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Dear Former Warden:
Dear Former Warden: You spoon fed my entire essence pure poison 24/7 thru your words and actions. Little by little, cutting me off from everyone and everything. Your consistent mental assault tearing me to shreds, dying more as the seconds went by. My want to live dwindling to the point where I just wanted it to be over – I was basically dead already. In the same thought, my brain told me to fight, not to allow you the satisfaction of watching me struggle to take a breath ... 16 months in your “prison” ALMOST broke me. I believed all you said … how I was this and that … how I’d never make it without you … how I now had no support system so where would I go. No job, no money … and so many other harmful things … Despite your brainwashing, somewhere deep inside me, I knew I had value. Like Hide & Seek, you hid my worthiness. You changed up spots - trying to confuse me – making me think I was going crazy. Every now and then, I'd find it, keeping a small part of me intact. You never thought I’d have the intestinal fortitude to break free – neither did I … The grieving state of you has passed. I know that mite sound weird as why would one feel sadness in leaving an unhealthy relationship. It’s hard to explain … guess it’s one of those things that unless you’ve been there … Anger mode … prompting my quote for today. Working thru it, as I won’t allow this emotion to fester, to breed … YOU aren’t worth the energy, worth the time. You aren’t worth space in my head … not only are you late with your payment … you are several months in arrears. So, this is it … that piece of paper on the door … an eviction notice … you will vacant the premises. And, due to being an Empath, one of my traits that disgusted you, I won’t be following up for unpaid funds … you aren’t worth another ounce of ANYTHING … The luv I have for myself far outweighs the anger I feel towards you … so, ya, you are officially dismissed … 😊 In Luv, Lite, Laffter ... |
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Such a brave thing to do McT, I am in awe of your inner strength!
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Very well said my friend good for you, now you can move on with your life and enjoy the many wonderful adventures that await you. I hope your Tuesday is filled with many thrills..Huggles..
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Your words really struck a chord with me. I was in a similar situation many years ago. It changed me forever and is something I will never forgot. Best wishes as you forge your new path.
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Such a brave thing to do McT, I am in awe of your inner strength! In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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Very well said my friend good for you, now you can move on with your life and enjoy the many wonderful adventures that await you. I hope your Tuesday is filled with many thrills..Huggles.. In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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12F - totally appreciate your kind thoughts, thank you for stopping by! Only forward - back is NOT an option. SELF-LUV ... finding more of that as each day passes ... In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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Your words really struck a chord with me. I was in a similar situation many years ago. It changed me forever and is something I will never forgot. Best wishes as you forge your new path. In Luv, Lite, Laffter ...
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