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this way to heidi
A window into my soul, a doorway to my world. Sharing whatever experiences i have and encounter in this mad, mad, mad world
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Dumbass moments - dontcha just love them :P
Posted:Jul 12, 2018 11:05 pm
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2018 8:07 pm

Hola! I WAS gonna start by bitching about a few things but its a Friday and I think we could all use LOT less negativity heading into the weekend. So no bitching. I'll try not to anyway. In stead, collating some of the pretty dumb stuff I've been guilty of the past few weeks.

Inappropriately dressed:
This one is bad....but, at the very east, I wasn't alone . We got invited to a party at a friend's place. It was World Cup themed, so we were supposed to come dressed according to the teams we supported. I watch football (that's soccer to my North American readers) but I had no idea the who, what, where and why of the World Cup as far as teams go, so I ran with France. Only cos I had a little French maid outfit.

Now here we were, both the husband and I thinking it was "that" kind of a party. His idea of a costume was to bring a jar of Belgian chocolate spread and use it on himself when the clothes came off. So aside from a jar of otherwise inconspicuous spread, he was dressed normal. I on the other hand, was in a full regalia French maid outfit. Luckily, I had thrown on a t-shirt on top just so I wouldn't make the journey there too awkward. But yeah. When we got there, we realised, it was just a gathering to watch football A lot of the other people there even brought their along. LOL

Now of COURSE the husband and I didn't say anything to anyone. We just had to fend off questions about my "interesting skirt" We caught the first half of the first match. I can't even remember who played cos we cooked up some excuse and ran home. We're still laughing about it

Nosy neighbour:
This one's on-going. This is super embarrassing on a personal level but...fuck it. It is what it is
We've moved in with a friend while we're still sorting out our living arrangements. Living next to us is a family. I have no idea how many of them live there, or how they look like beyond that cos I've never seen them before. I've only heard them leaving the house or coming back in the evening. Anyhow. What got me intrigued by them was seeing their laundry one afternoon. I was passing their place and they had their laundry out in their yard, which I can look into on my way out.

I saw a few pretty large bras. Like the cup sizes were huge. I then noticed some regular sized panties. I had walked past their place when it hit me. Like what does this person look like? Large tits?!? How unproportionate can this person be? Right? I mean, I suppose it "could" be two different people. But still. THAT got the nosy neighbour in me awake and I've been trying to sneak a peek at how they actually look like. LOL
Yes yes yes.....I know. a busybody

Porn before gym:
This one is beyond dumb. I was complaining to a friend I work out with about how tired I was. This was sometime last week. He then suggested a few things like an energy drink or coffee. I was like, yeah...ok. Then, he suggested watching some porn before my workout. Like wait....what?! He then told me he read somewhere about how increase testosterone/estrogen levels actually help with a boost in energy. It all sounded plausible. So I gave it a try.

All it ended up doing was making me distracted, and then subsequently frustrated the entire evening. First off, I had to actually find something that.....did it for me. That took awhile First I had to figure out what kind of mood I was in, etc etc. Once I got that down, I watched it for a bit and...yeah, I got down with it. It got me going. Then I had to stop cos it was time to go. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to keep the arousal or could I rub one out...? Either way, I didn't have time. Went to the gym, and all I could think of was how badly I wanted to fuck. Which then prompted me to think of the time I was in the club in China with the boyfriend and his two friends. And I think, at this moment, there's nothing hotter than leaving the club with 3 guys.

I think it's the knowing I want to go back and fuck each of their brains out, and yet not knowing if it was going to happen. The flirting and arousal from the entire evening, and the anticipation. Anyways. Yea, so THAT memory came jogging back. And all this while I was trying to lift and run and jump and shit? Nah-uh. Nope. Didn't work out for me. So that was a washout. I was horny. Then I was mildly tired, but didn't really get a full workout so that felt...incomplete. Then I went back and got pretty furious in the shower and still ended up not fully satisfied. Last time trying that

So there we go. Dumbass moments. It's the weekend so, let's hope things pick up.
And as usual, thanks for reading and let's hope we all get laid. I could use a good fuck. Like seriously
Weird confessions on sex addiction and masturbation...?
Posted:Jul 6, 2018 2:01 am
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2018 9:39 pm

This is gonna be weird. And embarrassing. Mostly cos it's....somewhat true. But also cos I've always thought I was more discreet and in control. Anyhow. This covers several things.

Let's start with this. The husband and I have been out and about a fair bit this week checking out potential places to move into. We're currently housing at a friend's place and, while nice, it's....not the same. And quite frustrating and tiring living out of boxes. So we've been actively searching and we've seen some nice places. But I digress. We've been out and about, and this morning he finally told me to dial it down. To relax and keep it under control. I had no idea what the fuck he was on so, I asked.

Apparently, not as discreet as I thought I was when checking people out. So every place we went, he was naming the people that I was actively checking out. And the worst thing was, he was right. I WAS checking them out. But I had thought I was more discreet than that. I didn't know or realise that I was doing it blatantly. The husband wasn't pissed though, just...very matter of fact. Which makes it a lot more embarrassing. Fuck ... I gotta learn some skills for self control

Moving on to the next item on the list. And this one, he was pissed. Rightly so...? Yeah. Anyhow.

Backstory - my first trip to China for work this , the boyfriend had flew in and met me there. It wasn't planned, and the bf didn't inform me til late so I didn't inform the husband. I ended up hooking up with the bf during the trip and even met some of his friends and we had a good, fun time. Like group-action fun time. The husband wasn't pleased with it in the beginning but we talked it out and we made it work. We even facetimed for awhile while I was with the bf and his friends. Apparently its "a thing". But anyhow, that was that.

My second trip into China I had made plans to meet up with the bf again, and hopefully his friends too. But that didn't turned out as planned (in one of my previous post). More importantly, I had neglected to inform the husband that I was going to meet the bf again. After. Got back, he didn't ask so I kinda didn't mention it. It somehow came up the week after and then it kinda blew up in my face. I gotta hold my hands up on this one. It was my fault for not informing. I get it

The conversation that followed though, cut a little deeper. He's convinced I've got a sex addiction problem. Like seriously. I've always thought it was something people use as an excuse when they get caught cheating. I don't think I have a problem. I DO try and have a LOT of sex, but its with people that in a committed relationship with. Like if all my relationships fail, not gonna just run out and fuck the first stranger.....actually, hang on. Let's not go there.

But in any case, THAT conversation we had is actually making re-think a lotta things. So I dunno...we'll have to review this. I mean, that's why I blog, right? Therapy of sorts. That's that though.

Onto something a little more....personal preference-ish. This , I have found, I have had a lot more anal sex than I usually have. Definitely more than last . Like....we are 7 months into the . I've had more anal sex in the first 6 months of this than I've had the whole of last . Waaaay more. Like prep work and all. Seriously getting into it. One main reason is cos, well....I like it Like I've always been a fan, but this ...I dunno, I really like it. So much so that recently, I've found that I even need something in my ass when I masturbate.

