last week I accompanied her to a CrossFit class (I blogged about that last week). I don’t know what she gets up to in the week but she called this morning and asked, so I figured I’d join her.

It was a 15min walk to meet her and once there, we took off. We ran for about....10mins before we stopped. Lol. It took her, I think, 3 out of those 10mins to figure out running isn’t for her. I don’t think she’s that unfit cos she’s in pretty decent shape. She was holding her own in CrossFit class. I’m pretty sure it’s her tits cos they was waaaaaaay too much bouncing for it to be anywhere near comfortable. 🤣. She not the kind to talk about it or even mention it so, when she suggested we stop, I kinda figured it and didn’t protest. I mean, I can’t really relate 😞 but I was tired just watching them bounce around. Lol

We ended up walking all the way to the gym I usually go to, and that’s about a half hour to 45min walk. It could have been quicker but we were chatting. Plus I caught myself staring at her tits a few times. Lol. Part of me is envious, but an equal part of me is also feeling sorry for her. Heheh

Anyhow. I was still feeling energetic so I suggested we hit the gym to see if she liked it. I wanted to squeeze a workout in but she wanted to join the yoga class that was on at the time. I’ve actually never tried yoga there so, being a good host, I joined her. It wasn’t a workout workout, coz this class was quite slow. Maybe I’m just biased coz I still like my nude yoga classes. But! The entertainment value in that one class made up for it🤣

First of all, I was in running shorts, not exactly good yoga attire (flashback to nutsack guy from two weeks ago 😎) so I picked a spot right at the back and in a corner so I wouldn’t flash anyone. It was a perfect spot for some voyeurism cos I could see everyone. And damn some guys actually just wear tights to class. I’ve heard of it, but it’s the first time I’ve seen it. There were three of them. Two had on long tights and one had short tights on. Kinda like the bicycle tights, minus the padding. I do admire their confidence😊. Cos none of them had underwear inside the tights.

Which I think is the right way to wear them (ok this is just my opinion. It’s like wearing underwear under underwear🤪. Nvm. Again, my opinion). I don’t have an issue with them. But I gotta admit, it does feel a lil odd knowing they park their junk to the left or to the right. Kinda like ballsack guy - it’s a lil odd in this kinda setting, but I don’t even notice it in my regular nude yoga classes. Ok....maybe I DO notice it....just a lil bit😉

So yeah, between them three and my friend’s tits threatening to spill out every time she goes down dog, it was at the very least, a good eyeful. The downside to that was we had to walk all the way back, and although we took a shorter time, it felt longer😋. Plus the 15min walk back by myself was a real bitch cos it was hot and humid AF! I was really really horny (I actually have been Super horny all week!!) from the mild workout but the humidity kinda killed it by the time I got home😣

So I got home, stripped, fixed myself a cold smoothie and sat on a towel, on the steps on the front porch, all sweaty and stinky 😝. I thought, at the very least, that should get me back in the mood for a rub in the bathroom, perhaps? 😉. Then my phone rang and the delivery that I’ve been expecting the whole week isn’t gonna make it cos, get this, they don’t have it in stock. I ordered and paid for it about 3-4weeks ago. Now they tell me I gotta wait another 2-3weeks for them to re-stock it and get it delivered 😑. Ok so that’s strike one.

As soon as I hung up, I saw that I had a few messages. I had left my phone at home when I went for my run, actually specifically for this reason. But anyhow. I had a few messages from the Boyfriend, who still isn’t getting it. He doesn’t understand, or maybe he’s refusing to understand why we’re arguing. I might have to literally smack him in the head 😬lol. Strrrrrrike two!

Still fuming from the situation, the Husband calls. This is a few hours after I had got home and saw all the messages (I didn’t reply, FY. So I took the call and it started ok. I mean, like usual. I don’t know what happened, but he got upset, then I got upset, and then next thing I knew I was screaming over the phone, and he was screaming over the phone. How the fuck do these things escalate so quickly? 😣. Anyhooo, we hung up, and now technically we’re now not talking, presumably til he gets back midweek. Strrriiiiiiike three!!! You’re fucked!

Well technically, I’m not😣. Which is the problem, now particularly, cos this is the exact time when I want my partners around. I mean, what is the point of actually having a Husband AND a Boyfriend, and playmates even (let’s count them in too cos they’re all out of reach!!) when I’m horny AF and they’re not.....I wanna use available, but that’s not really true, coz even IF they’re here, we still wouldn’t be fucking cos we can’t fucking sort our shit out!!

Arrgghh!! Can you tell I’m just a little frustrated? 😣
Even the good old magic bunny didn’t help. Oh I’ve rubbed a few out....but....not.....helping....😬

Ah well, another day, another problem. Hope your weekend fared better!
Thanks for reading!!

