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a Garden of Temptation
Welcome to my blog...a Garden of Temptation
these are two post that I would REALLY appreciate if you took some time to read
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Posted:Feb 18, 2010 2:43 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2012 11:14 pm

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Secret Place
Posted:Jul 22, 2011 12:12 pm
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2012 6:22 pm

this is the place
for those private things
you need say to me..
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Don'y ya just love ...
Posted:May 4, 2012 11:44 am
Last Updated:May 8, 2012 7:34 am

Don't ya just love..
an IDIOT !
Life would be so boring without them don't ya think

A guy goes into a bar and tries to pick up on the barmaid.
After many advances the barmaid gets fed up and tells him,
“Look I'd really love to take you home but I'm on my menstrual cycle.”
Not to be discouraged the fellow say’s
“that’s all right I'll just follow you in my Hyundai".

Two morons are riding around looking for a place to have a picnic.
One moron says, "Hey, lets have a picnic over there under that tree."
The other moron says," No, no, lets have it in the middle of the road."
They fought and came to a decision to have it in the middle of the road.
Not long after wards a car came speeding towards them, swerved off the road and ran into the tree.
One moron says, “See if we were over there we would be dead right now."

much love

well for most of us it does
Rattled my chains
Posted:Apr 27, 2012 9:39 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2012 12:36 pm

I awoke today with a sigh then said to to myself thanks goodness it's friday.

Of course I have overslept again.. but today I am not going to kick myself in the butt for it cause I must of needed it.

Puppy messes have been cleaned (oh that was nasty)
I made a double batch of chili yesterday so no cooking required and not much housework to do so, I finally have some time to myself.

In the past I have often wrote about my eldest and his challenges in life but rarely have I written about my other boy.
That is because there use to be no drama when it came to him.
that is until a couple of months ago.

He became defiant rebellious stated fluking most classes and was so disrespectful that it broke my heart.
I know being a is hard but this was going way above and beyond that.. it was drugs, still could be.
As I typed that I still shake my head in disbelief but it is true.
I found drugs in his room.

I still struggle to grasp that after loosing his Uncles to drug use that he will even go near them.. Hell he helped carry the coffin of my baby brother..

We have talked cried argued made some head way about things
but he still refuses to see the danger in even smoking alittle weed.
I know he is depressed and has quite a bit of unresolved fear of me dying and probably himself, we all know where this comes from but that is a blog unto itself..
He wrote me a letter that made all of this very clear. In this letter asked me to allow him to smoke at home !! You have no idea how much this blew me away !!
Still does.. Of course I said no !! and man did he react badly to that.. He said he feels uncomfortable around me since I will not allow him to be who he is so he stays in his room.. He had started doing this a few months back it was one of the sign that something was wrong...

Trust me I know marijuana is prescribed for depression and anxiety but it is not legal in the state I live and no way in hell I would ever allow it to go on in my house so he must of been in an environment where this type of shit goes on, but for the life of me I can not figure out what friend it is..

I know making marijuana legal is a political debate which stirs up alot of controversy.. I am on the fence about it myself.
I only bring it up to explain my situation , my feels it should be legal. I told him there was legal medicine that he can take to help him with his depression and his rebuttal was

Oh so you wont let me smoke mainly because I can become addicted but you want ,me to get addicted to some manufactured pill instead, this makes no sense to me.

Ugh smart are a pain in the ass sometimes. I told the big difference is those manufactured pills are legal if they are prescribed to you.. Of course this got me nowhere..and the fact they don't prescribe marijuana to minors.

So now ya know what is up in my life. All of this rattled my chains because of what killed my brothers.. I have gotten it straightened out in my mind and heart as much as I can, but in all honesty I worry each and every time he leaves my house so much more than I use to..
I have left alot of details I now, they will more than likely show up in future blogs no doubt..
any insight is welcomed !

much love
Erratic at best
Posted:Apr 25, 2012 8:41 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2012 11:24 am

Thanks everyone for the warm welcome back.
Yes I am back though my blogging may be erratic at best some of the time.