I used to think that if I need to, I can just rub one out in the bathroom. No big deal. Gawd damn it. AM I now one of those people who HAVE to have something else going on to masturbate? Like does masturbation now need to be an event? Fuck I hope not. That can be tiring. LOL

Ah's the weekend so....(whatever that means )
sure Ill at least figure that last bit out. The rest? Might take a bit longer. Once again, thanks for reading y'all!
Hope you have a good weekend, and, as always, hope you get laid!
Why I’m swearing off underwear😣
Posted:Jun 30, 2018 8:47 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2018 11:17 am

So i moved. 😑. It’s neother a “yay” or a “nay” at the moment, cos we’re actually living st a friends place for the time being while we sort our own shit (a more permanent accommodation) out. Jury’s still out though. It’s a nice enough place (I AM grateful for a place to stay for now) but I’m just not feeling it. Plus it IS quite unsettling living out of a few boxes.

Anyhow. Since this is not home, I’ve had to be clothed a lot more. I just realised how much less washing I had to do before cos I was nude most of the time when I’m home. We moved in yesterday officially and I e already gone through a few set of clothes. See, here’s the problem for those not living in this climate - humidity.

Humidity is also the reason I’m not gonna wear underwear anymore.

Okok, that was a stretch. I will continue to wear underwear on some occasions, but mostly, I won’t. It usually goes between hot AF and rain here, a few times in a day, fluctuating between the two. And I’m sweating through my underwear like a broken faucet. Not funny. So yeah, if I’m gonna have to be clothed at “home” now, I’m not bothering with underwear. Fuck that😝. I DO need to wear a bra though, that much I e resigned to. Well, “modesty” is one thing, but age has dictated that my tits move in directions that I disagree with.

Someone told me this years ago, wear a bra or your breasts will sag. Did I listen then? Nope. So I Guess I shouldn’t be all mad with gravity. But still. Fuck you gravity🤪. Which reminds me, I need more bras🙄
I think I broke a dick 😳
Posted:Jun 29, 2018 12:35 am
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2018 4:32 am

I knew it! Knew it knew it knew it! The very minute I say I want to have a good time, or I make plans to have a good time, it literally fucks up. I just got back from my second trip to China in as many months. The first one went really well. Like fucking well. Literally. This one.....went a little sideways.

First up, work was insane. I was pulling 13-14 hour days every day I was there. I kinda got a hint it was gonna be busy (why else would they spend the money to fly me back up, right?) but this was insane. Still, put in my time and that got through. Then there’s the time outside of work. Let’s start from the top.

I was supposed to fly in late Sunday night but delays meant I only got in early, early Sunday morning. I had told the Boyfriend to not wait cos I could cab it to my hotel. So I got off the plane tired and cranky. Then I got through security and was headed to the cab stand and who do I see? My very own knight in shining armour! The Boyfriend was there to pick me up! It was a nice surprise, and a much needed one, to be honest. Naturally I HAD to take him back with me to the hotel and what could have been a 5-hour sleep became 3 hours. 😝. I had to leave him sleeping in bed cos I was slightly late the next morning.

Went through the first day and we both decided we’d need some rest, so it was straight back to the hotel and I crashed. Tuesday night, we were supposed to meet up with his two friends who I got nicely acquainted with on my last trip but I had a late work function and had to cancel. By the time I had got back to my room, it was close to midnight. I had texted the Boyfriend to see if they were still out, but they had all left. I then asked him if he was up to coming over and he replied that he was already on his way 😊. So we didn’t get much sleep that night either.

Wednesday was officially my last working day there, and all through the day the Boyfriend and I had been planning what we’d get up to at night. The plan was, he and his friends would come over to my hotel room for the night before I check out the next day and stay over at his place for a day before leaving. I had already extended my stay and we figure we’d spend the extra day together, just the two of us. So all through Wednesday I was patching myself up for...what I thought would be an eventful evening. I even joined a few of the local colleagues for a few drinks.

It was slightly past midnight when I got back to my room, and was texting the Boyfriend, asking him when “the boys” would be over. I got a reply telling me he was on his way, and that his Friend wouldn’t be joining. I was a bit disappointed, but I asked and he didn’t elaborate, so I’m thinking something went wrong. I mean, seriously, nothing fucks up friendship like sex. I don’t know for sure cos I didn’t think it was a good time to pry, but I kinda left it. The Boyfriend then asked if I was disappointed, and I told him yes, I was looking forward to something similar to the last time. He then asked if there was anything he could do. I was thinking of a few things, but figured fuck it. I was already a little buzzing from drinks, I went to soak in the tub while I waited, and I just replied with four words. “Rough sex, all night” 😉

He came by and I answered the door without clothes on. We didn’t speak, but we did make a fair bit of noise😝. I got him into the shower, pressed him into the wall, dropped to my knees and was sucking him off. I moved to sucking on his balls when he grabbed a fistful of hair, swapped spaces with me, pressed the back of my head to the wall and face fucked me. I never thought I’d be comfortable with the gagging but....time and place, I suppose😋

The first hour (ok, less than an hour...😝) was him dragging me around and fucking me around the room. We even popped open a window and I had my head sticking out the window while he held my hands behind me while he was slamming into me from behind. It was hot😝. He blew his load on my chest. I had wasntes it on my face but he couldn’t hold out and kinda exploded. Lol

I was playing with his cum while we both rested and apparently, that’s like his “thing” so....he got hard again quite quickly. (Don’t you just love young dick..🤪). I figured this was my turn. He was fingering me when I told him to lie down on the bed. I told him to get comfortable cos I climbed on top of him and sat on his face. It took quite a Long time, and there were points where I kinda thought he was gasping for air, but I made him make me cum😋. If I wasn’t so aroused, I thought him actually looking tired after I got up was quite funny. Lol

I laid on the edge of the bed and put my feet on his shoulders while he was slamming his hips into mine. At one point he had climbed up onto the bed and had pushed my legs so far up my knees were literally, beside my ears. This went on for awhile and were we both sweating like crazy when I got him to sit on the edge of the bed while I straddled him. It’s funny. I’ve always been very self conscious about how my breasts hang when I bend over (sounds silly, but it’s really a thing. Lol. For me at least 🤪). But it’s never an issue with the guys though. Lol. The Husband likes it, and apparently, so does the bf.

I was bouncing and grinding on his lap and my breasts were literally slapping his face. Lol. And that got him thrusting upwards harder, which then got me going even more. He caught my left nipple in his mouth and was sucking and nibbling on them furiously. At this point, we had already given each other more than a few bite marks, so the pain threshold had increased.....quite a bit. I kept telling him to go harder. And he kept biting down on it. I was right about to cum when he had thrust his hips up and I was trying to grind down hard, and he slipped out of me (we were both sweating like crazy, and I was wet AF hindsight, hardly surprising) and I kinda slammed downwards, and forwards on his erect dick.

