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F*uck Off!
F*uck Off! I'm sitting here completely unable to sleep! My have been in bed for an hour and its really quiet and yet I still can't sleep! Peace and quiet is not something that I am accustomed to and so I value it when I have it...usually by relaxing and catching up on sleep...Unfortunetly that's not the case tonight! No matter how much I try I just can't sleep! I'm laying here wondering why is it that some of the people I considered to be important parts of my life could turn out to be such lying backstabbing manipulating asshats! The funny part of it is that they seem to have absolutely no remorse nor any feeling, remorse or even a conscience (sp?).... I'm wondering how people can really live like that and be ok with it?! How do you call yourself a friend and decent person yet behind people's backs do things that you know will crush them as a human being?! How can you do that and sleep at night or look at yourself in the mirror everyday let alone look at that person and act like you love, respect or call them a friend?! Really?! The worst part is....I'm not sure how to get rid of them! I mean... when you love or care for someone and consider them to be important how do you just cut them out of your life?! I guess I'm holding out the hope that maybe I'm wrong or maybe things will change but deep down I know its bullshit! If someone can be that coldhearted to look you in the eyes and lie to you and do things that know will rip your heart out and destroy you how can you really call them your friend?! Maybe I shouldn't value my friendships with people so much and it wouldn't bother me as much but my family and friends are very important to me...I dont know....I'll sleep on it and maybe tomorrow I wont be quite so pissed off! |
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