Blogging - the new therapy. 😋
Anger, there is, plenty in you. Patience, have you not. Well fuck you yoda! 😣
Posted:May 4, 2018 3:44 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2018 7:00 am

I admit, the force must be strong today. How else can I explain two blog entries in a single day? 😬

I managed to sneak out to the gym for a few hours and got in a good workout. I’m gonna be aching through the weekend but...I’m just gonna continue telling myself it’s good for me. 😝 I went back to the gym I usually go to. I’m usually there in the mornings so I don’t recognise anyone cos the crowd was different. For one, it was all guys in there earlier, for some strange reason. I admit, the numbers in there are usually skewed towards males, but I was the only female in there earlier. Odd. But anyway, some of these guys are really young (early to mid 20s, I’m guessing) and gawd damn some of the things they talk about while working out is...bizarre.

I was in the corner where the squat racks are, and there are two of them. I was using one, this group of three guys were using the other. I was minding my own business, working out when I caught wind of what they were talking about, and they were talking about dick pumps. I’m guessing they were comparing notes on using it or something but one of them was saying he needs to use it more. 🤣. I glanced over and they were so caught up in their conversation it was almost funny. I’ve only known one person who has used one, and as far as I know, it seems like a load of crock. Like it gets your dick swollen for awhile but the effects doesn’t last, right?

Now I’m no expert on this so if any or you know better, please do share 😉

Also, I’m on a call now and I’m tired, sore, and very irritable. Oh! Speaking of irritable...

Why do some people have to be such assholes? 🙄. Lemme me rephrase, why do some younger guys have to such assholes? Okay okay, specifically, why doesn’t my boyfriend have to be such an asshole? 😤. We’ve been talking and texting each other quite often the last month or so. Well, more often than usual. Usually, we’ll communicate for a bit, then we’d take turns disappearing for awhile before texting each other again.

But the last month or so we’ve been really up in each other’s lives. He’s been itching to spend some time alone with me without the husband for awhile now and I’ve agreed to it. He’s suggested a trip together but I’m not inclined to do that and we’ve agreed he’ll come over. We will just arrange a date when the husband is travelling. So that’s that. Then today he really got on my nerves. He was basically being a rude, obnoxious, self-entitled ass. I think he’s mistaken that for confidence. Maybe it’s confidence over flowing into cockiness, I don’t know. At this moment, I don’t really care.

His behaviour basically spurred on an argument and I told him earlier to go fuck himself. Like literally, don’t come round, and certainly don’t expect me to reach out to him when I’m in China for work in a few weeks. He can go fuck his own hand for the foreseeable future, cos we’re certainly not fucking in any shape or form now. Dumb ass. 🙄

I’m sure me being impatient with him contributes to the argument. I mean, I WAS young once too😣. And gawd knows how many fuck ups ive been guilty of. Sigh. Ah well. We’ll see what happens. We’ll probably smooth things out eventually but I’m not taking his calls this weekend.

Part of me is even jealous. Lol. To be young, dumb and full of cum again.🤪
How open do you get with your partner? Eeeks!!
Posted:May 3, 2018 10:04 pm
Last Updated:May 5, 2018 7:02 pm

Happy Star Wars day!!

I should stop bitching about work, and I really shouldn’t start my entry by bitching about work, but it’s just sooo hard! 😣. I’m going to be spending my whole day just waiting on people to send me things so I can work on them, then send them back out and wait for replies before I can pro on them again. I’m telling you, it’s a bitch 😝 Good news is I can do it nude, sitting on my couch on my front porch. I do have a few calls to take so I’ll have to put something on then. But for now, helloooo sunshine!! 😊

Jumping right into today’s topic. I’m a little torn on the subject of going a little crazy, or really letting loose with your partner. Sex wise, I mean. Don’t get me wrong, I really try not to hold back with my husband, but it can get a little awkward in some situations, doesn’t it? He’s been asking me if there’s anything I want to try of late. We’ve both been travelling a lot and he wants to plan things out for when he gets back. I understand and really appreciate it. And I’ve told him too, I’ve been craving more guys to play with. Last time I was involved in a gangbang was a good few years ago.

He’s ok with it now (he wasn’t comfortable with it before) but the ones that we’ve been in together have been enjoyable, but not crazy crazy, know what I mean? Like I want to go out dancing with my boys again, really letting loose, and going back and getting fucked proper by 4,5....maybe a little more, guys.

I’m not sure if he’s totally comfortable with it cos last thing we all need is for him to freak out. That’s the easy bit though, cos I can just ask him and we can talk about it. The tricky bit is, I’m not sure I can really let loose with him around, know what I mean? 😝.