He literally screamed and bowled over into a foetal position. He kinda hit me really hard in a really awkward position too, so I was rolling on the floor trying to figure out if holding my lower abdomen or my crotch was better. We spent a good 10mins just laying there. I got up first and went to check on him. Poor boy was tearing, and was holding the base of his dick. This has happened before, so I kinda knew what was up. But I kinda panicked a bit when I saw his dick. It was a bit swollen. Like not in a good way. I had room service deliver some ice and we iced his dick for pretty much the whole night. Off and on. You know. I’m no idiot🤪

I had to Google “broker dick” to check if it WAS really broken. And good gawd those images would really kill any mood😳. He was walking gingerly the whole of Thursday and we didn’t do anything except rest, I suppose. It was anti climatic but I was really worried. The swelling went down and he actually went to the dr this morning. THAT would have been quite a sight. I would have loved to have been there just to see how hilariously awkward it must have been. Lol

But yeah, it’s officially not broken, but he’s uh...gonna be out for awhile. A few weeks he said. Heh. I Guess it’s not a bad thing we’re in different countries. I’m nursing some wounds of my own. I’m quite sore down south and my nipples are....still quite tender😣

So there we go. Long post, thanks for reading. IF you did. Didn’t turn out as planned (why am I not surprised😬). I’m moving this weekend! So that is really gonna be a bitch. Have a good weekend y’all!
Last trip to China, I made some friends ;)
Posted:Jun 23, 2018 1:05 am
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2018 7:17 pm

Its the weekend! I skipped the gym this morning cos I really wanted to vegetate on my front lawn and soak up sun for what could be the very last time before I move. I'm not being melodramatic (ok, maybe a little), but I'm leaving tomorrow for a work trip (I'm also trying to squeeze in a fair bit of fun too...) before coming back towards the end of next week, and then we've got be be out of our current lodging before the end of the month. Yes. So...that was the plan this morning. Skipped the gym, picked out a nice book, got my towel and tanning lotion, and so of course it rained. And then we found that the wifi was down. So I got dressed, rode out to this cafe and here I am. I have to check in online for my flight tomorrow so, since I'm online, might as well blog, no?

There were a few things I wanted to post on but I think I should write about my last China trip be fore my next China trip.
Last one was about a month ago and I was in Taiwan for work, then had to fly into Shanghai. The bf and the husband joined me on that trip in Taipei and we had a great time. I flew into Shanghai and the bf joined up with me and it was a really last minute thing (him deciding to join me). He's originally from Shanghai but he works mostly in HK now. The first few days there I was literally just commuting between my hotel to the office so we didn't get up to much. I then decided I'd extend a day so we could spend some time together cos he's been bugging me about showing me around.

The last night, we decided we'd make a nice evening out of it. We had done dinner and I was already knocking back a few glasses of wine. He then brought me to a club where we met two of his friends. I can't recall if they grew up together, but they definitely done some work together, but they seemed really chummy, and they were really nice (and they were rather cute), so I warmed up to them pretty quickly. We ended up playing some silly drinking games. I had thought I had grew out of it, but guess not . We had knocked back a few and I was already feeling the buzz. I can't even recall what music they were playing but I went in (we were seated in an outdoor area) and felt the beat, and started dancing. I didn't want to dance alone so I went back and dragged the boys with me.

I was wearing a slinky dress (it's from wicked weasel, if it helps paint a clearer picture) and every time I bend over or move too quickly, my breasts would threaten to pop out from the sides. LOL. So the boyfriend has been nice enough to help adjust my dress or prompt me when this happens, and he's been doing it the whole evening. (Now I'd usually don't need this much help, but I have had a few drinks...) Dancing really didn't help the situation but at one point I was literally dancing between these three guys, and they all chipped in to help protect my modesty. Or rather, "protect my modest" It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out they were copping a feel here and there.

At ont point I had thought it was the boyfriend's hands that had tugged on the side of my dress. It was right by my right breast, so I grabbed the hand and squeezed it. In turn, the hand cupped my breast and squeezed that. I leaned into him and we were still dancing, and his other hand had slid over my belly and was sliding up. I realised then that it wasn't the boyfriend cos this guy was too short. I looked up and the boyfriend was right in front of me and I pulled him in and we just rubbed up against each other. Didn't take long before someone suggested we leave. We caught a cab back to the boyfriend's place and it didn't kick right off. It was a little awkward.

We ended sitting in the living room talking, and I was literally falling asleep. The alcohol had kicked in Something had to be done fast, so I asked the boyfriend to give me a shoulder rub. I moved in front of him and was sitting on the same seat between his legs. One of his friends then it could be like a spa, if I wanted a foot massage as well. I was like, "yeah! They might be awkward, but at least they're not dumb"

They moved the coffee table and sat on the floor, each "massaging' one foot. All they really did was hike my dress up and parted my legs. I leaned back into the boyfriend and his hands move from my shoulders to my breasts, then downwards to my crotch. That was the quickest, and most fucked up massage cos it last about 20 seconds before I suggested we move into the shower and clean up quickly. DIdn't take long before we were in the bedroom and I was sitting on the edge of the bed facing three dicks, fully at attention.. LOL

They got really quiet when I had them stand in front of me and I taking turns blowing one while jerking the other two off. I got the boyfriend to lie down and I climbed and sat on his chest while he went down on me, and got the other two guys to stand while I continue sucking them off. They then got a bit weird when I got them close enough that both their dicks were almost touching. They started giggling and it got awkward. LOL. So yeah, there was a LOT of laughing and giggling. Not the hottest of threesomes...wait, is that foursome? Well not the hottest, but it was quite fun. It was lucky they managed to keep it light-hearted and fun.

We tried a few things, but since the other two have zero experience being naked around each other OR being with more than one partner, a lot of it didn't go according to plan. I asked if they wanted to all cum on me. I haven't done that in awhile and was really getting into it. Then one of them came while watching We moved a seat from the dresser beside the bed, and I got them to all sit around while I climbed from one person to the next, taking turns riding them. I rode the boyfriend first, then climbed onto the next guy. Before I got to the third guy, he ripped his condom off and blew his load all over himself.
I stuck with the two and gave him time to recover.

Then I found out one of them never had anal sex before, so he asked if I was up for it. I was already thinking of a long overdue DP, so I went yeah. I got the bf to start cos I knew he'd start slow. We started nice and progressed a fair bit before, not surprisingly, we couldn't coordinate for it We did end up having anal sex, but it was...stuttering at best. Had to keep telling him to slow down at first, then when it was time to speed up, he tapped out. least I popped that cherry. LOL

The whole night was mostly just me taking turns on them, or them on me. Either way works. It could have gone smoother, for sure. But what I found the hottest was the idea of being intoxicated and being taken advantage of, but still knowing its safe. Fuck I think that's hot . SO yeah, in a nutshell that was my last night there. We did spend the morning picking up where we left off, but we were all sober and it was definitely more intimate, but less.....I dunno. I can't find the word.

