sweetmeat41man 60F
156 posts
4/12/2020 4:19 pm

Today is suppose to be a day of happiness but ,i have to say this is the saddest day of my life .
Do you know the feeling when your heart cracks and little by little the crack begins to get bigger
You try to fix it but the more you try the bigger it gets till finally it just breaks in so many pieces that you will never fix it now
You have finally given up .,,you are tired of the tears , the lies , everything so now i have to stop my pain in my heart ,in head and in soul .
You see i loved you so hard that part of spirit was yours and you took it twisted it and now all things have come to the light so ,i tell you my dear so long ,can't take no more hurt i will not let my soul suffer anymore tired of pain ,i want to feel no more .
Thank all those who care for me one day you will understand my message to you and all here . Never give yourself to anyone . you are no.1 no one else matters but you and your peace of mind.

The She- Wolf
Never Love #Never Trust #No One But NO.1

powercaps716 65M
75057 posts
4/12/2020 4:38 pm

sorry to say, but it's time to move one deserves to go through
so much pain and unhappiness, move on .

AnewWoman 63F
268 posts
4/12/2020 6:29 pm

This is as if you just read my mind and wrote this for me. I said goodbye to my best friend today. Enough was enough. My eyes hurt from all the crying. Things were broken, maybe now I can move on.

lonlyforlove2 78M
22992 posts
4/12/2020 6:42 pm

I hope you get better soon, the world is a big place, lot of things to look at...
do be safe stay away from da virus!!!

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tsn4fun2 45M/43F
259 posts
4/12/2020 6:49 pm

It’s true what they say... love knows no boundaries... it’s up to your mind to know when it’s time to let go. Getting your heart to listen to your mind is the hard part. I’ve been in a similar place as you, hate to say it but it’s true. However I was the one who broke a heart and thankfully his mind has yet to listen to his heart. I’m patching up what I can tho I deeply understand that it will never be 100% whole again. But I know in my heart, mind and soul that he knows in his that I am truly sorry for the mistakes that I’ve made and forgiveness begins.

Now, I have not cheated or betrayed him in that way, there are other mistakes that can be just as damaging, I’d have to say.

Keep your chin up and your heart open if the one that did the breaking is truly sorry... there is hoping....


TB5758 63M/64F  
557 posts
4/12/2020 6:58 pm

Things happen for a reason that we are not aware of at the time. I hope things work out and tomorrow is a brighter day.

devilinhereyes72 49F
282 posts
4/13/2020 3:49 am

I just stumbled upon this. I don’t know your situation, and I am so sorry that you are hurting like this. The best advice I was ever given was take a weekend cry scream do whatever I needed to do reach out to people I need to and then when the weekend was over before I went to bed on Sunday I was to tell myself “ when I wake up on Monday everything starts over.”
For me at the time the weekend purge worked...take the time you need to put the broken pieces back together. And they will go back together. And again I don’t know you or your situation but you will come out of this a strong beautiful soul, and the other person will feel like an ass for letting you go... they always do. Once you get your power back, they will see you and realize the mistake they made.

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