I think the trick is having the ability to compartmentalise. Like the first time he adopted a dominant role in bed, I had to keep it in, as in hold my tongue. Cos in my head, I wanted to scream “oh so now you want to dominate? It would have been nice if you’d actually dominated the situation earlier and stood up for me over dinner!!” 🤪. But, as with all things, you gotta let some things slide 😋

But yes, I digress. Being the slut again. It’s a role I’ve played lots of times with my usual playmates. And it’s a lot easier to fit that role cos we’re all old friends and I feel safe with them and we’ve been playing together for years. The issue now is, will it mess up the dynamics and the fun of the husband is involved. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Ah well. Lots to think about. Gotta take a call shortly. It’s a video call too so I gotta get ready. Thanks for reading
Some people have no chill
Posted:May 3, 2018 5:36 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2018 5:52 pm

It’s my first month employed! I survived my first month, although truth be told, it feels waaaay fucking longer than a month. The job’s ok, I mean, so far so good. I’m enjoying learning more about it, and making a difference, albeit marginally in the grand scheme of things. I like getting paid But how is it there are parts to the job that I fucking hate? We all have that, right? And it’s usually the parts that involve dealing with other people? Fuck some people are really, really…..turds. Good god, what is wrong with them?

Anyhow, I’m glad I’m at least back at home. The trip to HK was trying. I thought I’d at least get to sacrifice an evening’s rest to go catch up with my bestie and her husband but that didn’t happen. Which makes me feel even worse cos I keep thinking about the last time we met up (which was fucking awesome. Actually it was more awesome fucking ) and that made me feel worse. I might have another trip later this year so we’re definitely going to meet up then.

Anyhow. Met up a few of the vendors yesterday in HK and it was tiring. One guy though, made it super weird. He was awkward mostly, and when he spoke, he came across as….shifty. Anyway, to make matters worse, in the middle of the meeting, I dropped my pen and reached down to pick it up. For some reason, I looked up (i must have felt eyes burning through me or something. LOL ) and saw Mr awkward looking towards me. Took me a second to realise that he was looking down my blouse. So I picked up my pen and was looking directly at him and he didn’t even notice. He was still staring at my tits. :S. Like seriously, dude…you mind?

So that set the tone with this guy. Every time I moved I could see him shift in his seat to try and either look up my skirt or down my blouse. I’d usually brush it off but damn this guy was making it uncomfortable. Like really, we all have smart phones now. Go surf some porn, jack off and be cool about it. Some people…
At the very least, I hope he can at least do his job. I suppose we'll find out.
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What a boo boo😣
Posted:Apr 28, 2018 11:01 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2018 7:13 pm

I’m supposed to be in HK this coming week. It’s a very late notice for a work trip so I wasn’t too happy with it to begin with. Then I thought I’d go over this weekend and at the very least, catch up with a bestie of mine and her awesome hubby in HK. But oh no. Seeing how next Tuesday is a public holiday, my trip got pushed back 😑. So now I’m only going up Tuesday night. Which will probably be such a rush I won’t have time for any catch up or play. Mofos. 😣

So that’s my rant outta the way. Moving on.

This morning I joined a Friend of mine and we went to a CrossFit class. Fuck that’s tough. I don’t do a lot of it but I had cancelled everything else cos I thought I’d be travelling, then she popped up and asked so I went along with her. We used to do Muay Thai at another place but we’ve since stopped that so, this is her thing now. Anyhow. She’s this medium sized Indian lady with, rather full tits. 😝. She’s quite top heavy, I Guess she’s blessed that way. Which is fabulous for her I’m sure, but it’s waaaaaaay distracting in class. LOL. Every time we have to do jumping jacks, I find myself staring. 🤣. I can only imagine how much the guys like it when she shows up. But it was a good distraction for me, at least. The workout was tough.😋

We were supposed to grab a drink and hang out after class but she had a cramp in the hamstring towards the end of class, so we had to cancel. She was hobbling around so she left earlier and I went to shower. Now this was my first time to this place so it was all very alien to me.

I found the ladies bathroom and I was the last person in. There was already another lady inside. The bathroom layout was such - there was a glass door into the bathroom, a long shelf followed by the shower cubicles. I didn’t even notice there weren’t shower curtains for th cubicles. So I went in, the other lady was in the shower and she had her back to me. I stripped, dumped my bag and clothes on the shelf and showered. It was a hard workout for me so I showered proper. Like shampoo, condition, then showered. I was washing myself off when I heard her scream. She made a huge noise then scampered for her towel, then ran to close the glass door.

Apparently I had left the glass door opened, and the mirrors in the bathroom made it possible for people standing outside the bathroom to see those inside🤪. Oops. She was sooo embarrassed, she got angry with me, then started sobbing. I mean, how was I to know? 😣. I apologised regardless. She gathered herself enough to dress herself and left really really quickly. Apparently there was a group who had gathered outside when she shut the door. I didn’t see anything. But apparently they all saw me cos when I got out of the bathroom, I was met with a few sly looks and chuckles. 😑

I got to the front counter and before I said anything, one of the Trainers started telling me he didn’t see anything, which is usually a sign that he did. Lol. Anyway, I asked him if she was ok (she clearly was not) and he said she was probably not gonna go back to their gym. I felt kinda bad. He then jumped enthusiastically and asked if I was coming back. I told him I’ll think about it. 😝

So there we go. My lil fuck up for the day. I think I might have ruined someone’s day. I genuinely feel bad about it. I hope I at least see her again so I can speak to her.