Anyhow. That was the last trip. I'm secretly hoping it'll be similar this time round, hence me specifically packing lingerie and uh...some toys But we'll see. Every time I plan for stuff like that it usually fucks up. Not in a good way. Ill when I'm back. For now, I gotta run. Gotta go view a potential future accommodation.

Again, thanks for reading Have a good weekend y'all!
Anus on display?
Posted:Jun 19, 2018 9:20 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2018 8:11 am

There was a storm last night and I woke up with no wifi. Actually, I woke up with no electricity at all, which is pretty common here. Well, common enough. So I now find myself in a cafe cos I have work to do, instead of enjoying this cool, midweek morning, naked at home. Also, I got here pretty early, and there were a handful of people here. Most, if not all look like travellers (I'd recognise the few who actually live here). And gawd damn don't people shower in the morning? It was drizzling but I had to pick a seat outside cos the inside seating area literally, smells of sweat, and sleep. Which is disgusting. I feel sorry for the servers

Anyhow. A few things to get through.
Im almost d with the packing and we've at least, tied down a place to move into, albeit a temporary (we're staying at a friend's place while we tie down the details of a more permanent accommodation). It's supposed to be this week but it's been pushed to next week. Im flying into China again, and this time, I actually surprised myself by accepting the boyfriend's invitation to stay at his place. How are those points related?

Well, packing, as much as it being a real pain in the ass, does unearth some gems. I dug up bags worth of lingerie. LOL
These are the s I literally forgot. I can't believe I used to wear some of them out! Anyhow. I bought some, some were given to me by other people. I took them out, cleaned them up and found that I could still fit into most of them. Now, seeing as the last time I was in China, I had a really, really great time with the boyfriend. And of his friends. But that's another story. So seeing as how we're about to try to pick things up where we left off (although we've both not mentid it formally), I figured I'd at least pack for a little more fun.

Which brings me to: What's the protocol on lingerie?
Do you wear lingerie given to you by ex partners? Guess the only person getting irked out would be me I'm the only that knows what's been d in and around those old lingeries. LOL
I guess I also just answered my own question

Moving on then.
Sunday morning there was an Intimidating Russian lady who showed up for nude yoga with her . I think she's just passing through, although I can't be certain, but I think she's friends with the yoga instructor cos they were rambling to each other before and after class in Russian and they seemed pretty chummy. In any case, her looks like he was in his mid teens, and I was kinda self-conious/worried/not-too-comfortable showing my anus to a , know what I mean?

But heck, his mom was there so, I kinda left it. She was super tall, like a head taller than I am (I'm 1.77m tall, so I'm not exactly tiny..) Plus she was quite forceful in her actions, and sounded like she was barking orders all the time. Maybe it's just the language. But either way, she came across quite intimidating. That plus her being present, made it quite an awkward class. So awkward in fact, I almost didn't gawk at her enormous tits, or admire her full on 70s bush

So basiy, from the bottom up, she was all legs, full on blonde bush, nice abs, giant, gravity defying tits, long, slick back, tied up blonde hair, with a forceful sounding, thick Russian accent With a in tow. Yeah, Sunday morning's class was a bit awkward.

Which kinda got me thinking, for some, silly, twisted reason, putting your anus on dis (like in public, on a nude beach, or in this case, a nude yoga class. Not like in a case in an exhibition...that's be....twisted) is probably of the most self-conious thing you can do. Right? Or is this just me?
Of underwear, old school Volleyball shorts and face fucking
Posted:Jun 13, 2018 5:09 am
Last Updated:Jun 20, 2018 4:55 am

Ah...good to be back! Good’ol Balinese island paradise weather of......rain 😑 Had to fly down to Vietnam early Tuesday and I just got back. It’s odd cos it’s a very short trip but feels like such a relief to be back. Probably cos I still have to pack!!!

I’m still moving. We’re still being evicted. But the more positive news is, the Husband is back in the fold. He got back late Monday night and made peace with full body massages in evening 😝. Yes yes....I know I know. I gave in too easy. But what can I say....I’m a sucker for good massages. 🤷🏻‍♀️. Plus, make up sex. I mean, all that pent up emotions make for pretty good fucking. 😉. Also, I realised....actually, no. I didn’t just realise. I realised long ago but...I Guess I re-realised.....i doubt that’s a proper word. Anyhow, I like face fucking 😝

For some reason, I find it embarrassing to admit. Was talking to the Husband about it too. Like both, receiving and giving. There’s something about having his dick, or a dick that I like, the tip hitting the back of my throat, and his belly pressing against my face, that’s quite a turn on😝. The other way round too, like in 6 when his balls are pressed into my nose. Although I’m not crazy about all the drooling🤪. Giving is fun too, handful of hair, or I actually like grabbing the ears 😋. But it’s selective, cos of the person isn’t clued in, hitting teeth is. A. Bitch. I suppose that’s the same for guys too..?

Anyhow. I’m getting sidetracked. What was I talking about? Oh yeah, packing. It’s amazing what you’d find. It’s even more amazing considering I did this exact thing only about ago when we moved here. Figured I’d have diovered all that could be rediovered from your wardrobe. But! I found my old Volleyball shorts 🤪. Like old. Of course I had to try them on. And it gave me a rash cos it’s a lil dusty. And the elasticity is g. But it kinda fit. I was a lil bigger back then.

And I can’t fucking believe I, or we, as in the entire team, used to prance around in what looks like men’s Swimming trunks🤣. These days both Volleyball shorts AND men’s swim trunks are basically boy shorts. Tights. Like exercise shorts/tights. Gawd damn it brought back memories. Lol

So that brings me to something else I thought I had to write about. Underwear. The whole Volleyball shorts thing had me messaging an old friend of mine. We were both in the volleyball team and we haven’t contacted each other in a long time. Naturally, we started updating each other and it got round to my situation and packing. It then moved to the topic of underwear and, get this, she has over 60 pairs. Not even general term, not bras. Just panties. 60! Why would any need 60 pairs?!? I used to have a fair bit, then I threw them out (like there’s really no point keeping old s 🤪). And granted, I don’t wear a lot here. But damn..60 pairs!