Things on the home front are better but there is still room for improvement.

I never blogged anywhere else, I looked around for a few days but never found anywhere that I cared for.

We complain and rant but there truly is no where else on the internet that is like our blogging community.

I wanted to sit here and pound out some erotica but our new puppy had other plans for me to day
I awoke to huge puppy messes everywhere that require the use of my carpet steam cleaner. ugh

It may be a few days but I will be back to post again

much love
Are You Ready...
Posted:Apr 21, 2012 6:26 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2012 6:19 pm

Are you ready to be tempted ??
Closing This Blog...........
Posted:Feb 6, 2012 9:42 am
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2013 12:14 am

I feel the time has come to close down this blog.
I tried changing it up but it is no longer working for me.

I hope when I get my new blog up and running that all of you will continue to follow me and continue to be the greatest blog friends ever.

with so
much love {=}
playlist in my soul..........
Posted:Feb 3, 2012 1:29 pm
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2012 6:27 pm

is a choice that requires effort at times.

I now know why I was feeling that quiet mysterious mood..
It's another heartbreaking event for me and my family..
My youngest is in big trouble, not physically but I just can't bring myself to type it.. maybe in the future after I have mediated on it more..

My mood is very up and down right now..
Guess I need to put alittle more effort into staying happy, being balanced.

This is part of the playlist in my soul and mind about now.

If tomorrow never comes

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel.

Carry On Wayward

Carry on my wayward
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more...

The River

You know a dream is like a river
Ever changin' as it flows
And a dreamer's just a vessel
That must follow where it goes
Trying to learn from what's behind you
And never knowing what's in store
Makes each day a constant battle
Just to stay between the shores...and

I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
Like a bird upon the wind
These waters are my sky
I'll never reach my destination
If I never try
So I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry

We shall Be Free

We shall be free
Stand straight, walk proud
'Cause we shall be free
When we're free to love anyone we choose
When this world's big enough for all different views
When we all can worship from our own kind of pew
Then we shall be free
We shall be free

If You're Going Through Hell

Yeah, If you're going through hell
Keep on moving, face that fire
Walk right through it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there
Yeah, you might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there.

much love {=}
I have never been one
Posted:Feb 3, 2012 12:52 pm
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2013 12:16 am

My state has been turned upside down and it is great !
Hosting this year's Superbowl is so exciting !
The next three days are gonna be rockin'

What is not so exciting is all of the drama and rumors they keep bring up about Irasy and Manning..
Personally I am ignoring all of it.
I have never been one to give rumors to much credit and I do not plan on starting now.
We will not know the whole truth until the decision has been made, even then we may never know the whole truth..

What I think is sad is how The other Manning should be the one getting all of the attention, not our Peyton !!
Let's hope over the next few days Eli starts getting his fair share of attention !!!

I am going to by me a Giants tshirt and be cheering them on !!
I hope to get back on here before the big game, but if I don't
everyone have a great Superbowl weekend

much love {=}

get passed the feeling
Posted:Feb 3, 2012 10:57 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2013 3:11 pm

Mother Nature is toying with us.
Though the weather seem like early Spring,
I can not get passed the feeling that we will see some very bad Winter type weather before Spring truly arrives.
For now I am just going to enjoy it.
I hope all of you are to, that is,
if this is what is going on in your neck of the woods.

much love {=}
a Quiet and Mysterious
Posted:Jan 28, 2012 7:38 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2012 6:11 pm

A quiet and mysterious part of my personality seems to be taking the lead with me right now.

I have felt this part of me a few times. I don't know if I am standing here waiting for a storm or for some type of spiritual experience.
I try not to even guess why I get this way,
I try to just let whatever is coming just come and take it even more so, one day at a time.