Again, thanks for reading.
Weird pretty much sums up my morning so far
Posted:Apr 26, 2018 8:59 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2018 5:37 pm

Well this is weird. I think it's karma on some levels from something I posted yesterday I went for yoga this morning and I had to go someplace different from my usual one cos the person teaching is out of town. Ive been seeing this poster for a place closer to town so I thought this morning I'd give them a try. I got there about 10mins before class was scheduled to start. I filled out the forms, paid for a class and picked my spot in the studio. I was the third person in class but the place started filling out right when it was about to begin.

There was an older guy, about 45 degrees in front of me to my right, who I found out very quickly, is one of those guys who don't wear underwear under his shorts. Well either that or he had on some really, really loose ones on today Every single sun salute we did today, when he steps his leg forward Im greeted with two low-hanging prunes. LOL. It doesn't bother me that much, cos its just balls right? But it still makes me chuckle a little Fortunately all the sun salutes were in the beginning of class. Heheh

Also, when I left, I walked past a guy who was working there (he had on a uniform, which was a t-shirt with the studio name on it) who said to me, "hey, you have nice body". What a weird comment. Right? He caught me off guard, so I kinda thanked him, cos that seems appropriate for me to say. But really? If it was a compliment, then I'm grateful. But still, what a weird thing to say to someone....

Speaking of weird thing, the boyfriend is resigned to us not going anywhere. So instead, he's coming over here again. I'm still exploring what we can do here in terms of nudity, but he's requested that we go cycling. If not nude, then he'd like me in tiny shorts. Like that's his thing now. I've always wondered how people can get so specific when it comes to preferences. I wouldn't even call it fetish. Right? But....really, cycling in booty shorts?

Oh! And I'm trying really hard not to at least appear distracted cos I'm actually on a video call now. I've always laughed at the husband when I see him taking video calls in his shirt and tie tucked into his shorts and staying seated the whole time. How ironic it is that Im having to do that now I'm just glad the husband isn't around now cos he'd be giving me hell too LOL. SO yeah, white shirt, blazer tucked into shorts. I DID think about not even putting shorts on but I really need something to tuck my shirt into
What a difference a day makes
Posted:Apr 26, 2018 6:19 am
Last Updated:May 15, 2018 10:26 pm

Ok, maybe a few days. But my last three days could not have been more different from each other.

Tuesday was mostly failed experiments. It was the last evening the husband and I had before he was off travelling again so I indulged him in a little no-underwear-shoe-shopping game. Prior to this I had late night calls on Monday night and then had a pretty long Tuesday which also started really early, so by the time we got round to our evening adventure, I was admittedly already drained. So we went out "shoe shopping", but of course not finding anything nice was kinda the point cos he got round to enjoying a fair bit of flashing. It was unfortunate I kinda shocked a few salespeople, which was never my intention, but I suppose that would happen, given what we were up to. We moved to a few clothing shops but got caught up in the hassle of down town (or what constitutes as down town here ) and that got us both (I think it was more me ) tired, and really cranky.

So the evening started really nicely but it ended with us being cranky and not even talking in the cab ride home -_-
Even our shower together was more practical than sexy. LOL. And fyi, we both crashed after. Nothing happened.

I did wake up at 4am on Wednesday morning and joined him for breakfast while he got ready for the airport. And we did end up playing for about an hour before he left, so that was a win. I must be getting old too cos morning sex is waaaay better than late night sex. lol. I mean, who has energy at night after a long day? Right?

Wednesday was an odd family-esque day. I took the afternoon off and joined a friend of mine who was visiting at the waterpark (I think its the only waterpark here, or I might be wrong. Anyways). I joined her, her husband and their two young (3 and 5yr old) at the waterpark. The had a blast, naturally, and I had a pretty good time catching up. I did not go on one slide at all though. In fact, all we did was sit and chat. We DID wade into the pool with the but it was just thigh deep. I made it a point to not get wet cos I was in a white bikini. It's the only one I have that actually covers up. Yeah, I don't think Im family friendly. LOL.

One of the things they were asking me was if I knew a place they could go to sunbathe nude. I told them I had two places; one is a stretch of beach I've only been to a few times but don't know the exact location cos I always go with a friend of mine and her boyfriend. The other was in my front yard if they wanted to cos that's where I do it mostly. And they thought both instances were weird.