So yeah, that was my week thus far. Back to more packing, but at this point, it’s throwing everything into boxes and sorting them out later cos I might have to travel again next week. So yeah, we’ll see. I’ll post something a lil more interesting next . Or I’ll try. I’ve still got my last trip with the bf I haven’t posted about😣

Thanks for readin 😊
I think this might be called entrapment.
Posted:Jun 9, 2018 4:34 am
Last Updated:Jun 30, 2018 7:56 pm

Ho boy. Ok. This one’s rough. So....carrying on from yesterday’s post, the Husband called last evening. This is after two plus days of complete silence. Our last conversation ended in me screaming at him and hanging up. So no contact whatsoever til last evening.

He called while I was trying to pack AND was searching for a place, and trying to arrange for a viewing of a few places next week. So yeah, I was a little frantic when he called. It didn’t take long before our conversation turned into attacking each other and I got pissed I hung up on him. Again. I was in no frame of mind to get back to what I was doing so I whipped myself up a quick dinner and downed it with a bottle of wine.

Yeah....alcohol and raging emotions, N E V E R a good combo. Now, I’m usually in bed about 10pm (😝can you say old fogie?) but last night, about 11.30pm, I showered, put on a lil red dress and rode into town. I’d like to claim it was subconscious but, it was with full intent of going out and getting laid. I don’t know why, but after 3/4 of a bottle of wine, I thought it was a good idea 🙄
In fact, it was soo pre-meditated I even knew where exactly to go and who I was looking for.

I rode straight down to a bar at the end of a road right by the beach. It’s not a bar I’d normally go to but, I Guess this wasn’t me being normal. I parked the bike out front, left my helmet at the bike and was adjusting my dress while walking in. It wasn’t a cold night last night but the wind was blowing in from the ocean and it was chilly. I was in a spaghetti strap dress with no bra and I was obvious. I scanned the area as I took my time to walk to the bar and i spotted who I was looking for. He’s getting ready to go back up for another set.

He’s an acquaintance of ours (the Husband and who I know plays at this bar on weekends. I met him and his Wife about a year ago at a friend’s place. He came across a bit rougue-ish, you know, Musician and all, full beard, messy, longish hair, but through our mutual Friend, found out that he really dotes on his Wife (which I always found sweet). We’ve only spoken a handful of times, when I bump into him at the supermarket or when I come round to this side of the beach (which is probably about....once a month, maybe). The few times I’ve bumped into him when he was alone, Ive noticed him checking me out. So I kinda knew he found me attractive😝

Also a few months ago I found out from a mutual friend that he had separated from his Wife, and that she actually went back to...I actually don’t know where either of them is from. But anyhow. Also heard he was devastated and stopped playing for awhile. I knew he was back playing, thus I was where I was.

So. I sat at the bar, got my drink and turned around to face the elevated platform where the band was. I immediately caught his eye and I raised my bottle at him and smiled. He returned my smile and kept playing. I scanned the entire bar and it wasn’t a full house, but it was fairly filled up. There were only a few empty seats left, and it was a fairly big place. He went through about 7 songs I think, and I was trying to fend off a really young, fairly drunk, Australian guy when he came by. I thanked him for the save, and we took turns buying each other drinks. It didn’t take long before I caught him staring st my tits. I’d pretend to look away for a second and I turn back and he’s looking. 🤪

So of course I’d bend over slightly ever so often😉. It got to a point where I crossed my legs and his eyes would shift. The conversation was passable, and even awkward at times but we were flirting physically in full swing. He’d lean in to Whisper something which I really couldn’t bother to remember. He had to play a few more songs but after he came back again, I told him i wanted to leave. He seemed disappointed and awkward, and kinda came across like he didn’t know how to react, so I him if he’d ride back with me, cos I had a few drinks and didn’t want to leave my bike there. (I was fine. Could have rode home with one eye closed🙄)

Through the ride back (he was on his own bike), I had decided I’d go with the direct route. My other plan was feigning having too much to drink, but that be unbelievable considering I would have ridden about half and hour home😝. Plus this clueless fucker probably wouldn’t get it. We got back to my place, I half asked/ half told him to come in. One of my straps had rolled off my shoulder and he was staring at my tits again, but he was also hesitating. It was a split second, but I kinda sensed it and leaned in to kiss him. He kissed me back and stuck his tongue in my mouth while feeling me up. He ran his hands behind me, and down to my butt. He then pulled my dress up and felt my thing and was really squeezing my ass now.

We got in the front gate but I didn’t want to let him into the house so I dragged him into my infamous couch on my front yard. I was stroking his already hard dick through his shorts and he had got the straps off my shoulders and was already nibbling and sucking my nipples. I was struggling with his shorts so I just told him to take them off. He stopped, untied his shorts and pulled them off together with his underwear. I reached into my handbag and grabbed the rubber (yeah, I was that prepared 😣). No foreplay here. I ripped the corner open, grabbed the condom out, pinched the tip and slid it on him. I told him to sit back and was about to climb on him when I reached down and realised his dick went soft.

I was like, “what the fuck?”. Of course I didn’t say that out loud.
He pushed me off and apologised profusely. Then it got really....weird/awkward. He started crying. I sat back, it sure what to make of this, but a few seconds later he gathered himself and apologised again, and told me that he had separated from his Wife (i feigned surprise, of course) and that he still really, really missed her.

So G R E A T. Now on TOP of not getting laid, I feel horrible. I knew about his situation, pretended not to know, and kinda preyed on it, hoping to, maybe give myself some short term satisfaction..? 🙄

We, well he, spent the next 20minutes telling me about how fast it went sour and how much he missed his Wife. I put my dress back on after like 30seconds. It was weird enough as is, not making it more awkward by sitting there listening to him talk/sob nude😣. I actually feel very very bad for him. Sounds like he loves his Wife very much and is struggling with his situation. I also feel horrible (like a lowlife....maybe...?😬) for literally, preying on him.

Urgh. So there you have it. I kicked off my weekend feeling like crap. I’m gonna need at least two days of washing myself to feel less of a douche😒

So, in all honesty, I do wish you a very good weekend all. Don’t go doing what I did, k? Feels like shit😣
Triple P week!
Posted:Jun 7, 2018 8:28 pm
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2018 3:01 am

That’s problems...with a kapital P!

Oey....what a rough week. Am I being the eternal pessimist by saying I kinda expected this due to all the fun I’ve had the past few weeks? Urgh.

