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The Highs And Lows I Feel For You. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 21, 2018 3:38 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2018 10:55 pm
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Such mixed emotions From high to low This is what I feel When I think of you.
The highs are grand! I see myself With you in many scenes Making many plans. With many many Smiles and laughs.
The lows how they Bring me down! I want to say goodbye! Run in the opposite direction! Away from the pain That you are causing.
Do they even out? Does one have The upper hand? Is one side heavier? Is it like a fulcrum? With one side low While the other Is in the air? That is it In a nutshell.
I know how I want it to be! I want the highs To take the lead! The lows I will Begrudgingly endure Because you are to me Just that important!
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Encore Of Smiles And Laughs. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 20, 2018 8:48 pm
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2018 6:57 pm
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He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. Such an ability Such a knack. I don't take For granted. I treasure it When it happens. Hoping it lasts Lingers on Or comes again. Definitely I do not Wish it to end.
So I wish for An encore of smiles An encore of laughs. It really is a gift. That I gratefully accept.
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We Talked For Hours. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 20, 2018 8:12 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2018 12:39 pm
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I was happy today You were talking to me. For hours Approximately three. From nine until noon. And then later on Throughout the day.
Yesterday we had a lapse You said you were busy. I can understand. We spoke the day before. But it is never enough. We never lack For a topic of conversation. It just happens.
I know this day is probably One for the record books In how much we talked. It was just on the phone. If we ever get together In person Our chats could last Much much longer.
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Was Today An Aberration? A Poem
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Posted:Aug 19, 2018 11:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2018 7:02 pm
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Tomorrow is another day. And the truth Shall set you free? Will you reveal yourself? Will you come clean? For today you Pretty much avoided me. Did I do something To annoy? Have I become a bore? Is texting me now a chore? I have all these questions. Can you provide Some answers?
I know there will come A day without sun This day looms large And gray. When it comes I will want to hide away. The day you no longer Need or want me.
Tomorrow could be bright! Today only an aberration You could give me what I need and want. Your attention. Your affection. Communication Between the two of us.
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Show That You Value Me. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 19, 2018 10:25 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2018 7:53 pm
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I figured you were busy. I didn't want to be a bother. So I didn't send a message Now days later. I wonder Is it too late to reach out? Has our window of opportunity For our connection Been closed?
This is a question I often think about. Should I be the one To take the initiative? Should I make the first move? It's hard because I fear rejection Like you don't know!
Make it easier for me Please never let our Communication freeze! For a thaw is not a guarantee. I can feel ignored And neglected And discarded And those feelings Have a course to run Or should that be a curse? The curse of low self-esteem. Don't leave me at it's mercy! Just keep in touch Show that you value me.
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Lust And Communication. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 19, 2018 10:09 pm
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2018 12:41 pm
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I wanted him to care about me. I wanted him to want me. I wanted him to feel an ache Feel a real need. To want to talk And spend time with me. Like he could not Get enough. He had to keep in touch. Texting and talking Several times a day About any and everything.
I could settle for Lust and communication If there was an inkling That there was Real depth to him.
How do I gauge emotional depth? If there is affection. If there is consideration. If he listens! He may tell stories About his life How he has dealt With tragedy With struggle And strife. And the depth will reveal itself Kind of like the bubbling up Of a spring or an oil well.
While lust and communication Are important I would really like The whole package! Need you ask What that entails? An emotional connection That resembles love That ever elusive trait I have only heard of And never felt.
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Integrity Is Good For One's Soul. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 19, 2018 9:52 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2018 11:42 pm
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I thought I knew them I thought they were honest. I believed their stories I believed their promises.
But far from it! The truth when it came Was like a shock! I was a fool. I was so gullible. It makes me wonder If they were laughing At me all along.
Betrayal stings! You tell me It doesn't? I guess one has To care first Build up a rapport. I wish I could change One person from Being a lying Inconsiderate jerk. Let them see That life is too short And integrity Is good For one's soul.
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Overcoming invisibility
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Posted:Aug 19, 2018 7:50 am
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2019 8:02 pm
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I'm still here Practically invisible Blending in With the woodwork. I guess I am Nothing special.