One, they thought it was weird I'd go sun bathe nude with my friend's boyfriend. Which is understandable. But it also got me thinking - the first time, I thought it got a little sexual but it was all in my head. They enjoyed themselves, I did too. The second time wasn't sexy at all. Don't get me wrong, I like how it feels, the wind blowing against my skin, being nude in the water. It does make me feel sexy. But while we were all there, it really wasn't that all sexed up, know what I mean? We were just lying there, breasts and dick just dropping to the sides. I mean, how sexy is that? lol

Two, they found the front yard a bit too open for their liking. How does that make sense? I mean, my neighbours aren't fixed. It must be an airbnb cos I get different groups of people mostly. But they mostly also mind their own business. And one set of neighbour vs an open beach? I don't get some people. But anyhow, that was Wednesday.

Thursday, today. I went back to the gym for the first time in weeks, since I left for my trip and it. Was. A. Bitch. My legs are on strike now and they're refusing to move. I was really struggling this morning. Again, deadlifts and squats made my ass hungry But there was a point, midway through my deadlift routine that I actually found myself not giving a fuck anymore. LOL! I was so hammered I didn't bother adjusting in between sets. I just grabbed the nearest seat and sat my ass down. I even noticed my own cameltoe in the mirror while squatting, and did not give a rats ass. I just carried on with my thing.

See, normally, I'd attribute it very proudly to my unwavering focus on my workout, but honestly, I was just too tired. LOL.
That plus I think with age, comes that attitude of not giving a fuck anymore. Heheheh..maybe, I dunno. But yeah, that was this morning. There were also a few crises that occurred at work (then again, every fucking thing is a crises, isn't it? ) that had to be dealt with, which may result in me having to go up to HK this weekend. We'll see. As it is, I'm actually waiting on a call now. And FYI, it's past 9pm. AIn't workalike fun

So yeah, three very different days.

Also, an update on the boyfriend's request. He's been bugging me to go on a holiday to a nude resort with him for the past few months. I promised him I'd speak to the husband about it and I did. The husband.....isn't outrightly against it, but he's also not crazy about it, which usually means its my decision and I just have to deal with the consequences. Now I like the boyfriend, I mean, of course I do. But....I guess I'm lazy. LOL. I don't want to travel out, I'd rather him come over. I guess I've also been complacent, cos he's always been the one travelling over. Ah well. So yeah, I'm not traveling out

I'm trying to see if I can set a date when he can come over when the husband's travelling just to give him that time, but juggling all three of our schedules ain't easy. But yeah, that's that. This is a bit of a draggy blog, but work is occupying a lot of my attention so I'll blog when I can.

Again, thanks for reading, if you read it!
“You can do whatever you want with me”
Posted:Apr 17, 2018 11:16 pm
Last Updated:Jun 20, 2018 4:55 am

Careful with those 8 lil words. It can go so right, or so very very wrong 😣
Oh! Before that, I’m back! Back in my lil island and burning my skin off 😝 Back home In Bali. I’d like to say things are back to normal but they really aren’t. Work is keeping me really busy. They actually hired me, and expect me to work! Can you believe that?!🤣

The two weeks in Singapore was intense AF! I was going to post about that but it’s mostly work. I did get a lil bit of socialising on the weekends but even that wasn’t too interesting. Well it was a lil interesting for me, but I doubt you’d wanna hear about furniture shopping with some friends🤔. What WAS mildly interesting, was meeting up with an ex Girlfriend of mine. I met up with her a few times, once even with the intent of screwing around with her, even after finding out she was attached, and would be cheating on her partner with me. BUT!! I didn’t go through with it. We met, played tennis, even went back to her place but never let anything happened. Yup. We were adults. 😳. Plus it would’ve been a lil unnerving fucking someone with their partner’s pictures all around. Never stopped me before but....guess we all grow up sometime 😇

Anyhow, that was that. The Husband got home last night and it’s been three and a half weeks since we’ve been home together. He had work travels, then I left while he was back, then he left again. That sorta thing. So last night was a fairly big catch up physically. I wasn’t expecting anything cos he’s normally tired after his work trips, but I Guess he was well rested on his flight back😉. We were hot and heavy, and I guess I got caught up in the energetic surprise cos midway through sex, I told him to pull my hair (which is....quite a common thing for me to ask, apparently).

I was on my back and he was on his side, so he was on my side, and I told him to pull my hair. He then asked if he could slap me. I’m usually not a big fan of slapping, but like I said, I got caught up in it, so I told him he could do anything he wanted with me. See, that’s a really loaded thing to say. Under any circumstances. But! Fortunately, last night turned out ok. Which is a fucking rare thing to happen, following those magic words “you can do anything to me.”

Last night went well. A fair bit of slapping, hair pulling and even choking (also usually not a fan of). In fact last night went so well I don’t even remember digging my nails into his chest, cos apparently I did, while I was on top. I only found out I did this morning😳. Anyway, last night was a rarity.