A Friend of mine visited me earlier this week. She and her Husband are kinda new to the lifestyle. Not Super new, about a year plus in, but I suppose still relatively new. I met them last year when they both were in Bali for a holiday. A mutual Friend set us up. I had planned to only meet them for drinks and chat a little bit we hit it off and had a very good time. They’re older, and quite a fit couple, and I rarely meet other couple from Singapore so, it was fun. Anyhow, she found out her Husband has been cheating on her for the past few months and she fly down to kinda take time away from him. Personally, I don’t get it - why fuck around behind your spouses’ back when you have permission to fuck around? 😑. Then again, I don’t know his side of the story so I’ll try to remain impartial. Try to😝

She came by looking for an ear to unload on. It was really nice to see her. I didn’t realise how much I actually miss female company like that. Ok, I’ll admit. I miss some good ol girl-on-girl action😝. It HAS been a loong while and I AM attracted to her, and yes yes, I DID think about it. But!! I didn’t act on it coz it would have been severely inappropriate. She was clearly upset. But I’m just saying...under different circumstances, I’d have smashed that cute, petite, fit lil booty🤣

But anyhow, she was only here for a day and a night, and I spent a lotta time just listening and trying to console her, and have Long discussions about love, commitment, honesty in and around relationships in the lifestyle, and in general I suppose. Cos really, it’s the same. Lifestyle or not. It was also a little hard for me cos the Husband and I aren’t exactly speaking. Again. For the week, at least. Speaking of which...

The issue with the Husband (mine) is...ok, let’s start at the top. We have to move. We’re being evicted. The landlord has decided to recede on our agreement and has asked us to move. No idea what she wants to do with her property but either way, we have a few weeks to move. I’d insist on whipping out our contract and kicking up a fuss but I was advised by friends who have lived here for eons that it’s be a waste of time and resources. Bali law, I’ve come to call it. Also, there was a clause in the contract, apparently, that notice can be given by landlord for eviction. Timeline for that is two weeks. It was a big hoohaa but we’ve had that extended til end of the month, but either way, we’re moving.

How is this related to the Husband and I not talking? Well cos I blame him for this. Right in the beginning, he wanted to take up the responsibility, so he did. And now, cos of not reading the fine print, we’re literally getting fucked outta a place to stay. To make matters worse, this fucker is off on a biz trip and won’t be back til the end of next week before flying off again shortly after, which leaves me the one having to handle this epic bullshit. Oh, we’re not done yet. To kick things up the royally-screwed scale, he’s being accompanied on his current trip by his on-again/off-again Girlfriend. I know who she is and we’ve met a few times but never physically interacted. But she’s not the issue here. Me knowing that he’s having a jolly good time having his brains sucked out his dick WHILE I’m having to deal with this IS the problem 😬

So yes! I’m pissed and we’re not talking😑
But back to that Friend of mine. I’m not sure I’ve consoled her much but she left and aside from a brief text here and there, I haven’t heard from her on what’s happening.

Lastly, aaaaand this one is tricky. Another Friend of mine is dealing with pictures of her circling online. Yes, those kinda pictures. Her ’s 19, and apparently, has taken some....ok, a fair bit of pictures with two of her ex boyfriends. And said ex-boyfriends have circled them online. 🤷🏻‍♀️
Kinda makes me all paranoid with the pictures in the husband’s AND the boyfriend’s phones 😳. I’m not even gonna pretend to know how to deal with that so, I’ll leave this post as is, while I continue to fight fire here AND stay angry at the husband😑

Hope your Friday is going well. At the very least, the weekend is here 😎
Sunday morning ruined by pervs! You mofos!!
Posted:Jun 2, 2018 10:33 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2018 7:35 pm

Hi all, hope your weekend is going well. I wanted to finally post on my week in China but this is nagging at me so, I guess this takes precedence. 😳.
* disclaimer: I’m about to bitch can stop reading if you don’t want none of that😇

I started today with a workout. Sounds reasonable enough. The plan was to go straight to the beach after my workout, even out some pretty weird Tan lines I got from kayaking earlier this week, then head home to chill. The husband is travelling again for work and I spent the whole of yesterday cleaning up so today, I was gonna take it easy.

Right off the bat, the plans were thrown out the window. Instead of heading to the gym, I met a few friends at an open air carpark. In the far end there were a few benches and monkey bar. We ended up working out there, which was actually quite fun. Except it just kept going on, and on, and on. We just kept going through cycles of interval exercises, then ran a fair bit, and then more cycles of exercises.... And before we even realise, the whole fucking thing lasted 3 hours. Yup. That’s 3 fucking hours of working out 😳

Granted, we took breaks in between to discuss what we were gonna do, but by the end i was drained! Think we all were. And all I had in the morning was coffee and fruits! So we were done and it was still a little past 10am, the sun was out, we walked to the beach. Only another Friend joined me at the beach. We made it a point to not tell everyone cos we really didn’t want to socialise😝. It’s supposed to just be a chill out session. More so after the workout.

We found a place to change out of our sweaty attire and into our bikinis. It was a cafe so I ordered a sandwich and we headed to the beach. It’s not a stretch I’ve been before so I had wrapped a sarong around myself while walking. There were a lotta beach goers around so I wasn’t too bothered when it came time to remove my sarong. We found a spot, parked ourselves down and I had already lathered myself with lotion and was diggin into my sandwich when my Friend pointed out a group of 3 guys a few metres from us. She noticed them from the cafe while we were there and she thought they had followed us out.

Initially, I thought maybe, it does happen, as creepy as that sounds. Plus we really weren’t that covered up. 🤷🏻‍♀️. I mean, it IS the beach😝. I didn’t pay too much attention to that anymore and brushed it off. It was probably an hour after I was done with my sandwich when I got up and headed to the water to cool off. On my way back up, I had noticed they were still there. And this is the thing that really ticks me off - they had their phones out with their camera lens facing us. They were trying hard (and failing miserably) to hide the fact that they were following my movement with their phones.

I went back and told my friend, and she got pissed, and we decided the mood is literally, ruined. We packed up and left. We walked away from them and circled our way back up towards the carpark where we had worked out and back to where we parked. We passed the cafe again, and I saw them through the reflection off the front of the cafe! These three idiots were following us! Perving is one thing, but this was really fucking creepy. My friend was about to turn and scream at them but I really wasn’t in the mood for that so we hurried back to our bikes and rode off.

I’m usually fine with riding my bike in my bikini when I’m moving in or around the beach area, but this place was a little further than usual from where I live. But we didn’t know if these fuckers had their own transport or not, and I really just wanted to head home. issue aside, I rode my motorbike all the way back home in a micro bikini😝. In hindsight, that sounds a little more sexy than it really was 🤪. It was scorching, and chilly, and I had to deal with stares and disapproving looks, especially riding through a few of the smaller villages. So yea, if you were one of those in those villages (although I doubt you’d be if you were reading this here 🤣), sorry bout that 🤪

I would have liked to soak in a lil more sun, cos now I got a really weird double tan. Lol
I got one from the tights and life jacket I had worn Kayaking, and a faintly visible line from this morning😝

Fuck! The more I think about it, the angrier I get. Fucking idiots ruined my morning😑

Work wise, I’ve got a travel freeze due to Budget cuts, so less travelling from now on. Which means I’d have a lil more time (hopefully) to run out to my usual quiet spot, or just lay on my front yard for a lil more sun. The fucked up news following that is, I’ve got more calls to take. I’ve now got a 6-hour call to take about twice a week. 6 hours! I really question the productivity in that, but fuck. I don’t make the rules 😒