When I say spiritual experience I don't mean hear or see anything, no it's more like my spirit, my womanly intuition is working something out and when it's done my mind and soul will get the message, understand what I mean ??
...ok so I'm crazy, but didnt you guys know that already

Have a great Saturday everyone, I'll be back later on to visit all of you right after I go out to do some much needed shopping therapy.

much love {=}

So tell me, do you like this ??
Posted:Jan 27, 2012 1:21 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2012 10:44 am

tell me do you like the changes I have made to my blog,
now, be honest you won't hurt my feelings.
I just thought I would change it once again to reveal another part of who I am.
I do hope all of you enjoy it.

much love {=}
uNNecessary stress ?? relief of the EROTIC kind...You Filthy SLUT
Posted:Jan 25, 2012 1:19 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2012 11:57 am

Some people crave gentle TLC when they are stressed, I do sometimes but usually I crave something else...

It seems...
I want you to grab me from behind,
I will resist and try to pull away but don't let me..
put your hand around my throat then whisper in my ear the order to unzip your pants and release your cock nasty bitch.

You turn me around, glare into my eyes so I can see your hunger..
Grab ahold of my hair and push my to my knees make me eye level with your cock..
Guide me to your cock by my hair, order me to suck it, make it hard you filthy slut.

You'll order me to say it, my nasty cunt, say it..

"I wanna feel you push my mouth down the shaft of your sweet cock, I wanna lick, taste your precum from off my lips.. I wanna feel you bang the back of my throat baby"..

I will be able to hear you moan at first then growl..
Next you'll quickly pull your cock out of my hungry mouth ,
never letting go of my hair you'll guide me to our room and order me to get on it and stay on all fours..
You'll get behind me rip off my undies and shove your hot hard throbbing cock deep in me..
You'll cum fast but that won't stop you
you'll flip me over and start devouring my wet pussy like the nasty slut I am...
you'll stop and order me to play with my pussy as you watch.. make yourself cum slut, you will order me..
I do..
but its not over yet.

you take ahold of my throat again look deep into me eyes, kiss me deeply, hungrily.
You'll turn me around force down on my knees once again then get behind me and began to fuck me deep and slow until a cum all over your cock !
Quickly you'll place you cock on the entrance of my ass and tell me to take it, take it deep for you..
I do.. you'll start off slow and soft at first but you start going deeper and deeper faster and faster till I feel my cunt muscle begin to squeeze and my ass starts gripping onto your cock.. With one last deep thrust into my ass you'll exploded..

Your moans trigger my orgasm..
Every time I think I am done you start fucking my ass again making me cum over and over.. pushing me beyond what I think I can take !!

Gently you'll tell me to lay down and turn over so he can see my face, you kiss me deeply and passionately
With my ass and cunt so deliciously dripping wet there is no why we are stopping now you'll say.. NO

With that you'll thrust your fingers into my cunt and begin fingering
me until you can tell that I am going to explode again..
but this time it won't just be cunt juices oozing out, no you know I am ready to squirt all over your throbbing cock !!

So you'll bury your magical fingers into my nasty cunt touching that oh so fucking sweet spot and make me squirt all over your hand !
You'll add your tongue to the mix and start eating my cunt hole out telling me to play with my clitty, play with it your nasty cunt till you squirt all over my face.
I want to be a good cunt for you so I start rubbing my clitty round and round till it is throbbing ..till I know if I touch it just like this that I will squirt so fucking hard for you..

So I do and I keep cumming and squirting for what seems like hours..You'll be putting your cock in whatever hole you want,
making it is so fucking hard, till it's throbbing so fucking bad that you just can't take it anymore..

With one last deep hard thrust you'll bury your cock into my hot wet cunt for the last time and squirt all of your cum deep inside of it..
Finally we will have completely spent ourselves, exhausted ourselves and feel completely and utterly satisfied.
So we will kiss one another, tuck ourselves into bed all nice and tight and have a great nights sleep !

much love {=}
inspired by a night my love and I shared..

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