I’m suddenly reminded of the times when it didn’t go so well. 🤣. And there have been a few. I’m gonna include two that stand out 🤪

The first one stands out cos....well, you’d have certain expectations after uttering “do what you want with me”, and this was...anti climatic. It was years ago with the Husband. But he was someone else’s Husband back then 😝 and we were still working in the same office and fucking around after office hours. I was living with a few housemates at the time but had him over one evening when they were all out. So I told him to have his way with me and he just flipped me over and we went good ol missionary. Lol. Needless to say I was expecting something else. 😬

Maybe it was cos of the other experience. This happened even before that. Shit...must have been over 10 years ago. Anyhoo. Was dating this commercial pilot at the time and we were dating for a year plus at the time. We were by the pool in his house (this was in Australia) and we were really getting into it. We were outdoors (which is a thing for me 😉), I had the sun in my face, he had already made me cum a few times and he was fingering me and had asked me if there was anything I wanted to try. I told him what I told him, and he stood straight up (I was still on the pool bed). I thought he wanted me to give him a bj, so I sat up. I wasn’t expecting him to fucking pee on me😑. Lol!

It was a good 2-3 seconds of confusion from me before I screamed and turned away. Of course that was enough time to get piss in my hair, on my face, mouth and all over the front of my body. I remember laughing so fucking hard. I’m actually surprised I didn’t hurl😣. In the year plus leading up to that? No hint of any interest in piss play, ever. 🙄

So yeah, careful with them magic words. Them be like a box of chocolates. You never know what....ah you get it🤪
Friday blog, version 2 - the more interesting one (hopefully)
Posted:Apr 6, 2018 12:34 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2018 8:04 pm

Went for a lunch meeting and it was a compete blowout. There’s a lady based in the office here that’s got every bit potential to be a deal pain in the ass. She just gives off that working attitude that screams “I-can-do-no-wrong”. IF there’s a mistake, it’s always gonna be someone else’s fault. And I have to work with her. Shiiiiiit. Ah well....maybe I’m being pessimistic. Let’s fucking hope I am😳

Oh! Before continuing, let’s just lay it out there. There just isn’t much you can do about getting in and out of a car wearing a short skirt. There isn’t. The conventional one-leg-out-the-door-at-a-time clearly won’t work. Then there’s the butt scooting with both legs together. Best you can do is use a handbag to cover up. So there. Enough of that 🤪

The most interesting thing over lunch, and this whole afternoon in general is my phone going off every second. I’m getting texts from four different groups of people; the Husband, the Boyfriend, a group chat with a few friends, and the ex Girlfriend I bumped into last Saturday. Let’s break them down

We’ve spoken every single night so he’s asking how my week is going, updates and what not. He also asked me what I’m wearing, and to take send him pictures of what I have underneath😣. I didn’t comply. I just told him he’d find out when I see him here end of next week. It’s surreal that I’m meeting him here before I fly back to Bali and he go somewhere else. At least we’re catching up. I was struggling whether I should tell him I’m meeting up with shayna (the ex Girlfriend) or not. In the end I did tell him, and he seems ok with it. I better make sure he knows we’re “meeting up” meeting up. IF that happens. It remains to be seen. 🤞

Out of the blue, he’s asking if I want to go with him to a nude resort. Keeps telling me about how we can hike, canoe, exercise etc etc in the outdoors, all butt naked. Clearly he hasn’t tried jogging, biking (especially mountain biking in this case, it sounds like) or sports nude. It just isn’t all that comfortable. I mean, seriously? Everything bouncing around? No thanks😝. It’s nice to watch, I bet, but not very practical. I think what’s more pertinent is, there was no mention of the Husband at any point😋. We need to have a pretty serious discussion if that were to fly😉. Ah well, something to think about. (Just the two of us, building castles in the sky....just, the, two of us)

Not sure what the original conversation was about but it gravitated towards the game “smash or pass”. I’m familiar with the game, just not the name. And why would anyone liken fucking with smashing? Seriously. Must be a guy who came up with that 🤣
Anyhow, there’s always that one friend who would smash every single person put forward, which kinda defeats the purpose of the game, right? We all have that one (maybe even more than one) desperate fucker (literally) who’d stick his dick in anything. 😝. Yeah, I kinda had a gentle reminder how many of those I have as friends 🤣 LOL

Shayna (ex Girlfriend)
We’ve been trying to set time aside to meet this weekend and it looks like it’s happening. It’s just that I’m not sure what to do. She keeps asking me for suggestions and honestly, I’m flat out clueless. Well, I can think of what I want to do but let’s not be too obvious, right?😇. So yeah, now I’ve got a date tomorrow and I’m not sure where to go or what to do. So the best I came up with was I’d meet her at the gym she works out in 😝. She’s the one that got me into working with weights so, I figured, why not? I did bring my workout attire but haven’t had the chance so, two birds-one stone.

I was also telling her about how my shorts and tights keep riding up and into my butt cheeks, especially with deadlifts and squats and she found it funny as hell. So apparently it doesn’t happen to everyone 😑. So anyhow, we’ll see how that plays out. 😉

Which also got me thinking about cameltoes. (You can see how it just leads that way right?🙃). I don’t know any females who like it. Meaning get turned on by it. It then occurred to me it’s mostly a guy thing...? Am I right? Reacting to seeing one, I mean.