Okok, enough bitching already. I’ll try and post about the Shanghai trip as planned. Maaaaaybe after a nap....😋

Thanks for reading!! Have a fantastic rest of the weekend!!
Who’d have thought they actually meant Camel toes?🤪
Posted:May 28, 2018 5:41 am
Last Updated:Jul 18, 2018 8:05 am

I was at the gym earlier today and was supposed to meet my husband for dinner before heading home cos neither of us wanted to cook today. He had suggested this Italian restaurant, and since we didn’t plan beforehand, I texted the Husband to bring me a nice dress and a set of underwear cos I didn’t bring a change of clothes to the gym. In hindsight, always always call to make sure the Husband brings what he’s supposed to 😣

He brought me a maroon dress I haven’t worn in ages, and (I think it’s deliberate) did not bring me any underwear 😑. I should have checked when he passed me the bag of clothes and toiletries, but I didn’t. I only found out there was a dress inside after my shower. 🤣. We went for dinner anyway 🤷🏻‍♀️ So hey, if you were at said Italian restaurant and inadvertently got flashed, well, with it, I suppose 🤪

Anyhow, while waiting for the Husband after I was done with my workout, I joined some friends at a cafe right beside the gym. These were people I see at the gym. They were already seated when I joined them, and after a few seconds, I realised they were talking about cameltoes. I thought it was an odd topic to be discussing, but not uncommon given how common it must be in a gym environment. But the conversation was weird in a sense, I was struggling to grasp what exactly they were talking about. I just knew it was about cameltoes. Terms like “evenly spread” were used and I for one have never heard THAT before.

I must have looked really lost cos one of them stopped the conversation and asked me if I knew what they were talking about. It kinda went like this:

Guy 1: Do you know what we’re talking about?
Me: yeah. Cameltoes right?
Guy 1: Yes. And?
Me: And what?
Guy 1: What do you think?
Me: It’s natural. It’s really unavoidable sometimes.
The rest: Wait wait. Unavoidable how?
Guy 1: Hang on a Sec. Do you know what cameltoe we’re talking about?

To which, I push my chair back, stood up, and pull my tights up and pressed my thighs together, and went “this! Cameltoe right?”

They then burst out laughing. One of them actually looked mortified and blushed. Apparently, this guy was telling the group about Camel toes. How they’re spread out so their weight is distributed evenly so they don’t sink in the sand🤣

How the fuck was into know? Lol
So yeah....that my booboo for the day. Figured I’d share this before I forget 🤪

Happy Monday y’all! Have a good week!!
How about that? Getting banned from a school I never knew existed until this morning🙄
Posted:May 26, 2018 1:50 am
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2018 7:37 pm

Happy Saturday y’all!! I’m sitting at home waiting on a delivery (which is two weeks overdue, cos they were supposed to be here, well, two friggin weeks ago!) on another wet Balinese day. The Husband is out running errands so, here I am blogging.

I was also reading my last post and I actually felt mortified I posted it. 😝. I’m glad some people read it and enjoyed it but...I guess this is one of those times I get embarrassed I posted it. So IF you read it, and commented, thank you. 🤪

I got back from my recent work trip to China in the wee hours of Friday morning. I was actually done on Wednesday but had spent an extra day and night there with the Boyfriend. I’ll write more on that (IF I don’t feel too embarrassed) in another post😋. So I got back Friday and spent the entire day sleeping it off cos I actually managed very little sleep while i was travelling. In the evening the Husband suggested we’d go to a friend’s place cos they were organising a get-together. I didn’t really want to go, but after spending a week with the boyfriend, and the Husband being so cool about it, I didn’t really want to turn him down, so we went.

The plus side was, I finally had the opportunity to wear the sheer romper I bought earlier this year 😉. So by the time we got there, there were already people there. The party wasn’t in full swing but it was already gathering steam. There were a few people we recognised so we went over to say hello, made small talk. You know. As the evening wore on, the Husband and I kinda drifted apart and I found myself talking to two couples who I’ve never met before that. We were kinda introducing ourselves and swapping stories on how we each knew the host when the Husband came by and dragged me into one of the rooms. I thought this was him not-so-discreetly sneaking me away so we could fool around. Turns out I was half right😝

He dragged me into the room and out onto the balcony where it looked over into the house beside the one we were in, specifically into one of their rooms where there were two ladies fucking. The first thing I felt was embarrassment. Then it quickly became rather embarrassingly voyeuristic, cos well, it was! And then it got quite erotic. 😝. Cos they were really going at it. One of them was blonde, skinny and tall. The other was a shorter, Korean or Japanese-looking older lady. The passion between them was what got to me. It was then that I kinda realised that I’m quite a voyeur😋. I was actually getting turned on by watching them.

The Husband was of course, loving every second of it. He was standing behind me with his arms around mine, and I was resting against the railing. I could feel
Him pressing his hard on into me. I didn’t even realise that for the entire duration we were both standing there watching, we had our hands on each other and I had not once taking my eyes off the two ladies. The Husband then slid the top off my shoulders and let what I was wearing drop on the floor. I did a quick scan around to see if anyone was watching us (while I watch someone else. Yeah...the irony 🤪). The Husband was already on one knee kissing the lower back and I turned so my front was facing him. I made sure I could still see the window and was still intently watching them when I put one thigh over my husband’s shoulder while he ate me out. I would have watched them a little longer but was now kinda occupied myself😒

We moved into the bedroom while I tore clothes off from the Husband as we moved. I pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed while I dropped to my knees and returned the favour. I was starting to get him deeper down my throat and had one hand massaging his balls when he grabbed my hands and put them beside him on the bed. He then grabbed a handful of hair with both his hands and started thrusting his hips up. The first thrust surprised me and forced me to gag a bit, and I was drooling all over his balls. He then started asking me about my week, and how much I liked it. At this point I should mention that I had taken a call from him once on Monday evening when I was riding the boyfriend, and once on Tuesday night when the Boyfriend was slamming into me from behind🤪. There is also that thing on Wednesday night when I went clubbin with the Boyfriend and kinda met up with two of his friends. Hey, no secrets, right?

So the Husband was face fucking me at this point, then with the fistful of hair, he dragged me into my feet, kissed me deeply once, and threw me into the bed. It was also at this point where all notion of me getting to choose what positions I fancied was kinda outta the question😝
It turned out pretty good. We haven’t fucked that vigorously in quite awhile. It was energy sapping. We ended up falling asleep and waking about 7am this morning.