Once upon a time I thought I had Some value. But that thought Has proven useless As I have been overlooked.
Should I hope For a transformation? A metamorphosis Of myself? Or just someone new Checking me out?
I will let you know What works If I am successful In my new approach. As I search For new folks Or to be seen again By ones that Were familiar once.
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Reawakening My Excitement. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 19, 2018 7:32 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2018 4:42 am
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Where has my excitement gone? Did it disappear when you left? I didn't realize it was so connected. But it has proven thus.
I have to re-establish that spark Rewire my thinking some Find another source of inspiration. Someone worthy of my attention. That is easier said than done. As I usually mourn the loss For some time. Let's hope someone exciting Comes along Sooner rather than later. I am getting bored Of just masturbating! I am anxious now For the reawakening Of my excitement.
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Contemplating Morning Sex. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 18, 2018 6:48 am
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2018 7:18 am
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It's that time again. Time to stretch Naked in my bed again. Think about What I would be doing If you were With me in my bed.
I would surely Let out a little mmmmm As I contemplated Morning sex. I might wet my lips In anticipation.
I can imagine Another part of me Getting wet As my thoughts Mysteriously engender this Aroused thoughts travel From my head To between my legs. What a mechanism!
What shall I do next? Touch and kiss? Lots of both To rev your engine. To create the perfect Working conditions For my next phase.
I want your hard cock In my orifices! Mouth and then pussy Getting their share. Should I be on top Riding you Like a cowgirl? Or should I entice You to do The honors And plunge deep inside? Mmmmm at that point My moans would be So effing prevalent! I think you would have Matching groans!
What rhythm ensues! Do we really Want this to end? And for the day And all it's obligations To begin? Not hardly! But we are starting It off with a bang And big smiles On our faces As we each climax! Fuck yes!
Goodness it's fun Exercising my imagination In a morning Sex contemplation.
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Lament Of The TSdates.com Unicorn. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 17, 2018 8:55 am
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2018 9:12 am
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It's been three years Since I got back On the Started meeting guys And having sex. I have done My share of experiments. I have plenty of stories That I may tell Or keep to myself. It really depends On my audience.
I've had some laughs And of course some orgasms. But I wish it was more I wish I had found The TSdates.com unicorn.
I know he exists Because I read about him In blogs and even on Some profiles But those unicorns Were already partnered And that is the point.
The TSdates.com unicorn Is simply a man Who wants a relationship Of a decent length. Not an NSA Or one night stand Or a FWB Or a fuck buddy. He wants something substantial He wants to do Activities outside of the bedroom. He might actually want To feel An emotional connection.
I could lament Ad nauseum. But what would that get? Would a unicorn appear? And say Don't worry Have no fear I heard your plea And I am now here?
That would be great! That would be ideal! But it is a fairy tale. It is fanciful. Don't I know this All too well!
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I Wish I Could Be With You Tonight. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 16, 2018 9:27 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2018 8:33 am
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I wish I could Be with you tonight Not just talking Or texting But in the flesh.
Ah flesh! Which I would Like to press Mine to yours And vice versa. Wouldn't that be nice? sure I could not help Keeping a smile Off my face! After all My fantasies Would now become reality.
Oh the practice I had in my dreams! How will I fare With the real thing? I will do my best! Bring my A game! For you are worth it!
I wish I were With you tonight. Kissing, touching Licking, sucking! And yes ultimately fucking! And afterwards Lazily stroking your skin Nibbling on the fingers Of your hand Kissing the parts of you Within reach Murmuring nonsense Or talking about anything. Yes! Yes! Yes! All of these actions! In real time and space! Not just figments Of my imagination! Not just a discussion Via phone or text!
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A Hopeful Feeling. A Poem
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Posted:Aug 16, 2018 7:08 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2018 8:32 am
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I feel it again That hopeful feeling. It's come over me Like a warm blanket. It's all because He came to his senses. He apologized For our disagreement.
It's still a fledgling This seed of hope It may grow And grow And grow. Or it may not.
Each day That it is Still present I will treasure it This gift of hope For our Growing relationship.
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