I’m pretty indifferent to it. Like it’s just there. Some are more pronounced, some not. it’s. Just. There. No big deal to it. I see a lot of it when I’m working out, or in yoga class (when I’m in a clothed yoga class. Nude yoga doesn’t count here). I mostly don’t even notice when I’m spotting one, especially when working out. But guys react very differently to cameltoes. It’s sometimes borderline cute, to see their reactions. It can also come across as creepy, mind you.😝

So yeah, cameltoes - guys like it more than girls?
What say you?
Yikes. Where do I find the time😳
Posted:Apr 5, 2018 8:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 12, 2018 5:01 am

Omg!! It’s FRIDAY!!! I admit, I had all but forgotten this feeling of joy, and reprieve of the impending weekend. Granted, I haven’t been off from work a Long time (a few months) but most of work was from home so I didn’t feel it. But damn. It’s only been one week and I’m sure as hell feeling it now. One week! One week!?! 😳

I’d have posted earlier but I was seriously busy. It’s my first week of work, and my first week back in an office. Back to the daily grind of jumping on the train during rush hour, having a designated lunch hour. Meetings. Meeting people. Discussions. Some part of me really don’t miss any of that. And yet.....some part of me relishes it. Strange no?

Anyway, it’s a Friday and I’ve got a lunch meeting so I’m taking a bit of time off to skive. And so! Here I be, blogging. Trying to. First week back has been....a mix of emotions. First of all, I haven’t been clothed this much, for such an extended period of time, in awhile. So that’s a little getting used to again. I also find the sheer mass of people a little unnerving. THAT takes awhile to get used to. Everyone’s in a rush all the time and lunchtime is madness. But I suppose every city is similar. It just hits me how fast I’ve forgotten how it’s like😝

Back to lunch meeting. This was set up only earlier today and I’m not exactly ready for it. Needless to say, I don’t have much of a choice cos the team is here for two weeks before we all fly back off to where we’ll be, so they wanna get the most out from the time we have here. Fair enough. Although I’m a little embarrassed to this over dressed? Or under dressed? I’ve ran out of work clothes😣. I’ve been so busy I didn’t have time to dig out the rest of my wardrobe (which I put into a storage facility when we moved to Bali) so I’m in a dress I’ve brought here specifically for a night out😝. I’m just glad it’s not one of my f-me dresses, so this IS decent. It’s just quite short. Oh! Which reminds me, it’s remarkable what some people wear to work these days. Or maybe it’s just cos I’m getting old🤣

Anyhow. The lack of time is partially also my own fault. I flew in last Saturday evening. I’m staying with a friend while I’m here but insisted that I make my own way back to her place. For good reason too, as it turned out, cos I bumped into an ex Girlfriend of mine at the airport. We dated a few years ago, and only for a short time. But it was a really, really fiery relationship. It was based a lot on just passion, and little else. And lust. Definitely lust😉. It didn’t end well too. I caught her cheating on me, which was deliberate on her part, coz that was the easiest way to split with someone, according to her, at the time. But yeah, we had issues then.

So with all this in mind, I naturally thought it was a good idea to contact her. I had seen her from afar (she’s kind of hard to miss - she’s Super butch and she’s also a power lifter), and she was with someone. I dropped her a text, telling her she looked good (not like a stalker at all. Lol ), and I’m also at the airport. I watched as she read the text and looked around to find me. She didn’t see me 😊. So she texted back, asking me if I could wait 10mins cos she’s about to send someone off. Again, she said “someone”. Not anyone in particular. Which kinda gave me an indication of what might transpire cos from what I saw, they were more than chummy😊

Giving in to my bad idea, I collected my bags, and went to grab a drink. She sent her Friend off and we met at the carpark cos she offered to send me where I needed to go. I thought, not too bad. That only meant we wouldn’t be spending a lot of time catching up. I pushed out whatever thoughts I had of what would transpire and met her at the carpark. At this point, I was already thinking it was going to be a lil awkward, and everything that played out in my head was silly. Then we met, then came the courtesy embrace, then it all went haywire🤪

We hugged, then leaned in for a peck on the cheek, the a pause for a split second when I caught her eyes, and smelled her breath, the we both leaned in for a kiss, which kinda involved a LOT of tongue. It was weird, yet mildly erotic, and funny. We both laughed hard after our kiss and spent about half hour just sitting in the car catching up. That part was fun. So yeah, I’ve been talking to her and the Husband in the evenings as well as trying to meet up with her. So that, on TOP of work is what’s been keeping me busy. It’s the weekend so, we’re gonna try to meet up. I’ll try to post again OF that turns out to be interesting. We’ll see.