Personally, I don’t like waking up someplace where I don’t have my toiletries. So I insisted we leave immediately. Except I could find my romper😳. In the heat of the moment, we couldn’t figure out where we threw it, or tossed it. It wasn’t in the balcony or in the room. Our friends, the host was nice enough to lend me a bathrobe so I put that on and hoped into the car. You’d think that was it, but turns out I’m not that lucky😣

We had to drive past a school on our way back and something was going on today cos that one road was jammed up. We were inching forward and stopping intermittently in traffic when we somehow, happened to stop by one of the Teachers who was directing traffic. I was slumped in my seat, still a bit groggy, feeling all clammy, and staring out the car window daydreaming, I didn’t realise the bathrobe had slid off my right shoulder and my breasts were exposed. 😝. All I saw was her face, looking directly at me, then her jaws dropping at the same time her eyes enlarged. She came up my side of the car and banged on the window. Of course I wound the window down, to which I was greeted with hysterical chastising.

I don’t really remember exactly what she said but it had something about not being responsible, around, and if we minded, to never come round the school ever again. Lol. I actually remember the looks of the parents pulling their away clearer. Yeeeaaaaah....not my proudest moment.

I pulled my bathrobe in right and we still had to sit in that jam in front of the school for a whopping 15 Super awkward minutes before we moved. It’s....horrible but, the husband and I just couldn’t stop laughing.🤪

So that was my Friday night/Saturday morning. Hope yours fared better 😉
Yes!! A good week of dicks!!
Posted:May 19, 2018 10:04 pm
Last Updated:May 22, 2018 4:32 pm

I wrote half a post yesterday at the airport detailing what a whirlwind of a week I had but in my haste to catch the plane I was supposed to catch, I lost it all🤪. Ah well. Mostly my own fault, but not entirely (me tryin to shift the blame? Nah😬). I was waiting for the longest time and 10minutes before take off they announce a reminder that they have moved to a different gate. So. Not entirely my fault. I DID take a long time though, mainly cos I was in text conversations with a few people at the same time.

Anyways. My week was fan-fucking-tastic! Literally. Everything just fell into place smoothly. Of course the minute I started writing about it all went to shit🙄. Ok, so my week past - the week of Ds😘 (that’s dicks by the way)

I flew out to Taipei early this week for work and the husband had the week off so rather surprisingly, he flew out to Taipei to join me. Work was smooth too, I mean, the usual cram-your-day-with-as-many-meetings-as-they-possibly-can kinda work trip, but they left my evenings alone. No socialising so that was good. We even managed to catch the Avengers movie. I can’t even remember the last time we actually went to the movies. (And FYI, I like the two Chris’ with the beards. Add that black panther guy in and you’d get the perfect manwich!) I’ve always liked Taipei and would have liked to roam the streets and night markets a little, at least, but hotel rooms just scream sex, right? 😉. So aside from one evening when we went to the movies right after dinner, I didn’t see Taipei at all. It was all work, back to the room, fuck like crazy, room service, fuck a lil more, then fall asleep. Wake, and repeat. Don’t get me wrong, it’s been a loooong time coming, I’m NOT complaining.

Thursday evening, the boyfriend flew in from HK and joined us. Nothing happened when he got in cos it was really late and we were already knocked out. We did manage breakfast together but that was it. I left the boys on Friday and went to work, texting/sexting both of them through the day. Second half of Friday there was a bit of socialising in the office and I did get in a few drinks but we were done a little earlier than usual. So I rushed back to the hotel, declining all offers for more after-work drinks, texting both of them checking where they were. I didn’t get a response from either of them but when I got back to the hotel, I saw the boyfriend in the lobby.

I caught his eye and we met at the elevator. It was all cordial on our way up, right up til we stepped out onto our floor. I grabbed his belt buckle and dragged him towards my room. I was fumbling for my keycard in my bag, mainly cos I couldn’t see. He had leaned in and was kissing me, and had pressed me against the room door. He had unbuttoned my blouse and then dropped on one knee to pull my panties down. In the midst of that I fumbled for my keycard and got the door opened. We stumbled into the room, tearing clothes off each other when I had to push him away to use the bathroom (hey, when you gotta go, you gotta go).

He stood there and watched me pee, which is still Super weird for me. I mean, you can’t get any more self conscious than that 😝. I dragged him, literally, by the balls, into the shower. I was all clammy and god knows what the fuck he’s been doing 🤪. We showered, well, mostly just washed the areas where we were going to put out mouths on 😉. We haven’t seen each other in months so, I got him down and rode him so hard he came in a few minutes LOL

But! The miracles of youth....we took a short break and I was about to rub one out on my own when he got his second wind. He offered, so I rubbed myself on his face instead 😉. He got hard again pretty quickly so he flipped me over and climbed on top of me. He got me to cum once, and then dragged me to the edge of the bed and turn me belly down. Before he could do anything, I jumped up and dashed towards the cupboard and grabbed the lube and threw it at him. 😋 I climbed back into bed and laid on my side while he lubed up my ass and went for it. It started slow, and then the strokes came longer, and deeper, and right when he picked up speed, the main door opened and the Husband came in 🤪

Not one of us spoke. The Husband closed the door, kicked off his shoes, came over and kissed me on the head. He then started playing with my breasts, caressing and pinching my nipples. He then leaned in and kissed me, and that really got me going. Of all things, I never thought that’d be what tipped me over but I thought that was fucking hot. We were kissing and I savoured the taste of his tongue, and he ran his hands down my belly, then my legs, and the inside of my thighs. I grabbed his hand and directed it in me. I’ve actually never tried that before😝. Getting fingered and ass fucked at the same time. LOL

He stripped down after and we literally tried to fuck on every piece of furniture in that room😊. We DP’d twice that night, and spent the whole night fucking, falling asleep, waking, and fuck some more. I did the Boyfriend a few times more, considering I haven’t seen, felt, tasted him in months, but I also made sure the Husband wasn’t left out. I think I slept a total of two hours, accumulated, that night. We checked out in the early afternoon cos I had a flight to China to catch (another work trip). The Husband flew home cos he’s gonna be travelling again later this coming week and the Boyfriend was supposed to fly back to HK but he’s since changed flights and will meet me here tomorrow. 😊. I am literally, still sore so we’ll see how much we manage to get up to this week.

So yes!! That was my week, and it must be one of the bestest (not a real word) week I’ve had in a long, looong time.

But!! Like all things go, it just took a turn for the worse. The Husband got more than a bit upset that the boyfriend is flying here to meet me without either of us discussing with him first. Granted, he has the right to be upset. We need to be communicating clearly with each other all the time. No excuses. So my excuse is 😝, I was literally dick-drunk. It’s been a good dick week. I can’t think straight. I took it for granted that he was informed and now he’s pissed. He’s not pissed that I’m spending a bit more time with the Boyfriend, he’s pissed that it wasn’t clearly communicated. It got so bad we were screaming at each other earlier and now we’re not communicating 🙄

I’ll see if I can make peace with him later and before the bf gets here cos, it would literally make any enjoyment impossible.

Ah well. First world problems🤪
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