Alright. Gotta get back to work. Catch ya again shortly.
Have a great weekend y’all!
I’m on a Mission today! Let’s soak up Sun like a kryptonian.
Posted:Mar 27, 2018 10:45 pm
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2018 6:33 pm

I’m sitting nude in front of my... I’d call this a front yard, of sorts. It’s just a patch of grass. My neighbour can still see if if they get nosy and peek through the bushes (ouch. Pardon the pun 😝) or if they walk by but their house is quiet so, I’m guessing they’re out. I hope. Either way, I don’t really care today. The sun is out today, for a change and the weather is cool so, I can’t think of a better way to spend my afternoon.

I had originally wanted to find a quiet spot at a beach close by for this but I joined a few friends for rock climbing this morning and that took a lot longer than expected. I was even contemplating going after our climb but god damn climbing was tiring. 😋. So I’m settling to naked out on my mat, in the front yard. I don’t know why I’ve got this mentality of trying to do as much as I can here before I fly off on Saturday, CosI will be back. It’s only two weeks, but I think realistically, I’m gonna have less time for my leisurely pursuits once work commences. Ah well, it is what it is 🤷🏻‍♀️

Anyhow, the guys were talking me this morning about “guy rules”, specifically in the locker room, and it was hilarious. I’ve heard these before but just the manner in which our conversations went, it was funny. Rules like how, in the locker room, especially the showers, you’re not supposed to look down, or into each other’s eyes. Lol. I know it’s half true, half not, but it reminded me how much I suck at that. In the ladies, I look ALL the time! Lol. I’ve complained about it myself several times, but that also made me realise I’m one of “those” people who look. 😝.

They were also telling me about....what do you call that, it’s like a standing 69, except the lady is facing away from the guy. So it’s mostly an ass eating position. I gotta admit, I was intrigued. 😉. I can’t say I e tried that before, cos well, I haven’t. But I DO like the standing 69 very much. Mainly cos, like the vertical missionary, I’m not that light. So these are those positions that don’t come along very often. Hmm...gonna have to pick a time when the husbands back is good.🤣. That or uh....see who I can find to try this with. Gonna be an odd thing to ask though, I’d imagine - “hey, let’s 69 standing up, but lemme face the other way so the back of my head is knocking into your dick and hope I don’t smash your balls. That must be fun, right? Hey, on the flip side, literally, at least my ass gets in on the action.” Heh...sure, that’s go well🤔

Sidetracking, I’m also doing my laundry today. Maybe that’s why I’m getting my nude on. I’ve got this thing (ok, I’ve got tons of these “things”) where I have to do my laundry nude. I mean, if I’m doing laundry, I might as well throw the clothes I’m wearing into the machine as well right? Another thing of mine is also to clean while I do my laundry. Does that mean I gotta clean the place today? I do t feel like. I feel like just laying here, finish my book and soak up the sun.

The house, I mean. Of course I’m gonna shower. 🤣. Wait, we’re you even thinking that? Oh nvm. Damn. I forgot how tiring climbing can be. My forearms are shot. 😐

Oh! Speaking of which, back to this morning’s activity. This couple I know run a resort on the island, and the rock climb thing was actually them repelling down a cliff to check up on their water pipes. They actually run pipes down into a well underground. Anyways, they suggested we make a morning’s activity out of it cos, well, why not. So one of the guys present was working for them. He’s travelling through and has been there about a month, working for them for free accommodation, which was nice. I mean, everyone wins. He’s pretty handy, so he helps with things like, well, checking on pipes 😋.

Anyhoo, that’s not the point. This is the...third of fourth time I’ve met him and I’m pretty sure there’s a fair bit of attraction going on. I’m sure as hell there’s sexual tension between us. The thing is, I’m not sure I wanna start something with someone else now, know what I mean? For one thing the husband’s sure as hell not going to be happy about it. He’s been really cool with the bf. ok’ing over as often as he does, especially when the Husband is not around. Then there’s that old French guy thing that happened. I’m not sure me adding another into the mix is something he’d be thrilled about (unless I ask....I could just...casually suggest it..? 😇)

But yes, a fair bit of sexual tension there this morning, but you’ll be Glad to know nothing happened (so hold back the jokes about checking his pipes and all 🙃). There’s a fair bit of flirting, but nothing beyond that. He kept letting me climb first, and every time I look down, I catch him very close behind, checking me out😋. To be fair, I DID take my time (we had harnesses), and maaaaaaybe I did arch my back slightly, just to give my ass a better angle😇. Maybe I even deliberately let my shorts ride up my ass. Heheh. Anyways, yeah. A fair bit of sexual energy building up with that one. Makes for nice thoughts 😉

Ah fuck. Talk about rude awakening. Just got a text about work. Officially I start next week, but damn I’m already working. They have me going straight into a convention...or is that an exhibition? Either way, I’m reporting straight at a convention centre for, I’m guessing the first half of the day, before going into office. Great😑.

Ok, I gotta go do this. At the very least, at least for as long as I can today, I’m gonna do this naked, and under the sun. Have a good week y’all! Thanks for read

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